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"니가 미워 죽겠다 (이런 니가 더) 내가 싫어 죽겠다 (이런 내가 더)" - 2PM I hate you so much sometimes I want to strangle you. It sounds like I'm a evil, crazy person but if you were in my shoes you would understand. I hate sadness more than anger. I'll rather be pissed but I'm so dissappointed. I will be a better parent - if not, I won't be one.

"널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만 아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together 잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지" -2NE1 This song rocks. ♥♥♥ Typed the post on my way home today. My head kinda hurt after that, lol. Annyong! =) I’m currently on the bus typing this entry on the bus home after another of my fun (but sometimes sleep-inducing) Korean class. If you ask why I’m doing this on the bus it’s because I’ve never posted anything on the blog for a very long time!!! Even when something good happened. I’m turning into a A-plus pro at procrastination and it’s time to fix it with blogging! =D Omo, suddenly there’s so many NP people on the bus – isn’t it already 7.30PM++?? My quiet bus ride home is gone..! –sob sob- Oh well. Today’s class was sleep-inducing for the first part but it got interesting as Ms Cho made us learn vocab like “in front”, “behind”, “outside” by making us draw things in a bedroom. I know, I’m gonna scan my “room” in and upload it later! =3 Ms Cho told us she bought gifts from Korea – stickers ...

"오늘도 니가 떠난 방에 혼자 남아 나는 너밖에 몰라" - FT Island I think my luck just zhuan-ed. Serious. I can't believe it. We're having a study trip to Korea in September. Study trip. TO KOREA ! KOREAAAAAAAAAAAA ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhH! #@%@#%&^ %*WDSAHD GJTUIKDHSDGS SDGADJH ASGWJP WOWOERTO AHEB HWEUO %$WTIWMEV)PW VMS S E EGOW VOIEVM OSSG !!!!! With our lovely Korean teacher, Jae (who does not teach us Korea but is actually one of the lecturers in FDS)! My god. I love her. I really do. I've heard of the trip before, but it was then only limited to the DGDD students. However, she knew there were a lot of us who wanted to go too (well, for other purposes but...!) so she actually made it a study trip for anyone that wants to go! ♥ I feel exactly like how Hyung Joon felt when he realised the gathering Hwangbo invited them to was with the Wonder Girls: (01:23) If I may quote a really lame/funny/LOL line from Suju's song, "Miracle" - Life couldn't get better~~~! 내 심장 터...

"뒷모습이 너무 사람을 괴롭게 해 착한 나를 자꾸 나쁜 맘을 먹게 해" - 2PM OMG Micky, thanks so much. "ASSA! No more long, untidy hair"...or so I thought: HAHA! =P It's messy all right, but at least it isn't long and really disturbing like the Secret Code tour's. I think it's quite cute and omg, I think I have a maggie hair obsession?! o__O I think he got it cut not purely because of the Bangkok concert but also, and mostly, because of the upcoming Tokyo dome performance next weekend. I mean, it's gonna be on DVD, OK!! I wouldn't be seen dead in that knid of hairstyle on DVD! ON DVD, people! Everybody (fans, TV viewers [when TBS show it next year and the years after] and DBSK themselves) will always see his hair in that state. Thankfully, it's all gone . ASSA! 10 points out of 10! ♥ Because I'm random like that. And I really want to see them live...! Why are you in Bangkok? =( Singapore. Is . A. Part. Of. Asia. Thank you.

"언젠가 우리 서로의 마음에 상처 아닌 사랑이길" - Jisun (feat. Alex) I just have to do something crazy every holiday or something, don't I? First I went to Iluma to see Min Jung unnie, and then yesterday I accompanied Michelle to catch FT Island at the airport?! 누규?~ OK, so it's Jonghoon, the one on Michelle's wallpaper. Can't say I'm a fan of them yet, though. They were mostly wrapped up like bazhangs, LOL! And they walked so fast! Woah. Well, at least a guy in pink Minhwan waved around and pulled his mask down a little, I think. Nice guy, good impression. There was a crazy girl who actually climbed over the barricade(?) and was hoping to "fall" onto FT Island opposite of us. I so wished to take a picture of her and post it online, but I shouldn't be extreme. At least she helped other girls pass the presents to them successfully. Anyway, by some twist of fate, we actually saw Weiping and Danica, whom I knew from the K Pop concert! Holy...! We're bound to me...

