// dreamelesse.

If there's a word to describe today, I think the word is... weird . Seriously, man. (It's been a long time since I did long, full-coverage posts, so yea - I'm gonna type out everything that happened today, at 1.37AM. I'm sleepy, but I'll last.) 1. Went to Pei's house with some episodes along the way Pei' called to say we couldn't go her house because her sista needed to concentrate on studying for her exams This freaking loser scolding really vulgar Hokkien curse words, really loudly and the storyline, I guess, is about his -insert vulgar curse word- male enemy who knows about this "Melissa" person (obviously someone he likes, if not his girlfriend) and he wishes to beat the person up for seeing her 2. Watched 梁婆婆 stuff on Pei's computer before Michelle came OK, seriously. Don't look at me all weird. I didn't bring the VCD! My twin, Jin, did! I was going to die of thoughts like "WTF are we doing?!" but I enjoyed the show,...

I can't think of a song that represents a night like this... 슬프지만, 미소를 짓다 - a bittersweet feeling, just how I like it best. Speaking my mind really helps, it's a good lesson learn and many of the troubles in my heart...They might not had a happy ending, but alas - they've stopped giving me insomnia. Even putting to rest something that I don't have to face since Secondary 2, but still bothers me whenever I think of it. I'm gonna say this though - I'm glad to have had you, Krystalle , in my life, however short, or long, it had been. I'm really sorry that something which happened while we were young had to change us like this, but perhaps it was for the good - fairytales and pretty, romantic stuff like "best friends" don't happen to everybody. Just like fairytales, our friendship was something we believed in while we were young. We might've given up on it, but I think we would both agree that it was a precious memory. I think I actually still...