// dreamelesse.

OK. I think I'm over the horrible hairstyle thing - self-consciousness overtook my reason. Anyway, back to normal. You might think I have split personality though, how can someone get over something they were ranting and cursing about yesterday and be totally calm tomorrow?! Well, I guess there's more important things to do - like my "Hols Ass". -groans- Damnit, I can't print the worksheets/assignments out, but I can do them in front of the computer...yet I don't want to. Dude. Talk about procrastinating. Anyway, instead of doing my HAs, I decided to clear the pile of anime episodes I haven't watched yet. I mean, WOW! Like Death Note is up to episode 12 and I still haven't finish episode 7?! OK, not an extremely good example...er, OK, got it - Tsubasa Chronicles Season 2 had already ended like months ago...BUT I've got, like, 5 more episodes to the end. <__< Anyway, I realised I'm not an exactly hardcore anime fan, since I hardly watch an

WARNING: Major usage of vulgarities and bitchy ranting ahead. OH. MY. FUCKING. TIAN. I can't believe it just happened to me. Seriously, man. I thought bad hairstyles were just problems I'll have to deal with when I'm in primary school. I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED TO ME. You can be absolutely cruel but straightforward to say that I deserved it, but I am still going to vent my anger. I went to Krystalle's favourite hairdresser's salon to get my hair cut. I chose to go to the apprentice section. $6 for washing and cutting. The first thing the hairdresser said to wound my absolutely small and possibly non-existent ego was "your hair is oily". DUDE. OK? It's not MY FREAKING FAULT that I have such a problem.If you ask me, I'm absolutely pissed disgusted by that fact too. Then, after getting my hair washed, the cutting part came. Well, I was really skeptical about the apprentice's skills 'cause the first thing she started doing

OMG, I love Gendou.com Radio. OK. Yo, Internet! You are the one and only faithful reader of my blog although this faithfullness is probably forced. Anyway, I'm almost done with the coding of my new skin(since yesterday, actually)! And I managed to make two icons which I think are decent enough to be publicised. Well, went out to Velocity@Novena Square this afternoon with Krystalle because she wanted to find a schoolbag. Eversince the day she told me there's this Veolcity thing at Novena, I've always believed it to be an entire different shopping center with 20 or 50 new shops but, major shock + dissapointment, it was just like Edge@Bugis - a new section in an old mall. Since it's small, we hung around Velocity for less than an hour (I think) and went to Orchard (since I needed to pass the time before I can get my dinner)...AND GOT MYSELF A COPY OF "NEW MOON"!!!!! Like, hell yea! Finally. The deprivation of "New Moon" had caused me a lost of appetite

I said I was gonna make a "Hols Ass. Completion bar" right? Well, goodbye to it. I've managed to have enough luck and inspiration to make a new blogskin and thus, will not add more burden since I've got to do the coding for said blogskin. And damn, I love Photoshop . And, not to forget, the tricks you can do with it. AND! Textures! And pretty things that gets made thanks to it. Anyway, ahem. I had been watching Trinity Blood, Lost Season 3 and 花样少年少女 lately to pass time. Trinity Blood is OK, I love the opening theme "Doresu". =D Lost is nice too, but I think there's not enough comedy to motivate me to watch eps 5 - 6. (Yes, I know it's not a comedy series but look, there's so much mystery yet nothing gets solved.) 花样少年少女 is totally ROTFL. The accent which they have when they speak English is really funny. (I'm not being mean.) But yea, although 吴尊 seems to 咬字不清. Or are the others also 咬字不清-ing? I dunno, but I do know that Ella doesn't ha

GODDAMNIT. How can the, erm, water cycle manage to rain so much?! Is it having diarrhea?! I'ts OK if it rains actually, but WHY, OH WHY! (OK, too dramatic) The Internet connection's speed gets lagged too! What the crap xInfinity. Oh, and the accusation of the rain affecting the Internet connection isn't 无凭无据+没证没据+乱放狗屁. Ask Krystalle. Well anyway, our connections doesn't lag every single minute of playing Solitaire Showdown on MSN Live Messenger during a sunny or, what's overrated, a fine day. But, take today for example, when we move our cards, we get to witness Matrix-like slow-motion effect. Like "WOAH! FREE SHOW!!" You say? No, dude. It sucks because I am too stupid to understand Matrix I hate lagginess! Anyway, homework completion bar! I'm gonna make a homework completion bar, because a) I totally have not made a single thing in Photoshop for lightyears; b) I have no idea what homework I have left; c) I have no sense of urgency. Anyway, I'm li

" Fear is only in our minds " - Sweet Sacrifice sung by Evanescence. Damnit. I am like the most unlucky and super-swift-perhaps-instantly-karma-ed pirated game buyer. I went to change my faulty KH2 discs on Sunday and it DOESN'T WORK !!! F***!!!!! I mean dude?! That's like the...4th time?! If I include my Dad's copy too it'll be 5. >[ But I suspect that the one I got when I changed on Sunday is the one I got on the first day I bought it. Anyway, you know, when one has a problem they always try to put blame on something or someone to make them feel better? Yea, I found my scapegoat, Krystalle!! Maybe I'm not the suay-kia, maybe it's Krystalle's fault that I ALWAYS get a f***ed-up copy. 'Cause she's the one who accompanies me to change every single time! >) Well, yesterday the shop vender said I could change titles if it still doesn't work so yea. I've already decided on a title, Tales of the Abyss (which HQ plays and IGN.com g

