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"지나간 열병처럼 잠시 아프면 되나봐

작은 흉터만 남게되니까"

- 박신혜/9th Street

I'm pissed right now, for something small. For something that happens to me all the time, but for this time, a bigger problem. Even if I said that, it's still considered a minute problem compared to stuff like death and sickness - but I've just about had enoughed!

My headphones spoiled.

-imagines all the =__= expressions I'll get-

It's such a small matter isn't it! But I'm so annoyed.

Number one, because it happened on a horrible day, adding to my annoyance and number two, I get blamed for it - when I didn't mishandle it! Seriously! I admit I sometimes pull and tug at my earphones too much but for this one, which costed 35 bucks, I treated it with care and even put it in a pouch!

And it fucking spoilt!

Screw you!

I know I'm born unlucky, all sorts of crap happens and I feel terrible, but most of the time, I laugh it off because it's really amusing. This is something small but I really can't stand it when other things add on to it, or it adds on to something - like somebody adding fuel to the fire.

When things of mine spoil, this always happens - "You didn't take care of it."

NO. I DID.

You can say all the shit you want about me not taking care of things, but I know best. I already know I'm fucking unlucky so for some time already, I don't care about explaining anymore because it's doesn't work.

The main thing that happened was my headphones spoiling, but what ruins my mood is the aftermath.