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New Year Resolution 2012

2012-01-04T01:29:00.001+08:00

Be honest about myself.

골묵을 돌리면

2011-07-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

The rain poured and then...it stopped. Usually it would pour and then next thing you know the temperature's back to being uncomfortably warm. But tonight, the presence of the rain from before lingers and while it may not be Winter, the cold is still quite chilling to the bones. And there's no wind blowing. Nothing.

It really feels foreign, literally. This stillness and atmosphere reminds me of hotels so quiet that it makes me wonder now if there were other guests there at all.

Looks like all that Haruki Murakami reading paid off. My post sounds so novel-ish! I hope I can remember what I what to say.

So. I have an unnie which I usually (affectionately/out of knowing her) address as "이상한 언니" (Weird Older Sister in Korean), due to her weird habits and thinking. Not downright wacko, but unusual. I guess you can say it might actually be a good thing since it's called "creativity" when you think "out of the box", but there are things like common courtesy /capabilities (if I may coin this phrase) that everyone should at least know. I guess it makes her an unnoticed spectator in life because of that.

But honestly, I don't think I'm any better.

Sometimes I really think I should be an actor. I pretend so well I think I fool even myself.
I try my hardest but I can't really handle human interactions well, but thanks to that effort, even close friends think I'm doing fine.

I don't know what to say; I can't really express myself well; and I get nervous.
I know, I probably think too much, that's why it stops me - because I don't want to sound stupid or redundant.
Conversing is one, second is that I can't seem to grow attached to people easily. It's so hard to explain, I feel so lazy.

Maybe I should just be loud.
Maybe I'm just self-absorbed, really.
Or maybe I should blame my mother for turning me into a cynic - even recently when I told her about a friend I made on the first day of work, she said, "can she be called a friend when you only know her for a day?"

I don't know, do you?

Love Song

2011-05-11T00:20:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling really stressed these fee days - about finding a part-time job, about EDS (a very troublesome module) and about slacking. Obviously everyone's feels stressed about these things at some point of their lives, but I take things too hard. I don't know why but I can never ever tell my friends these things and make them convinced that I AM feeling damn affected. Not that they're uncaring bitches, something just gets lost in communication and my worries gets downplayed a lot. I used not understand why Da-eul Kim chose to commit suicide out of loneliness, but now I do. There's so much on my mind, but there's always no one I can truly consult and get solutions, or at the very least, consolation.

Maybe (I wouldn't like to be so superstitious) I'm just a true blue Leo - prideful and egoistic. I hate to lose and I like to compete. If I lose, I just can't accept that I am less capable and just can't feel sincerely happy for somebody. It irks me and I guess it prevents me from laying down the weapons when I should. Taking a leaf out of the Korean pop culture, I suppose I should always have the rookie mindset - being humble and working towards goals.

When we watched "My Black Mini Dress" in Korea, my friends asked about which of the four leads remind us the most of ourselves. It was obvious to me because I related to her quite well, especially our personalities.

Sometimes I hate that I have flaws that have stuck to me since birth, just like unwanted gifts - only they aren't so easy to dispose of. I used to think selfishly like Ex-Roommate - why should I change my personality? It's ME! - but if its a flaw, disposing a million wouldnt even hurt me at all.

There are many things I'm envious of, but only one thing I'm truly jealous about others - their ability to truly connect with another person, care and be concerned for the other party, like siblings, lovers...I guess simply put, to be able to simply love somebody, regardless of their relationship.

I'm just glad that at least I know what my flaws are and is gonna do something to fix it.

Empty

2011-04-02T00:22:00.004+08:00

Sometimes it can feel really lonely, even when the room is full of chatter; even when we're with friends.

It's prolly a reflexive feeling that is manifested due to the lack of attention. I can feel really low for no apparent reasons and be secretly hoping for somebody to notice - and I feel better already. It makes me wonder if, unconsciously, I'm being an attention-seeking whore. Duh yes, people need attention - because only when people notice you, you start existing, in a spiritual way. It's really not living if there's no interactions and connections.

When I think about how people dissappointment my expectations, especially when it's a friend, that with-someone-but-lonely feeling will crawl it's way into my brain. Personally, I don't like to not show it when I don't like something, and when a friend does that, it really makes me wonder.

Reflecting on that, I realised that I use my strengths as yard sticks when I determine what's right and wrong - if I can do this, he/she needs to match it or beat it. Egoistical? You bet! But the important thing is that I have to accept and understand the vast differences between me and the world.