"너무 미안해서 눈길 못주고 가슴아파 첫마디를 뭘로 해 생각안나" - T-Max I've been meaning to speak my mind, but I always don't know how to start. Sometimes it's because I'm afraid it'll get misunderstood, but I shouldn't be afraid because I will never be understood. It'll be messy - all over the place, it'll be long (I think) but bear with it, ne? =) OMG, I'm not even sure if this will get published succesfully...Oh well: I'm trying to find that SMS - "Let's be closer to each other". I'm really touched and glad about it, because I know you care. You'll definitely remember, we don't message one other or even contact one another for a period of time, because it's awkward. Sometimes I give up trying to make this friendship work because I don't feel you trying too. It sucks and I'm a prideful person. I used to have this best friend back in primary school days until this whole frienship crumbled because of her boyfriend, or so I t...

"Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time." - Evanescence After 2 consecutive days of walking around Singapore's pet shops, I can finally rest today...! After the disastrous day 1, I thought Jin and I won't ever be able to hit 10 hours of CIP but we did! Whew - I seriously do not want to do this for another consecutive day... Just had to get this down - Saw Lee Min Jung unnie at Iluma after first day's CIP! Unfortunately this time I didn't have my camera with me, only my phone's, which obviously took some horrible photos. -sigh- A nice photo to console myself =) I was really starstruck when I saw her walking in front of me - she's really radiant and her eyes were really pretty, just like what you see on photos/TV. She looks a tad bit shy, I think? Or perhaps she was tired - I wonder what she had been doing during the 4-days stay here in S'pore? Tried to find her van but we ...

"忘れないは言って嘘で　本当は忘れたくないだけ" - 東方神起 Omg how long has it been since my last post? I'm really fantastic at procrastination - it just natural happens no matter how I try to physically stop it. Maybe there's someone else living in my head. I mean, one week into the holidays and no new posts?! Sheesh, I'm sorry, blog! Anyway, I'll just skip over the old news and blog about the recent stuff... ...Recent stuff like, I just got my Digital SLR camera! It's a great improvement from the school-provided ones, although the lens that came in the kit isn't as good. Oh well, I'm still a noob at this photography thing, but I'll practise more. The camera's great at most parts (there's even this cool sensor thing that will turn off the live view if you're looking through the viewfinder) but the most annoying thing for me is that you can't tell if the photo will look exactly like what's displayed in the live view, unlike the school-provided cameras...

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Annyong blog! =D Holy shit, weeks since a proper post...! And a proper post should always start with some DongBang-ing: 눈이와 눈이와! So cute! <3 Look at Ho getting harassed by the maknae! Something slightly(!) related to DBSK - Yunho's ideal girl, Jeon Ji Hyun (unnie) came to Singapore to promote her latest movie, "Blood: The Last Vampire". Duh, of course I went to see her with PCJ! (By skipping both our lessons, may I add =.=) Lucky peeps chosen to take a photo with her! Thinking her dress looks plain? It has a sexy bare-back though! We weren't as starstruck as when we saw Hye Gyo unnie or the S'pore Table Tennis team though - so weird! Ji Hyun unnie looked really beat and according to PCJ, her legs were uber skinny. ;__; Thanks to the movie she's got extra muscles but less meat - does it make sense? Unfortunately, we were right in front of the stage and the RazorTV peeps came to interview us! =O Oh the horror! Thank goodness they cut me (since I was babbling)...

Is my luck 轉-ing or something? I can't believe it and I'm bout to burst with excitement - My Dad actually told me to go shopping. For clothes! OMFG! AM I DREAMING?! Zipia, here I come!!! =3 (I seriously, seriously , seriously shouldn't be here - I should be chionging my plushie but...)