Ok...the fangirl in me had made me watch that FFvXIII trailer thrice and, yea, the song doesn't suck now, in fact in fits the mood kinda nicely. Anyway, I'm updating my links page, in hope that Krystalle will stop her crap! not pester me to change her link. Now that all sitely updates are through, let's talk about my life. Damn. I think Kingdom Hearts II or whatever has a feud with me or something, I got myself another copy of pirated KHII after the first one that my Dad bought didn't work. (You ask: "Why didn't you go and change it then, idiot?" 'Cause, it's bought in M'sia. <__<) And, you've got it, the one I bought doesn't work EITHER! Damn I feel like killing someone. So I've called up Krystalle, once again, to accompany me to get myself a change. Sucks. Now that I think of it, my KH disc also is a bit conky... So, what does this teach everyone? Don't buy pirateds!!! -self justification starts- Well not like I don

OMFG. I am so going to hyperventilate. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gSYawSLHH-M FINAL FANTASY versus XIII TRAILER! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL, I'm such an embarassing fangirl. Although the part where mystery-guy suddenly has a ring of sword around him is damn cool...I hate the song. -cowers in fear of flying pots and pans- Damn, it'll be really expensive. <__< Since there's no way anyone can come up with pirateds - I mean, it's Blu-Ray disc!? (Whatever that is, it definitely is different from DVD format...no?) Whatever. Just GIVE ME MORE FINAL FANTASY!!! They are like so damn poetic. I mean, Shakespeare?! -goes watch it again-

Man, Ayumi Hamasaki seems as if she's really not so popular and out-dated but argg!! I love "JEWEL"! I love ballads, tearjerking and melancholic ones. Especially when they sing it like as if they've really been through the pain. And (whoots?) I've "upgraded" from Blogger to Blogger Beta! Hell, like everyone's doing that!? I know, alter ego. (HAH! Who remembered about Alter Ego?) Well, anyway, since it's an internal change, not an external change (means can't be seen on the blog itself), I decided it's worth mentioning... or maybe not? Well anyway, there's a external change which can be seen on the blog though and that's that I've added a ChocoPet thingy. Well, I was introduced to this thing by jL and thoguht it was a pretty neat idea so I got an account out of pure curiosity (no worries, no cats killed), but man?! It's rather hard to earn points, I think, and there's only one game which can get you points - the others

" 紅く染まる街で影を舗道に描いたふたりは何処に行ったの? " -　ひとり, Mika Nakashima. OK, so I lied. I said I was gonna post every single day, but guess what? I didn't!!! OK, lol, that was stupid. Ok, so what happened between the last post and now...? Erm, jL, Krys and I, once again , went to Orchard 'cause jL and Krys had business at HMV while I had business at Kinokuniya. I wanted to get myself a copy of "New Moon" but damn, they only have the hardcover version which costs $32+-. So I decided to get myself "The Lovely Bones" by Alice Sebold since a) Stephen King recommends it and b)Stephenie Meyer recommends it. Dumb enough reason? But nevermind. And heck, now I know why it's talking about a 14 year old girl but is shelved at Literature instead of Children (Can you believe it?! They think Young Adults are Children and Children are Young Adults!! Argg, I'll buy myself an ABC book someday. <__<) Anyway, jL's business at HMV was to spend her $50-worth vouchers

OK, I'm gonna make it a point to blog everyday as a habit. Motivated by my dear god-gege, Bryan. He didn't say anything but his posts sort of motivated me. WTF's that bitch saying? It sounds weird but, figure it out yourself - life's about self-learning (or maybe I'm being lazy...). Anyway, I have a sudden inspiration!!! I shall have an Alter Ego speaking! Yo, peeps. ^ That's Alter Ego speaking. Why? Because there's this voice in my head which sometimes pokes it's nose ( NOSE?! ) into my thoughts, questioning what I've thought. So, to prevent stress from clogging up my brain, I shall let my voice speak. And that's me!!! OK. I'm being lame. Anyway, randomness hereafter. 1. HTML and Graphic-ing. 2. Improve English.

YAY! Death Note premiered yesterday in Singapore! -swoons- jL and I wanted to watch it at Lido, but damnit, it was at 4.10pm. <__< It will be late when it ends and the train'll be choked with balik-kampong-ing adults. So, since jL told me there's a show at 3.30pm at Sembawang's Eng Wah, but WAH! They don't have! Damn, waste of my MRT fare which caused another wastage of money today, which was thanks to the insufficient funds in my EZ-Link card, causing me to pay by cash for the bus fare, when I do not have enough coins to make 55 cents, which was $2. WTF! TWO DOLLARS! That's like 2/5 of the money I need to get myself a copy of Spiral #12! Damn, I could've walked home sia! <__< Now I'm having second thoughts about joining the trip to Tian Jing and Bei Jing. At first, I thought it was just us, the Sec 2s, but holy shyt there's more, a lot more Sec 3s PLUS we're gonna be grouped with them. Not to mention the dangerous people there. The begga

OK. Another rather interesting and boring day. It was interesting at first, but after the day reached it's crescendo (no idea where that is), everything went boring. "Something interesting" Award goes to the bat which flew into our school, hung at the lights and when my gang friends and I went to check things out, it suddenly upped and flew away. What a scare it gave us. <__< Not to mention it's furry body makes it even more scary. At first, I even thought it's a moth! Talking about moths, there's this chinese legend(?) which says that, when a person dies, he'll/she'll turn into a moth or something and fly to you, to represent bading farewell. Seriously man, if any moths come near me, whether you are Krystalle Teh's soul-possessed moth or not, you are dead meat. I will get all my insect-repelling/-torturing/-killing equipments out. OK, I am cruel. But so what? You can't sue me even if I said "So sue me!" because you can't s