I want to go on a short vacation alone! ^^

한별 (Implode)

2010-10-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

I was planning to post this on my Tumblr, but screw it - this place is my home. ♥

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"돌이킬수 없는 시간들
무너져내리는 감정들
붙잡아도 손틈사이로 흩어져"

- BoA

They're like each other - kinda socially awkward. Both can judge easily and jump to unconfirmed conclusions.

But one is willing to listen to advice, while the other drown in her own misery.

If you tell the former about her flaws, she'll reflect on it and do something positive but the latter seems to just crawl deeper and further into her own world. So what happened when I told the former some bad news? She thinks the whole world hates her. Simply said, I meant that the former is more optimistic and the latter more pessimistic.

Perhaps there are some things I shouldn't tell another person - no matter how much I think I should; no matter how relevant is it to them. Maybe sometimes I should just let it slide and (bloody crap, cheesiness) protect them from the socially- and self-inflicted pain. But I guess it's in my personality to be too honest for my own good? What I think is that, I must let them know, so they do something about their predicament. I guess I can't just tolerate them staying at the same place forever, never daring to take a step. I'm the kind that's like "WUT That person said that about me?? Gosh! -pissed- -cries- Argh! Fuck it - not caring anymore." So I welcome honesty. I really want to let the former know - because being like this forever isn't going to help and she's just gonna be stuck in that limbo forever. I'll hate to see a "sadly ever after" ending. Maybe I'm rationalizing things to make it less severe and less my fault. Maybe. I can't really tell.

Honestly, everything is all in the mind.

I've decided (and realised) that nothing important is dependant on chance. There's actually a lot of hard work involved. Call me slow for realising now, but late is always better than never. There's a lot of things that can be changed purely through determination.

Simply by working during the holidays, I feel like I've learnt a lot - gained new experiences and met new people. I think I'm closer to the me that was in primary school personality-wise while my thinking matured, and I like that change because I like my personality in primary school a lot more. I'm still a long way from being more expressive but I think there's no rush - I like the pace and I don't mind staying with my current personality.

Maybe just for now.

Diamonds

2010-05-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

"Did you know?
I heard that diamonds don't get hurt.
Tough and beautiful, it even shines.
But it is strong and will never get hurt."
- Doctor, 「素直になれなくて」

Emo posts are emo. This one's not, I promise! PMS is driving me nuts - now I sound schizophrenic.

Wiki-surfing today and learnt about something called neurosis. It's a psychological...condition? It's not as serious as you might think, though plenty of the people in the world have it.
I might, but since I'm aware of it, I should be fine. Perhaps this is the devil oppressing me. Sounds like an awfully weird confession.

It's been a few days since Zheng Xuan's passing. He should be finally at real rest by now - be happy where ever you are, your friends and family are always with you.

The date 1st May (1/5) has a few meanings to me, I mentioned two in a one of the posts earlier. My Strange (in a funny, not bad way, don't worry) Unnie told me about a TP design student commiting suicide on the same day my poor friend died.

I used to think, commuting suicide is something that only the individual can decide, and though the choice is never the right one, it is his/her decision and shouldn't be condemned. But having someone commit suicide when a friend had to go left without a choice, really makes me question my stand. As much as the person might think he/she is suffering, it might be worse off for someone else.

But then you'll never know how it feels to be that person.

Oh, I have no conclusion. Bleh.

It's like.

2010-05-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

It's like there's bad things
and things we fear -
We call them devils.

And there's us that's all on our mission,
trying to fight them our own way.
Alone, together. Internally, externally.

If there's such a devil, there's a reason why it's there.
We can try and probably win fighting it, but...

It's in me, and I feel a little helpless.
Like I know it's wrong and I don't want to think that way, yet the thoughts keep coming.
It's a war.

But a war will always have the winning side. How can I lose if I know what I need to know?

Do I sound schizophrenic? I probably do. =/

웃으며 안녕

2010-05-02T02:30:00.001+08:00

Do you know the meaning of this song? It's "Smile as you bade goodbye".

Yesterday was the day 1/5 of my persistent dream was fulfilled.
Yesterday was also the day my ex-classmate passed away.

My dream seems so irrelevant and minute compared to a loss of life, doesn't it?

