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Kissしたまま,さよなら

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"長く続くこの道に今はいない君へ KissしたままGoodbye" - 東方神起 How do you comfort someone whose loved one is gone? 내 사랑하는 언니의 엄마가... I hate today. Really. I thought Jin's little post-it on my hard disk made my day when I woke up and saw my brother (who will be having a vacation before NS starts again). Then in the evening, I picked up my handphone and saw a message from Yiting Unnie. It's depressing...I can't believe it actually happened. I feel so guilty about saying that she didn't fight for her chance to go Korea, quarrelling (but fortunately patching things up) with her a week or so ago and I'm so sorry this had to happen to her. I'm sorry I can't visit her today... And then my Dad had to come pick a fucking fight with me. I don't know why he has to keep making all these noise about me not bathing before 9PM, not making my bed, not fixing MY laptop's media bar... STOP IT! It's not even a big deal, your incessant nagging, but today is not the day and my p

사랑이 죽는 병

"내 사랑이 서서히 죽어가는 병 조금 아프지만 낫고 싶은 마음은 없는걸 남김없이 기억이 지워져버려 서로가 남이었던 시간으로 되돌아가서 이젠 쉬고 싶어" - Super Junior I guess you want to rest now, Jay. In less than a week, fans from all over the world witnessed the downfall of a gradually rising boyband, 2PM. The leader - humble, charismatic and just plain hilarious Park Jaebeom - resigned from his position due to the negativity surrounding his dug-up past. The Koreans' pride were severely hurt and their revenge? Forcing him to cease all activities. As if that's not enough, there's even a petition for him to commit suicide . Childish. Rejoice, you people - he has had enough of these and is so depressed that he decided to quit 2PM on account of his love for his members, despite his management company, JYP Entertainment's official statement that they will not kick him out of the group. Aren't you guys happy? You have ruined his future and even wished for his death over comments made when he recently moved to Korea and is st

하늘을 걸어서

"널 하늘에 있는 누군가 탐내서 가까이 두려고 (왜 묻지도 않고) 네 숨을 막고서 (널 갖고 싶어서) 그만 널 내 품에서 뺏어가나 봐" - Wheesung 이노래가 너무 좋아해요, 가사가 너무 예뻐서. I did a little research on how to get enrolled in Hongik University, even talked to Jae about it. I admit it's might seem a childish and pointless desire but still...It seems so complicated (there's even a Korean Proficiency test! =O) and for art courses, there's a drawing entrance exam! Aigoo, I feel depressed thinking about it. Even though I mgiht feel otherwise, drawing really is an important part of design. I'll treat my drawing classes with more respect and good attitude from now on! Being proficient in Korean... Honestly, I picked up this language just for fun, never imagining myself to become truly fluent. After watching some shows without English subtitles, I realised my listening comprehension sucks. I guess I'm still an 애송이...! 오늘 같은 날들, 슬픔을 느끼다. When it's the holidays, when I fall asleep at night thinking about what I did, when th