OK, so I kinda realised my blog sounds like a half-heartedly maintained anime blog, which is really odd (it rhymes!!) 'cause the main purpose of the blog, when I started out, was to talk about my life, but lately, it's getting more and more anime-blog-ish. And why are my posts like ESSAYS?! Paragraphs, after paragraphs, which is yet after paragraphs. Seriously, I can write a book on my ever-growing ego. Talking about my ever-growing ego, it kinda inflated yesterday. We got back our Mathematics Paper 1 and English Paper 2. Well, they weren't scores that makes people go "OMFG GENIUS!" but at least they didn't suck as bad as SA1. Phew, 'cause, I think, SA2 has a higher percentage? Heck. At least, at the very least, the combination which I want, has almost all the same subjects as Krys'! Great - now I will not have to worry about not paying attention during class time because, my dearest friend, won't you help me? -cackles- Ahem. Maybe, just maybe, I f

I cannot believe no one subbed Code Geass yet. I am shocked. Where has all the CLAMP art fans gone?! -sobs- Irrelevant crap: Slashed. Yea, OK, so ther subbers have lives but, look, if crappy other series can get even ONE of their episodes subbed? WHY CAN'T CODE GEASS (hereon known as CG, 'cause Code Geass is long)?! Not to mention CLAMP, being the character designers, are helping CG get a lot of attention! ARGG. So, to comfort and derage my angered brain and hurt heart ('cause no one subbed it, damn!), I came up with the hypothesis of: look, this IS a futuristic cum mecha anime, just like Gundam Seed (even the producer's the same, hmm), so you know, there's a lot of English names which needs a hell lot of guessing, thus the slow/non-existent sub. Good hypothesis? Argg. I sound like a brat. Well. But Memento's reviews make me wanna watch it. Oh wait a sec, Memento already reached episode 2. <___< Humph. Well, at least I can be sure that GG Subs will be su

YES! Exams are over! OK, so you're probably thinking, "WTF, it didn't start so how can it end?!" Well, I apologise - the exams started, since last last Friday, with the two English papers. The torturous examination ended yesterday. So, to celebrate we decided to go: 1) Eat spaghetti @ Admiralty 2) Go to Causeway Point After that we took the MRT and while HQ went home, Krys and I paid a visit to jL's beautiful-kitchen-floor house!!! *____* God, I love her kitchen floor. LOL. It's so blue and 滑! ^___^ At first we were watching Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu together, but obviously Krys was so sian-diao-ed, that we decided to go play some game to get her attention. jL introduced Grand Theft Auto :Vice City to us first and, HOMG, I love this quote: "I poke out of the gutter for one freakin' second and fate shoves shit in my face." LMAO. The game was really funny because, forgive me for saying this, but banging into the people was seriously LOL, not to men

Before you know it, freedom has come.

OTFH. MY PHOTOSHOP CS CANNOT BE USED. I curse thee! -clears throat- Well, God knows why and I don't want to, but I want to use the program. OR ELSE I WILL SUFFER FROM WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. OK, this week is the start of the End of Year Exams (EYEs)! -applaudes- Like, once the following 2 weeks of shit is over and done with, I'm a free man woman. But I'm kinda worried about not having enough time to clear all revisions. Well, Math is basically done and all, all that's left is Mensuration practices - the Algebra shit? Got it. I'm enlightened already. :] Main challenge is Science. Science is actually kinda fun but thanks to Mr Meatball, I have absolutely no idea how I can pass Science, I mean, OhMyGawd!! That fat arse did not even finish teaching Chapter 8! (That's not all!) So, tell me ye sages, am I dead meat or what?! History? Well, I'm kinda at peace with it, since I got a 15/19 for the latest Source-Based Questions class test. Ha, what a joke to be at peac

I have dropped Jigoku Shoujo . I mean, it's advancing kind of slow (or maybe I'm just not patient enough to listen to her stupid incantation over and over again before it finally hits the twist...) And then I picked Jyu Oh Sei up! I love the opening theme's background music. <33>Since I freed up 3GB after deleting the rest of Jugoku Shoujo. MWAHAHAHA. "Ippen, shinde miru?" my ass. -rolls eyes- -Clears throat- Well, for some reason today is the day where all the secondary 2 students of PHS had to express their undying patriotism by singing the national anthem DAMN LOUD, x3, during recess. Why, you ask? 'Cause Mr WWD asked us to "try him" and perhaps we did, or perhaps it was the Meatballs' bad hearing at fault, and thus the patriotism. Thanks to jL's primary school friend (who's also one of the "patriots"), we were commanded to return to the parada sqaure, tomorrow's recess, to sing the....er, wonderful anthem for a co

I love self-discovery. LOL. This is freaking corny but yea, I love self-discovery or at least discovering things about life. It's so fun. Well, my idea of friendship is sharing secrets, having fun when together and being one another's support. If two person are just laughing and joking all the time, then it's just shallow friendship. But I realised, today, that maybe friend is just that - you don't need to throw in all the secrets and make all friendships similiar. I mean, being happy with one another is an important thing, and having fun starts from laughter, right...? "And maybe some things are that simple" - Simple and Clean, by Utada Hikaru. OK peeps, so what if I'm the president of the underground "Go Home Club"? Please dont' assume that going home is my only forte - I am also full of 墨水. LOL. I am so bloody BHB. Talking about Go Home Club , I have successfully forced Hui Mei to join. MEH HEH HEH! And due to the rain, Hui qing had becom