I can't remember when we first became classmates but what I knew of you then is a huge contrast with your current personality. As much as I want to apologise for being an ass while we were classmates in primary school, it's too late isn't it? I only wish that you know, we were all too young and stupid. All the things we did, we said, how much could we actually remember? I'm really sorry we were so immature.

There's a lot going through my head but I can't say all. Even if the driver doesn't want this to happen, he's still at fault. He might actually think he's unlucky to have caused everything. but he can't change anything. Blame it on himself.

My Dad suggested that I get a driving license a few weeks or so. How about no, for now?

안녕.
다른 세상에 잘 가요.

쓴 웃음만 찟고 있는 ladies 잘 들어

2010-04-27T23:18:00.001+08:00

Did the egg come first; or the hen?

난나쁜 딸이야
최송해 엄마

헉!!!!!

2010-04-20T00:04:00.001+08:00

My left ear just bled while I was cleaning it. Eww gross? Yea, I know. I thought I was gonna lost my hearing in that ear! Gawd! I was so scared! But turns out it's not the eardrum but the ear.

So now I'm sleeping, lying on my left so that the blood doesn't "gos-stun" and flow into my eardrum...! Okay, really gross AND scary but I love my ear and this is seriously scaring me!

It'll be better tomorrow, or strictly, today. It's only the second day of the new academic year!

Please don't go, I love you, ear!!!!! ;____;

술은 많이 못해 담배 연기는 싫어해 혼자 있는 거 싫어하니까 언제나 함께

2010-04-15T01:51:00.001+08:00

Lol, long title much? =P

Suddenly blogging a little too frequent than usual - surprised? Well, the frequency is far from when I was back in high school, that's for sure.

But, I'm trying to make it a habit.
To make myself express myself better and to raise my standard of English, deteriorating so badly thanks to a lack of reading. I need to get my love for books back - saw a few titles I would love to read! ^^

Anyway, had a meaningful Truth or Truth session today. Playing it with Jin and Pei makes me think of the friends I've...neglected - that the right word?

I'm too passive when it comes to keeping in contact, so I'll try to change that! :E

What I did today, too - hurling vulgarities at the poor TV in unnie's house because Little Big Planet's full of jumping, which I absolutely suck at in video games. But it's such a cute game, I tried my best!

그네

2010-04-14T02:13:00.001+08:00

"외로움은 더해가고 젖어드네 꿈속에" - 이효리

안녕 블로그 아ㅏㅏㅏ! :)

I've been a huge lazy bum, all the time in between the previous post and this one. If the frequency (or lack) of posts doesn't show that, the fact that I'm blogging from my iPhone on my bed should be good enough proof!

What I've been up to...trying to get competiton entries done (failing terribly) and faking to be a Korean by watching plenty of Korean TV. I swear I watch as much if not more than the average Korean.

I must be crazy.

Went collecting my pay and watching a movie with Nat, FJ and my twin. Got onto the topic of GPA and I felt horrible because mine was so sucky...! OK, Michelle and many others would love to plant a punch on my face for bullshitting, but my (+ my Dad and the soiety's) expectations are higher - I can't run, I can only fight.

Besides, I'm more than willing to fight because Pei told me one of her seniors was sent to Korea for a 2-month long ITP, and her nice teacher said it's fine if someone from another course went together! I said F so many times out of happiness for the first time in my life. It's a chance at real Korean lifestyle, short it may be, but it might be my only chance. God, I might even get to be at a photoshoot that Yunho's doing! Ok, imagination is imagination; chances are it freaking won't happen.

BUT I DO WANT TO GO BE A FAKE KOREAN, even just for a day.

So I'm getting fired up for the new semester. I do wish to get at least 3.5 for my GPA this time round! Hwaiting! ^^

Itching to learn more about photography.

In three days.

2010-03-10T23:53:00.003+08:00

3 days of "chasing" Wonder Girls. Woah...!

Can't believe I actually did that for almost half a week. Though we didn't stalk (24/7 or close to), it felt like it because all we did was waited for the appearance of the elusive Wonder Girls.

Honestly, I am not a huge fan of Wonder Girls (what's more with my favourite, Sunmi, leaving), but I'm glad I tagged along at the request of my dear Pangi Chye Ja.

It's great meeting new friends and what's more, getting so close in such a short time! I really hope we can stay in contact and meet up, WG-related or not. Thanks to Joelle, Felicia and PCJ, it's been fun albeit frustrating at times. Whew, it's over. I'm glad we got to see them everyday, though the photo-taking part was still impossible. At least we tried!

