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I can't think of a song that represents a night like this...
슬프지만, 미소를 짓다 - a bittersweet feeling, just how I like it best.

Speaking my mind really helps, it's a good lesson learn and many of the troubles in my heart...They might not had a happy ending, but alas - they've stopped giving me insomnia. Even putting to rest something that I don't have to face since Secondary 2, but still bothers me whenever I think of it.

I'm gonna say this though -
I'm glad to have had you, Krystalle, in my life, however short, or long, it had been.

I'm really sorry that something which happened while we were young had to change us like this, but perhaps it was for the good - fairytales and pretty, romantic stuff like "best friends" don't happen to everybody.

Just like fairytales, our friendship was something we believed in while we were young. We might've given up on it, but I think we would both agree that it was a precious memory. I think I actually still believe in this "best friends" thing, however perhaps we're both people unsuitable for it?



It's a closure, right?

We've never spoke about it in person, we've never met for long, and most importantly we've never told each other about what we've written,

but we've managed to convey what we wish to say to each other.



I have faith you'll read this one day, and the sign that you've done so is that I will know the day you're getting married. Promise? ^^



(I've finally thought of a song good for this post!)

"失くすものがあって　そして何かを手にする
“平気なふりして　手を振ったあの日”
後悔なんてしてないよ "

- 樹海