Due to Memento's high rating(?) for this show and my interest, I decided to download this show. But the 3 episodes after the first of this series is seriously boring. The first episode was an eye-opener - I was amused/fascinated by show...the Jigoku Shoujo's Jumon for the Hell-ferrying...etc etc, but the 3 episodes that followed was just a change of scenario for episode one - it's like watching episode one for 4 times. OK, you probably don't understand the previous sentence, what about...: It's like the storyboard is written with a template which goes Problem > Hatred > Revenge > Incantation > Ferry > Showing of the Hell Mark > Candle with Avenger's name. -yawn- I mean, yea ,you can't do anything much with this type of anime - protagonist with a job to do. The episodes will definitely "repeat" in an endless cycle. But, of course, it is not exactly endless - you'll get some kind of antagonist after a while or, impossibly, the p

OK, I 'm still in love with Suga Shikao's theme song for Death Note's Movie, "真夏の夜の夢". The tune itself has that nostalgic feeling, but the lyrics are didn't kind of fit(?). Oh, don't mind my opinion - they're mostly cliche shit. Anyway, some kind of major fuck-upness is going on in my computer. OK, so it's not totally impossible and all, it still surprises - no wait, shocks - me to find out that my "Videos" folder takes up 44++GB of space on my Dad's computer. LIKE OMFGWTFBBQHALLELUJAH . I am dreaming. Let's see: last I checked, my Vid folder takes up 35GB. After that, I download the whole Jigoku Shoujo series, Gankutsuou 1 - 4 and Ergo Proxy.... Oh wait. WTF. Jigoku Shoujo is 4GB plus Noien, 4GB. WTFrickingHell. Luckily my bro has got an external hard disk! ARGG. <__< HOLY SHYT. I must get my computer fixed so that I can get another 72GB to dump my anime in/on/at/whatever.

私わ、いつも夢ばかり見てる。 Hello everybody! God knows how many people actually read the real content of my previous post. I wonder if anyone can read it before it gets flushed to the archives? -does the Suigintou-style laughter- Anyway, for the whole darn break the only I've been doing during afternoons is: watch anime. How unproductive. What do you get from watching anime anyway? <__< Does anyone agree that Suigintou is a beautiful Japanese word? Anyway, more about-life, or at least non-anime talk. I'm glad I chose to buy PS2 games for birthday. Luckily I went to look up some titles storyline before going out to buy the games a few weeks before. I bought "Xenosaga Episode I" and "Drakengard 2" (<<< Kore wa was mentioned before). OK, so "Drakengard 2" was a highly QB game which requires you to hack-and-slash the enemies but please do not mistaken it for Child's play - I tio stuck at that bloody place with spurting fires for quite a long whil

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I <3 Episode 8 of Honey & Clover II. More specifically, the part where Suga Shikao's "Ringo Juice" was played in the background while Hagu was "rained to death" by some students' humongous(?) glass panel. When I saw the preview for this episode (which included shot(s) of Hagu surrounded by glass and was kinda misleading), what I was thinking was "Did she commit suicide?!" not "HOMG! ACCIDENT!" 'case during episode 7, she was talknig about what she'll do if she can't draw anymore, and if my memory serves me right, she was having some kind of major art-block, then. But lo and behold, she didn't commit suicide - she got killed by the sudden rain of broken glass, I think. Did the glass hit her THEN broke, or what? The wind broke it? O__o Absurd. I should rewatch that episode. This accident is so out-of-the-blue. And since it's the September one-week break and I finished watching all available episodes of Honey &

Bonjour, monsieur, madamemoiselle. Today is the day which you should express your gratitudes to the people who had taught you well and the common name for such a day is, obviously(?), "Teachers' Day". We had our Teachers' Day celebration yester-morning and it, to my benefit, ended at 9.30+am. Like every Teachers' day celebration I had endured, the Ace's Day workout is part of the "test" - only this year's was extremely long. Normally, we would just do the damn workout once and move on to the TDC (Teachers' Day Celebration) but, holy cow, did it take at least 45mins(?) of the time we spent in school yesterday. Why? Well, because the highly enthusiastic (or perhaps excercise-deprived) HPT (High Performance Team) decided to a) make the student body stand and do the shortened version; b) show us the full version later on; c) drag unwilling and willing teachers up the stage to do the full ver.; and d) demanded that students are brought up the stag

Ahh. One more day til weekend. Funny, I'm counting to everyday things like weekends?? Is my life so boring? Anyway, here's a poem from my Gege, Bryan, which is so damn narcisstic! XD My darling, my darling, Wherefore art thou? When I look at you, I fall in love. I think you’re sent, Right from above. When I gaze at your eyes, I melt away. I cannot stand not looking, At you for a day. When others look at you, They think it an eyesore. When I look at you, I see A beauty that will never bore. I love your look. No matter far or near. I love thee so much. My darling mirror. What a narcissist! >__< Dunno why, Krys isn't happy about herself. I "accidentally" read that entry and felt kind of...well, bored. Because, although people may think about you differently, doesn't mean you have to change! There's a lot of people in this world, ask your classmates/friends: Do they think of you as an AS-sing bitch? NO. Don't overimagine things. The one who's s