"君だけに伝えたいよ かならず明日は来るから" - 東方神起 YAY! It's Labour day tomorrow! I'm so freaking happy! -pops confetti- LOL. School is fun but the projects are (OK, yes they are fun) very, very time-consuming, especially for a (lazy but still) perfectionist like me. I redid the colour charts (Chromaticness solely) 3 times! But then I got lazy so the rest are done at the first try. =P Didn't go to school today because I was chionging my Brickboy for the whole night (REALLY! Until almost 6AM!) and (over)slept from 6 to 7.40+-, which is too late for me to take a train and expect to reach on time. So, being the slacker that I am, I just went, "Argh heck, I'm not even done with my Brickboy, must as well finish it then go school since I'll be marked as absent for this lesson anyway." I was gonna finish everything and then pass it up to the teacher but then Pei Qi called and told me to get an MC if not my Brickboy will get a zero! WTF! ZERO ! Zero after I spent my sleepi...

OMFG. The freaking suay bug is back in action, with all its possible power to bring me down! And it almost got me! <_< Was trying to organise my folders when something went terribly wrong. It's hard to explain but I'll try to. I moved my Videos folder to the D:\ drive (because the lappie, Waterfox Junior, was lagging and I thought it must be due to the low disk space). After that I changed the target destination of the Videos shortcut to the new place. Then I got all confused and accidentally deleted my whole videos collection - for good!! ;______; @$@#%(&$#^&(^%#%&$ FRUCK!!!!Targeting my preciouuuusss laptop?! You are freaking kidding me! I really couldn't believe it and told myself "THIS IS A NIGHTMARE! IT'S NOT TRUE!" but of course it's true! Goddamnit. I had a sudden and desperate desire to smash the laptop, throw it on the floor and repeatedly whack it on the floor but I resisted. Which is a great thing, partly because of the obvio...

"君の声も　その細い肩も その瞳も　僕のものじゃない どんなに　傍にいても… 君の未来　壊さない限り この思いを　叶えることはできないよ ひとときの夢　痛いほど好きなのに 夜が終われってく…" - 東方神起 Great lyrics. ♥ WARNING! Long post ahead! =] Let's start with the statistics: Total days in school - 10 ( 5 each for orientation and proper schooling) Average time when i get home - 6PM Amount spent on school stuff 'til now - $244 Amount going to spend on camera - $400 - 500? (Maybe i should ask Cynthia about which cam to get...) I feel guilty getting money from my 'rents to pay for all the stuff our school and our Art Fiend gang up on us to purchse. I mean, WTF! C'mon, who doesn't have A4 printing paper?! The A3 one is, well I dunno if it's gonna be used, but I'll shut up purely because I don't have it, but the A4 printing paper?! COME ON! Stop cheating our money! You ****er! I bet we have more to spend (at least $100 for just our VAS class I think...) and I still haven't get a backpack yet...! =( My right shoulder is complaining. A...

Annyong blog! Guess where I am, because it's a rather random place - the library. It's Saturday and man, is there plenty of people, almost couldn't find a socket for my lappie's adaptor. I'm here with my 女兒 at the AMK library and I'm not borrowing anything except leeching power supply like many others. The library's so damn crowded that I'm not even using my laptop on top of a table and in a comfortable chair! Instead I'm sitting like L and people are staring at me like I'm an alien when they walk past... OK, 女兒 just came back from looking for English books - let's take a photo...! 'Kay we took it but I'm not posting it up. Heh! Anyway, finally went to the noraebang yesterday! =)))) The time in the noraebang was fun, but what's seriously hilarious was what happened before we managed to get into it. So we decided to go to this never-before-heard-of noraebang called Cash Studio because it's like the only noraebangs with Japanes...

"다정한 미소, 섹시한 눈빛, 엉뚱한 얘기 날씨 바뀌듯 때론 짐작도 할 수 없어 yeah-" - Super Junior Going to noraebang tomorrow with my 女兒! =)=)=) I've been waiting for this day for so damn long! ^^ Finally, we're going. Finally, but... Why, why am I having a sore throat now?! 왜요! 왜! And to add to the misfortune, DEAR2 has an ulcer plus she's feeling unwell since afternoon. What's wrong with the air in Funan Mall? It's getting us all sick! Sheesh. School's starting soon in just 4 days! =( A few months ago I was still getting all esctatic about the long vacation and now it's already ending. If I close my eyes and open them again, will I be graduating from Poly already? Whether it's a good thing I didn't find a (stable) part-time job or not, time will tell I guess. I'm a little scared, but I hope I'll manage. This time I'm all alone and it'll be I'll make it a good thing. I should change the blogskin soon - it's so white. =/ Maybe I should do an emos...

