// dreamelesse.

Well. It's one of those "Getting Jealous of Other's Lives" days. It's weird. In the beginning, I'll feel jealous of their dramatic lives and deep thoughts, then I'll feel, "Can't we live...simply?" 난 싫다. I want to stop this. It'll be one of my new year resolutions for 2010, along with "getting 3.5GPA average". 3.2 is just bullshit! It's not even enough to get into a Singapore University, what's more to say Hongik. I wish I can do better. I will! =)

Back from the 3/4F BBQ/Chalet...! =) Didn't stay overnight - broke, and I really hate to explain why I have to stay overnight and all that jazzus crap. Anyway, there was less than half the class there, no? It's good...and it's bad too, since it's a class chalet. Feel bad for the guys having to do all the BBQ-ing. I envy our chalet neighbours, who had everybody (well, a lot of them) out of the chalet and just BBQing or bullshiting together. It's a small area, but it's better than being divided. The next will be better! Hope the rest have fun overnight and... Please piss the annoying security guard off.

It's the holidays, officially, starting today! I'm gonna do what I've procrastinated for so long. Fighting! Procrastination - to the left, to left, 귀찮은 procrastination move to the left! I said I was gonna go see BEG this Saturday, right? Well, I didn't. But I saw them during their fansign and, due to my change of luck, on Friday. What happened on Friday was me skipping my Korean lesson (미안해 선생님!) and going down to Marina Mandarin hotel with Michelle. I wasn't expecting to see them and when Michelle suddenly said, "Isn't that...Ga In?" I was like, "WUT?!" =P My heart inflated big time and my eyes were opened so wide. We kept waving, since they were right in front of us (perfect view) waiting at the lift lobby at the hotel, but no one returned the gesture. I heard Ga In call out "Unnie!" in that cute voice of hers, though! After they got onto the lift, we just kept on waving and finally(!!!), Narsha waved at us - no doubt because we w

How much better can their songs get?! Abracadabra - didn't really like in the beginning, but addictive and it's lyrics are interesting. Sign - love at first listen. Moody Night - WTF was I doing missing out on this song?! I've been putting their albums on repeat for the one and a half days, and I realised just how much they've changed their musical style. From "I Got Fooled By You" to "Abracadabra" - it's a gigantic leap. If you were to to listen to both songs as an outsider, you wouldn't guess it's from the same artiste. They did try something more electronica with "How" but nothing compares to the songs in Sound G. I think it's the sexy feeling the songs oozes with. Their other hits were all innocent, cutesy (not Kara-cutesy) and sounds simple but the new songs are more sophisticated. It's actually a really good thing for them to upgrade their image. I guess they realised they can't always sing those romantic, bed-

아ㅏㅏㅏㅏ 진짜! 오늘의 한국어시험 조금만 어렵지만 ... 한 부분 정말 멍~~~~~~야 수업을 듣지 못해 때문에 맞죠? Had a test for Korean class today. It was only a little difficult, but there was a part that I practically went "o____O". Must be because I missed a class? Lucky lucky lucky...! =D Our Drawing Studio(DS)'s Theme Illustration assignment date due just got postponed to next Monday! DAEBAK! -pops confetti- Guess I have more time to work on my Chinese New Year card assignment... Speaking of DS - I really think my lecturer-in-charge is a little too involved in whatever we're doing for our assignment. Too many suggestions, too many "I think"s and "You should"s. Look, there are people who do art purely for the sake of making something beautiful so people will go "Woah...so nice!!", and there are people who do art so that it makes people think deep and interpret it their way. Here's a fact: I'm not the latter! As much as I agree (and almost forced myself that way) that I s

Pei told Jin and I something really hilarious a few days ago. That day there was gonna be a lecture with Michelle's class, so Pei was gonna sit with her and talk to her, since she's been so down lately. She went in, saw Mich chatting happily with her friends and told Unnie, "I think she's feeling better now/她很像好了". She told us that unnie disagreed and said, “No, this morning she came up to me, pointed at me like this, said 'Life is boring' and walked away." That was so made of win. I hope Michelle's feeling way, way better now... Because of Michelle's predicament, I think I understand some things now. As much as I think I'm freaking unlucky, it's actually being really lucky in a way. They are hilarious and minor things and actually great memories I wouldn't mind reminiscing about. Compared to other bigger troubles, mine is a piece of cake and I ought to even enjoy it. (My father kept telling me to stop being negative, too.) It'