Q: What do you call rain that causes the postpone of NAPFA test? Ahh. Thanks to the holy rain, the Sec 2s are liberated from the torture of NAPFA test. OK, so finishing it earlier is a much better thing, I just, seriously, am too tired to even try to Stretch-and-Reach. I almost fell asleep listening to Mr Chin tell us the answers for our English paper. Like, DUDE! Our teachers already went through with us, OK?! Stop wasting our time by repeating things tirelessly like the freaking clock. A: Holy Water. OK. Excuse the lame joke. During the repetition of English Common test answers, Yan Rong and I discussed about our dreams, caused by our over-active subconsciousness (16 letters) - you know, those you get while asleep? After telling her about all my nightmares, she deciphered the message which my subconscious was trying to tell me: I'm an over-imaginative girl who watched too much anime and wishes to be slaughtered by robots, mass-murderers or ghosts with fishing lines who tries to

WTF. Good thing the American title of Drag-on Dragoon is Drakengard. I don't think I'll be seen dead playing a game called Drag-on Dragoon. <___< Or maybe I won't even have looked at the game if DoD is the American title too. -heaves sigh of relief- Good thing the art attracted/seduced me. Oh my Gooooooosh. Art seduces meh!!!??? Anyway, LiJia complained that I didn't update my blog. Fine. I will update - but I won't spite you by typing one sentence and consider the deed done, I shall blog about crap which no one except stupid gamers like me care about - OK, gamers, no "stupid". Before that, I must find all the images I'm gonna splat onto the A3 paper and then call the crap a "collage". じゃな。

Oh my Go d sh. I. Have. Pon-ned. School. Not really, since my parents allowed me to, so, IMO, this is no frucking big deal. Or maybe it is? But whatever...! Actually, I've thought of paying a visit to the Polyclinic for an MC but, please just blame it on my laziness. I just really 懒得去. So, I hope, a parent's letter will do. But I seriously do not count on it because they said they won't accept letters - only MC, but HECCCK. Well, instead of harping on the consequences I will receive in return for skipping NDCelebrations, I shall fantasize about what fun we will have later on when we go eat some Pizza at Pizza Hut (<__<),>BHB innocent little girl - like meh.

Stupid jL. "Sabo"-ed/Influenced me to play Gaia again. :P For some funny, out-of--the-box reason, fishing at Durem Reclamation Facility seemed a thousand times easier, compared to pre-hiatus - maybe there was more trash (I heard the trash struggles more than the fishes does. Retarded.) But the return of my account comes with some "side effects"(?) like, the game loads halfway and jams, or I am disconnected halfway fishing. The latter sucks like shit in the toilet bowl. I mean, I spend at least 1/2hour trying to get a bucket of stinkin' seedkins and you D/C 老娘?! 没死过 is it?! Anyway, I've got some Club News to annouce. GO HOME CLUB NEWSLETTER #01: Yomanwuzzup, peopleonthegreengreenearth?! Ahem. Hello, fellow Go Home Club members. This, is our very pathetic and totaly unplanned newsletter. It's been a few weeks since the GHC was started, although it is still not recognised as an official CCA in the conservative(?) PHS, it is still an underground 黑社会 - I mean

A-leh, I can't believe the insanity of my school. Next week is Common Test season and they gave us I.T days?! Not one not two but three ??? >O Take jL's class as an example - their science teacher haven't touched on the topic "Transport in Living Things", only given them an online lesson on it. I think that a lesson conducted by a talking human is much comprehendable than some voiceless document/powerpoint. Besides, you can ask questions. Online lessons are more or less fixed - no flexibility. But w/e!!! I like I.T Days. Can sleep more and is an excuse for hogging the computer. ------ I was recent introduced to a manga called "メテオ・メトセラ" by a sub-site on tokyojupiter.com and I love the art - if I'm an artist, that's the kind of style I'll love to possess. So, being the impulsive "siao kia", I combed the Weave in hope of finding out it's chinese name, but it looks like no one publsihed it in Chinese, or something, since I could

What an extremely annoying day. Part 1: My Mum, for some stupid, unexplainable reason, woke me up at 5.45am instead of the usual 6.45am. I was kinda perplexed when I looked out of the window (while brushing my teeth) and see all those flats around being "or lu lu" - so much darker than 6.45am's sky. But NVM, I went back to sleep again. Ah hah! ;] Still, I'll rather this doesn't happen because my sweet dream might be ended - but of course if it's a nightmare... Part 2: Jia Qi and her "Class Tee Peeps" were asking us to vote for the colours that we should use for our Tee's text. I, being the "Kao la...I already bought the badly colour-themed 1E '05 class tee and now I have to get another?!" attitude-d anti-socialite, I kept quiet and duelled HQ for the book that I wanted to read. After a while of reading, the gone-wild Polar bear/Sun Bear/Panda, suddenly came and gave HQ his piece of mind. Bear: EH! Give some opinion la! HQ: Whaaat

Wah. Kao. I.T day is supposed to be good, but why do I get this I'M-SO-BORED!!!~~ feeling? I'm rotting at home, listening to Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni's video's song. Argg, my life is colourless, figuratively. Isn't it really sad that your life is an unexplored world?

QB QB QB QB~~~~ QB: Abbr. for 欠扁. (Saw it in Josephine's dispaly name once and thought it ingenuous) ----- Anyway!~~ (WTF is with the "~"s anyway...?) I HAVE FINISHED CODING MY ALBEL SKIN . Whoots. I hate my speed of coding and skinning though - everytime I finish skinning+coding, I already am bored of the design, 'cause I'd faced it for a long time. Which sucks, because I'll start making another. Which sucks more, 'cause I'll fail my tests-- Talking about tests, I passed my Mathematics Test 7 with whooping colours (Colours whoops? o__O). My point is, I got a 19!!! Oh wait...Gotta go Krys' house for group/pair study. :S Dunno what she doing in school sia..throw all textbooks there.