"Map the soul dot com so crazy! I want my t-shirt!" - Cantonese man in the skit Gauranteed to make your day. Epik High with the Epik skit! I've repeated these many times. I love this Cantonese guy character - he's so damn random and his Cantonese accent is so exaggerated! I wonder who came up with the idea and who's the scriptwriter...I'm bettting it all on Tablo! He's one crazy guy with wacky ideas. I feel like getting this book-album. The book sounds interesting. Since I'm on it already, must as well post some songs of theirs I love: Paris (feat. Jisun) It's obvious why I like this song. Besides that, I think the lyrics are very similiar to " One " (Epik High's! Not DBSK's!), which is another song I like to put on repeat (both bands', actually). 1 Minute 1 Second (feat. Taroo) Love the whole replaying feel. I'm amazed at the CGs in most of the MVs - they are so stunning. *___* Fly (feat....누구?) I love this song but.....

"아픈 상처만 될 사랑일텐데 왜 난 지우지도 못하는지" - A & T Yo my blog, I'm back again! "Boys Over Flowers" ended yesterday! Ohma. I just marathoned the last two episodes in the afternoon and I think they are really worthy to be the closing. -applause for the scriptwriter- There's always some overused and cheesy coincidences which really makes me roll my eyes, but I'll forget it because of the other great scenes.  I guess it can't be helped I do feel something for the JoonDi couple since the last two eps are so JoonDi-centric. Still, I really wished that Jan Di would choose Jihoo, but bleh. No matter how much the broadcast station wanted to "present a different ending", HooDi is way too much I guess. Which SUCKS! Argh! I still don't get how JoonDi is possible - maybe Jan Di is a sadist? Whatever. At least my beloved SoEulmates got their happy ending !!!! ♥ The OST isn't bad too. There's two that I really like but they're not the main theme. ...

"失ったものは　みんなみんな埋めてあげる この僕に愛を　教えてくれたぬくもり 変わらない朝は　小さなその胸 Ａｎｇｅｌ　Ｈｅａｒｔ" - ＳＭＡＰ／東方神起 So caught up with the whole "The Secret Code" release that I forgot to talk about "Lionheart". Sorry to say, but our boys sang better. I love this performance so much I even subbed the whole show from Chinese! [ Part 1 ] [ Part 2 ] [ Part 3 ] Anyway. Hear it on a rainy day - it's really warm. In Junsu's words, "胸がいっぱい". Couldn't stop putting it on repeat after I got the audio file! HAHA! I'm sure they got themselves a lot more Japanese fans with this song. It's a rather famous song worldwide, I think. I remember loving this song when I heard it as the ending theme for a J-drama which I can't remember is what! I have a feeling it's the addictive food-glomping show Kusanagi Tsuyoshi was in. OMG I just researched and YES I AM RIGHT! The show is called "Food Fight"! It's the one Kusanagi Tsuyoshi was in! Man, I should rewatch that ...

"Oh! 이제 Never stop 다가와 My Sexy Lady Oh! 이제 Never stop ooh 맘에 들지 Come on Baby Oh! 이제 Never stop 지금 이순간 You're my Baby Oh! 이제 Never stop You know to party Tonight" - Yunho from 東方神起 I'll be direct for once - I have this burning desire to go to a noraebang ♪♫. Is anybody free? Or do I have to be like 小豬 and visit K-Box on my own? (I'm not against the idea at all, since I can sing how I want to without a care, but there's the ghost thing....um yea.) How I wish I could go to a noraebang and just sing like a freaking lunatic, no matter how ear-drums-popping and off-key I may be. Singing flawlessly is good, but over that I'll like to have the feeling of having a blast at the noraebang, doing retarded things.  노래방짱이야! I think I'm kinda on crack right now? I just sort-of made a guy friend of mine into a DBSK fan!  Thank goodness he's open-minded and didn't go, "Sheesh, boybands? Grow up!" Actually, he was the one who actually brought up the t...