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"구름과 같이 멈출 수 없던 우리 행복했던 날" - 東方神起 You're irresponsible. It's not a school trip. I won't allow you to go if it's not a school trip. How do I know if your friend's irresponsible? You have so many excuses. It all boils down to one word - trust. You say I'm irresponsible, I don't call back every fucking hour when I'm at my friend's house. You call me when I stay out too late and when I tell you my printing's not done yet, you doubt me and even asked me to tell you the shop name. What is wrong with you? You call me irresponsible? I'm just being a normal teenager. You're the one fucked up and not trusting me - everything just seems irresponsible. I don't see other parents doing this to their child, no matter how strict they are. It feels liek one day I will run away from home, but that doesn't matter if I can get away from a control freak like you. I don't understand why you don't believe that I'm at my friend'

" Why does helping other people always end up with me sabotaging myself?! I think I like to help people, but why is it that after I help, I can't finish my own work? And when I can't finish my own work I became very irritable and will become annoyed at everyone. I can't be on MSN now because if I talk anymore somebody will get pissed at me soon if they say anything I usually don't mind. Poor unnie, she probably has enough of my moodswings... And Jin and Pei - whoever I talked to. FUCKING IRRITATING! It's hard to be nice. I'm not cut out to be nice - but I just can't be downright mean, though. I hate this...! Stupid submissions! My brain's getting fried and I'm annoying everybody. If only they understand and if they do, if only they can stand it. I want to be in Korea. 지금 한국에 가고싶어요...! 눈물이 언제까지 멈춰요?