Since this week, for some odd reason, is so full of shit weird comments, I present - -please read title-. Rank 1: "Eh...Your brother actually looks quite OK leh." -Hui Qing. This comment deserves some vomit-action. Not only is it a very random and sudden comment, it is also a very untrue statement. Perhaps it's sibling hatred. Rank 2: "Huh? I think you have quite good taste leh." - Li Jia. -snorts- I want to vomit. This is a compliment but it doesn't fits me. No, it doesn't. Rank 3: "What you going there (mall) for?" - Mothers. Okay, what else can we do at a mall, except walking, talking, buying, window-shopping, etc etc...? You're curious and concerned - fine. But it's just such a "Huh...?" question. Rank 4: "Are you coming back for dinner?" - My Mum. This question was asked when I was about to go meet Krys and take a train to Junction 8. I don't understand why my Mum suddenly had the idea that I won't be b

Oh. Since I've got so much Yester-news to babble about, I've created another post ! So, if you want to read my extremist post about Tsubasa, please scroll down. ( jL: MUST READ, OK!?) Lijia, you're not the only person who ended up with a super KNS wooden chair in the science lab - I've got one too. Mine's like a persistent tooth which doesn't want to drop - it's shaking, it's wobbling but HECK it doesn't want to freaking fall apart. Stubborn much? Another really "WTFBBQHOLYCOW?!" thing is that, my phone, which has a PIN code, is now unlockable by PIN and needs to be unlocked with a PUK code. KAO! It's not like my PIN code is wrong! I remembered it to be 1234 very clearly but for some jackass reason it doesn't accept it. I tried three times to no avail and then I'm switched to unlocking with PUK. <__< Moral of the story? NEVER EVER put a PIN code for your phone. You're just digging your own handphone-grave.

I just downloaded and read Chapitre 122 of Tsubasa (scans courtesy of Chibiyuuto). After reading it all I can say is if you're an idiot who's thinking of dropping the series because of a shit reason like oh-god-it's-so-boring , you should slap yourself a hundred times, write "I will never drop any CLAMP series ever again." a thousand times and bang your head against the wall. o__O Chapitre 122 is super super super good . SPOILERS: From what I read in Chibiyuuto's blog, a lot of people are speculating that the clone is CCS!Syaoran. I've got my doubts. We'll actually I'm just totally confused because I am not 100% sure who's talking and who's not. The Syaorans, I mean. //End Spoilers So, if you're someone who haven't read Tsubasa, you should. Right. Now . 今。(Say, E-Mah) EDIT: I'm sorry for causing any mental/physical harm to you, Wee Li Jia (aka Mushroom), for my assumption of you having a fetish with that ex-policeman, Mr WWD. R

This post will be, I hope, an interesting way of expressing myself and the intangible anger that's flooding my heart's chamber, as well as telling you guys what those around me are in in love with, or, more theme-related-ly, have a fetish with. (BTW! My latest word- fetish is with the word " fetish ". What a pretty-sounding word. :]) Also, from Krys' 19/07/2006 tag, I realised that she suddenly had a fetish with the word "Lap Sak Tang" - which I very much reckon was introduced by Eddie. (The 1in<3withkrys, color="#9999ff">fetish is not very suitable for children to know. Oh, and Lijia the Mushroom has a 恋大人癖, proven by her fetish with Mr Wee Wee Dry (hereafter known as WWD). Really, Mushroom, don't be so desperate la. <__< My computer, for the last few days, had been having a fetish with the Lag-Bug. And my teachers have a, regrettably, terribly hateful fetish with class tests, but I'm not that depressed since I manag

Mr SinghNet, You motherfishing son of a bitch. I don't usually use extreme vulgarities in my blog ( or even in RL), but your annoying behaviour had got my nerves so much that it snapped and I'm out of control. :] Thanks to your extremely weather-based (?) Internet service, I always, very suay-ly, get disconnected while using MSN Messenger. If I'm the owner of MSN Msger, I'll make sure I sue til you're bankrupt for causing such an IRKING inconvenience to my program user. Since I'm not Bill Gates or whoever, YOU ARE SPARED. Although it may, - le gasp-, not even be your fault for causing such a problem, memories from my past life tells me that you're the bitch whom I secretly suspects killed me in my previous lifetime. Thus, you are my eternal enemy and I will jump at any chance to discard your crappy services for the Hub peeps'. - Ave. (No, I'm not saying "Hi", FYI.)

The heck... Eh, Legless Prawn Academy President cum Principal, Krystalle T_ _, where on this polluted and blue (NOT GREEN!) Earth are you?! I know your school ends at 1.30pm (10 minutes later than mine), but look, you don't need 4 hours to walk home! So, answer my question! "Been a long road to follow Been there and gone tomorrow Without saying goodbye to yesterday Are the memories I hold still valid? or have the tears deluded them? Maybe this time tomorrow The rain will cease to follow and the mist will fade into one more today Something somewhere out there keeps calling Am I going home? Will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon? Zero gravity what's it like? Am I alone? Is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet Still the road keeps on telling me to go on Something is pulling me I feel the gravity of it all" - Gravity, Maaya Sakamoto.