8th to 10th March 2010.

허전한 마음하나 로는 감출 수가 없는 외로움

2010-01-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

I really wish Jyuni will release and promote a solo work soon.
2010, please?

It's...2 days after the new year and I've finally came to blog. =)
I did remind myself to write my new year resolutions in my new diary before the new year day ended, though. ^^ I shan't make them empty promises!

Anyway, some obligatory wishes here too:

I wish it'll be a year I successfully become more hardworking and achieve my goals.
I wish it'll be a year I get to go Korea with my friends, with the money I will earn.

I wish it'll be a year I feel like I accomplished something.
I wish it'll be a year I will feel happy reminiscing about.

난 할 수 있어! 믿어 봐!

알 수 없는 미래와 벽 바꾸지 않아 포기할 수 없어

2009-12-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

Well.

It's one of those "Getting Jealous of Other's Lives" days.

It's weird.

In the beginning, I'll feel jealous of their dramatic lives and deep thoughts, then I'll feel, "Can't we live...simply?"

난 싫다.

I want to stop this.

It'll be one of my new year resolutions for 2010, along with "getting 3.5GPA average". 3.2 is just bullshit! It's not even enough to get into a Singapore University, what's more to say Hongik.

I wish I can do better.

I will!

잘지내고 있나요

2009-12-23T01:28:00.002+08:00

Back from the 3/4F BBQ/Chalet...! =)

Didn't stay overnight - broke, and I really hate to explain why I have to stay overnight and all that jazzus crap.

Anyway, there was less than half the class there, no?

It's good...and it's bad too, since it's a class chalet.

Feel bad for the guys having to do all the BBQ-ing. I envy our chalet neighbours, who had everybody (well, a lot of them) out of the chalet and just BBQing or bullshiting together. It's a small area, but it's better than being divided.

The next will be better! Hope the rest have fun overnight and...

Please piss the annoying security guard off.

-no title-

2009-12-15T23:23:00.004+08:00

It's the holidays, officially, starting today!

I'm gonna do what I've procrastinated for so long. Fighting!

Procrastination - to the left, to left, 귀찮은 procrastination move to the left!

I said I was gonna go see BEG this Saturday, right? Well, I didn't. But I saw them during their fansign and, due to my change of luck, on Friday.

What happened on Friday was me skipping my Korean lesson (미안해 선생님!) and going down to Marina Mandarin hotel with Michelle. I wasn't expecting to see them and when Michelle suddenly said, "Isn't that...Ga In?" I was like, "WUT?!" =P

My heart inflated big time and my eyes were opened so wide. We kept waving, since they were right in front of us (perfect view) waiting at the lift lobby at the hotel, but no one returned the gesture. I heard Ga In call out "Unnie!" in that cute voice of hers, though!

After they got onto the lift, we just kept on waving and finally(!!!), Narsha waved at us - no doubt because we were the only ones standing at that exact position. Then Jea saw us and waved too! At that moment, the only thought I had was - freaking shit, this girl is so cute and doll-like! 29 going on 30? You shittin' me? I felt it was quite wasted, because my attention was all on Narsha until Jea waved back.

Anyway, the fansign. -sigh- Organisation, out of a 10, it's a...3? Fail.

Information given out before the event weren't accurate at all - 500 posters became 200, then it became 300 - WTF?

Almost a thousand queued for the poster, earliest I heard being 7AM, but only 300 got the poster - fine.

Staff told us, the rest that are after 300, there are no more posters, however, after the event, we could collect the posters at the salon, while stocks last. 이게 뭐야?!

Location was just too small for the crowd. Security + Staff being annoying.

I understand it's their work, but the way of putting it - "You're not supposed to see"? Tsk. Are you kidding me?

BEG was late for 40 minutes! Well, fine, I thought, as long as they extend the event enough to cover the original time allocated - but no. They left after like what, 15 minutes at most? I don't know what happened, but I shan't blame the girls for it, because, c'mon, we all know plenty of artistes always arrive late for their events. It's like an unspoken rule, almost!

One person, one number tag, one poster, one signature. No choosing.