-finds another language to say "Hello"- Anyway, today's Straits Times' IN interests me - cosplayers and this certain character called Hard Gay (from a Japanese entertainment show). One day, if I could, I'll love to cosplay. Yes, people, laugh your guts out and DIE. DIGRESSION: OK, I've found a way to say "Hello" in Latin which, very surprisingly, is "Ave!"!!! I think it's pronounced as "Ah-vey". Ahh, so my screen name's abbreviation is a greeting. Fa sc in at in g! IN introduced Hard Gay to us, supposedly because it's really popular on YouTube. Well, I guess I know why - he's got his signature moves/sound plus his special Hard Gay wardrobe, which is probably spoofing the punk culture. (There's a lot of spikes!) Or something. It's absolutely brainless, but I applaude his courage - I mean, which idiot dares to do something as @$%$#%@ as this in public, not to mention broadcasted worldwide? Conclusion: He'

(Siren song is not the sirens singing <_<, it's a instrumental composed by Kajiura Yuki.) Yo peeps! If anyone cares to expRain (explain), I wish to know why a girl, who may be clever, can shamelessly claim other people's blogskin and credit themselves. http://blogskins.com/info/84206 She took the above blogskin and changed the credits at the bottom to her own name. Really, I doubted at glance that you can make THAT . I mean, we don't talk for even once in a week most of the time, but I'm sure you don't have Photoshop or Paintshop Pro. That's not it, She took another skin, too, and creditted herself, instead of the original skinner. Thieves. Disgusting. I'm not a OMFGWOOOW!-ly good graphics maker, but like the rest, I HATE thieves. Will you even visit this place? Doubt so. Anyway, your name has 5 letters. I don't put your real name 'cause, obviously, I'm scared. I'm a coward, but w/e. Plus, embarrassment is useless. Folks, what's w

For once in my whole life, I really wished the floor would swallow me up. P.E lesson, we had to do 2 of our NAPFA test subjects: Standing Broad Jump and Sit-up. For some OMGWTFBBQHALLELUJAH reason, I couldn't do my SBJ properly and probably didn't go very far. Why probably? Because I FELL DOWN before anyone could see where I've landed my fat arse on, not literally though. But stlll, it was embarrassing. It's a undeniable fact, good thing I wasn't pessimistic or I'll probably be crying. LOL. ( Just joking. =P ) Then, after school, I went to Popular(@ Jubilee) to get a new notebook for...er, History. And a pen. At the cashier were two Cedar ladies (O__o) and, well, they were holding up the cashier because they were applying for a goddamn Popular membership card. <__< But the real problem was, the cashier. She was scanning the items like a tortoise walking on a street! I mean, senior citizens working is absolutely fine with me, they sometimes even outshine yo

Hello, this is she. She is going to tell you about her CCA - no, it's not Volleyball. It's the Go-Home Club. What's so great about this Go-Home Club? Well, it's just great. :] Okay, enough of crap, let me tell you the advantages of Go Home Club: Your attendance is never taken. (Means you can pon for as many times as you like and heck will care) What you have to do, as a member, is just to GO HOME!!!! No teacher-in-charge and no need for registration: you're in this club right when you quit that $#%#$% ex-CCA of yours. A lot of free time. Disadvantage? NO CCA POINTS! ;____; Which means you'll get an F9 for CCA. O__O But since the advantages overruled the disadvantages, she shall join this club. ^^ And, if she's not wrong, Zhi Heng is a member too. Oh, and she is me. Me is going to tell you about today. ^^! Let's start from what happened during PE. Mr Lost-It lost Me's class' results for their 2.4km run/walk so they had to re-run. (SUCKEH <__<

<__< All right, sequel to yesterday's disastrous Youth Day, we have Disastrous Tuesday today. No wait, this disaster actually started happening yesterday-- OK, so. If you're an anime fanatic who loves to watch download anime instead of YouTube's quick, yet low-quality update, you'll know this Bittorrent client called Azureus. (OK, so you don't know, but at least you know what it does - download things) For some reason, Azureus keeps on disappearing . Yes, I know there's always this toast which pops up telling me how to rectify this irksome problem, but the heck?! I can't find that hr_err_pid thingy which the FAQ told me to. <__< Though I couldn't find it (goddamn), I sort of assumed it's definitely that freaking Norman Virus Control thingy. Like, what else could cause such a problem? Me? Fine, possible anyway. I need a macro program. The disappearance of Azurues is too freaking irritating. Seriously.

I officially hate SingN_t. I don't care if it's truly their fault. I have enough and this is the last straw. One fine Monday morning, I wake up early to get my Azureus client running, but holy shit, the modem wasn't lit up! O_O So, being the BHB person that I am, I decided to settle this problem by myself - annnnnd, the cable got stuck in the CPU. PSSH. Suprisingly, I managed to get it out with a prayer(?) of "Please let the force be with me". No joke, dude. So, I gave up and decided to work on my layout. Just before I was blogging, my bro went for his classes, so I took the chance and took his modem. His connection was frickin' slow, so I decided, "Hey, let's change the phone line." And WHOOTS. I'm done and armed with an Internet connection to murder that horrible ISP . So, I'm in a good mood tangled with anger. :D Well, at least I've won this war. 100 points for Ave's brain. Or something. Anyway, review! ---------- Anansi Boys -

"You say that there are no more dreams to paint within myself But how many times must I fill this canvas? I’ll surrender to time and hold the white flag overhead Now I am the color that you do not know" - COLOURS, Utada Hikaru Continuing yesterday, today was almost an equally normal day. 'Cept that while I was waiting for the train to come, this Mister next to me suddenly asked, "There's a Presbytarian school here right?" So, I'm like, eh, what? O__O At first I thought he was talking about Primary schools, but finally figured it out. Well that's all he asked and then he spoke a little about applying for this school for his child or something. When the train came, I saw a couple who should, would, must seriously just go get a room . They were hugging each other like glue would to paper. Like, WTF? Shooting some RA movie on the train? <__< Whatever that should happen in your bedroom should only happen in enclosed areas. Anyway, gonna go watch Su

WOULD YOU RATHER? 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose. 2. Be serious or be funny? Funny. 3. Drink whole or skim milk? Whole...? 4. Die in a fire or drown? Fire. More dramatic. (Although I would rather die in a car crash) 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents ARE YOU.. 1. Simple or complicated? Both. Look at me @ diferent angles 2. Gay? bi? or straight? STRAIGHT. I like guys. DO YOU PREFER... 1. Flowers or candy? Candy. Flowers attract butterflies. I hate bugs. 2. Gray or black? Black - because "黒い服は死者に祈る時にだけ着るの" ;] 3. Color or Black and white photos? Both. 4. Lust or love? Love. Lust is just a temporary pleasure. 5. Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise. (Guess I'm not that sadistic) 6. M&Ms or Skittles? ... M&Ms. 7. Staying up late or waking up early? Staying up late, waiting for something supernatural to happen. ANSWER TRUTHFULLY !! 1. Do you like anyone? Dunno...?! 2. Do they know it? ... DO YOU PREFER... 1. Sun or moon? Moon. It's a sorrowful beauty a

Hello, peeps. I'm...back. Or something. Well it's the new Semester and Term - and not forgetting the (totally horrendously hideously incovenient) Homeroom system. <__< No - I'm not talking about the real and totally pwnage ones in America, etc etc. I'm talking about that pirated version (in my school) which is literally 献丑-ing. IT'S SO SUCKY I THINK I'M DREAMING. "Do you want to make history?!" Said a certain teacher. "Yessss....." An absolutely reluctant answer mixed with some "NO!"s. Our school's structure is totally not homeroom-suitable, but they just wanna try things out. <__< And we're lab rats. :O -->> :] -- >> <_< (Yea, like real) Right smack in the middle of the school year. Well, thanks a lot, I'm so happy I want to punch you . Anyway, I really want to try and get at least an A2 fo my English so I've decided to make full use of my blog, and indirectly improving my graphics-

Episode 1: What in ____'s name have I got my sanity into?! Like, the opening scene is violence - bloody violence (literally). After that, comes a creepy opening theme. The tune's all right, but that applies to the audible parts, the mumbling etc etc...er, what? She (the singer) was singing?! If not for wind's translation, I'll think it's just some random OS-ing. [out-of-point ramble] I think the opening theme's of an anime basically serves as a summary of the series' genre. If it's a girly and (probably) high-pitched with cheesy lyrics, bingo! You're watching a comedy and it's proably adapted from a shoujo manga. [/out of point ramble] Ah yes. I'm excited to watch episode 2. In fact I paused it in mid-motion just to blog this post 'cause I want to express my insanity/etc etc to my audience...if there's even one. X( Well, this is a blog you know. So. The first episode, other than the opening, is basically a "OH! How lovely! Four

The WORLD is against me. First, I want to get my project documents printed but (WTF) the goddamn printer, which is claimed "idle" by the program in my bro's comp, doesn't even respond. After a few futile tries, I decided to call Krys. Expectedly, she's asleep. <__< Not her fault, not her fault. Really. :) Then, had to trouble Or Cair to print black-and-white. Yea, she can, but the speed of transfer was snail. Thus, I decided to upload to YSI - but it's on maintainance. WT...?! <__<. Common sense-packed OC suggested that I should just attach it to a email. Just as I was in awe at my stupidity and troubling over typing her incredibly long email address, the stupid file finished transferring. >( What a lovely day. :] Oh wait, it's not just lovely, it's INCREDIBLY wonderful ! Like you know, right this instance when I type this post? My words are going missing. I can't believe my luck. >>>>>>> DISCLAIMER;;; Any form

Ironies of Life: No. 1 - When we want something, we think it'll be superb, but when we get it, we think it sucks. That applies to my holiday. I mean, I look forward to holiday every single school day, but when it comes, I'm so bored that I can't wait to do homework I don't know what to do. Is this the kind of life unsuccessful people live? Full of dreams, unattainable? I'm so bored and all the songs I'm listening to are getting boring, too. Half of the time I'm using the computer, I'll be hitting that "NEXT" button in Windows Media Player. What? That's my pasttime? Probably. Oh, yea? Watch "Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu" - a hell lot of insane high schoolers mixed with supernaturalism.

;___; OH MY 天！ Like, I can FINALLY blog. Bottling thoughts up is no good - it can make you crazy. -nods- Or so I assume. Well, anyway, you still get to use nice layouts even if high-tech Wordpress is not the system. God, I miss my wordpress. ;;__;; I mean, which idiot will choose Blogger?! Apparantly, me. Anyway...After a weekend with no computer usage, I've got my hands on some tasty cookies, tasty books (wait, what!?) and tasty songs!!!! Eheh. I also got to see some MVs (OLIVIA's "a little pain" and Tainaka Sachi's "disillusion"). Criticisms later. Let's see why I decided to use Blogger: 1. Do I look like I have a host?! 2. "Hey...This blog's already skinned!" 3. The attention-seeking, can't-wait-to-criticise, wants-to-advertise-anime part of me is KILLING MY SANITY! Right. ----------- disillusion MV - Tainaka Sachi ( http://youtube.com/watch?v=v2yM7nLP8DQ ) Enlighten me, what have a desert got to do with...y