I have to say, the staff fail at counting. Seriously. They don't even uphold their own rules. I saw fans bringing out all sorts of barang barang for the girls to sign, and being the nice people they were, they obviously gave in to their requests. An over the top example - a fan got her poster, 2CDs signed, took a polaroid of Narsha alone (not time-consuming enough?) and got her to sign it too. I say "thanks" on behalf of the rest of the fans.

No choosing part self-explanatory.

I wish the next time they come for anther event, it won't be such a flop.

On the up side, Miryo's English was quite good! She spoke on behalf of the girls and announced that they're releasing a new album next year! Also mentioned a return to S'pore. Whee!

Next term I'm gonna work harder...I'm such a freaking procrastinator. Hate it.

까만 눈물이 흘러 흐트러진 나 tonight

2009-12-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

How much better can their songs get?!

Abracadabra - didn't really like in the beginning, but addictive and it's lyrics are interesting.

Sign - love at first listen.

Moody Night - WTF was I doing missing out on this song?!

I've been putting their albums on repeat for the one and a half days, and I realised just how much they've changed their musical style. From "I Got Fooled By You" to "Abracadabra" - it's a gigantic leap. If you were to to listen to both songs as an outsider, you wouldn't guess it's from the same artiste.

They did try something more electronica with "How" but nothing compares to the songs in Sound G. I think it's the sexy feeling the songs oozes with. Their other hits were all innocent, cutesy (not Kara-cutesy) and sounds simple but the new songs are more sophisticated. It's actually a really good thing for them to upgrade their image. I guess they realised they can't always sing those romantic, bed-of-roses songs, especially after revealing their real age, lmao! But I digress.

I didn't say their name at all.

They're good enough for everyone to figure out themselves! =P

P.S: I'm so going to see you guys this Saturday. <3

너와 마주치면 내 가슴은 roller coaster ride

2009-12-04T22:27:00.004+08:00

아ㅏㅏㅏㅏ 진짜!

오늘의 한국어시험 조금만 어렵지만 ...

한 부분 정말 멍~~~~~~야

수업을 듣지 못해 때문에 맞죠?

Had a test for Korean class today. It was only a little difficult, but there was a part that I practically went "o____O". Must be because I missed a class?

Lucky lucky lucky...! =D

Our Drawing Studio(DS)'s Theme Illustration assignment date due just got postponed to next Monday! DAEBAK! -pops confetti-

Guess I have more time to work on my Chinese New Year card assignment...

Speaking of DS - I really think my lecturer-in-charge is a little too involved in whatever we're doing for our assignment. Too many suggestions, too many "I think"s and "You should"s.

Look, there are people who do art purely for the sake of making something beautiful so people will go "Woah...so nice!!", and there are people who do art so that it makes people think deep and interpret it their way.

Here's a fact: I'm not the latter!

As much as I agree (and almost forced myself that way) that I should step out of my comfort zone and try drawing something different as well as deep, I cannot throw away or bury the desire in me to make something beautiful - because I love pretty, beautiful, gorgeous things. That's how I work.

Like Fah, I'm gonna just do things my way and let your suggestions stress me for a while and then throw them all out. Thanks, but no thanks!

Notices something, BTW? My blog posts are no longer song names...!

Why...? Well, because if I use song names, I can only put it once. If I put lyrics, I can use the same song a few times. What's more, the beauty in a song is partly it's lyrics - so show it off!

This time, thee lyrics means "If I meet you, my heart's like a roller coaster ride". 2NE1's CL and Minzy love!

That's all and peace out!

기를 수 없는 사랑도 사랑 이니까

2009-12-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

Pei told Jin and I something really hilarious a few days ago.

That day there was gonna be a lecture with Michelle's class, so Pei was gonna sit with her and talk to her, since she's been so down lately. She went in, saw Mich chatting happily with her friends and told Unnie, "I think she's feeling better now/她很像好了".

She told us that unnie disagreed and said, “No, this morning she came up to me, pointed at me like this, said 'Life is boring' and walked away."

That was so made of win.

I hope Michelle's feeling way, way better now...

Because of Michelle's predicament, I think I understand some things now.

As much as I think I'm freaking unlucky, it's actually being really lucky in a way. They are hilarious and minor things and actually great memories I wouldn't mind reminiscing about. Compared to other bigger troubles, mine is a piece of cake and I ought to even enjoy it.

(My father kept telling me to stop being negative, too.)

It's hard to not complain about things like these, but at least when I complain from now on, I will know I'm not complaining because I truly think I'm the most pitiful of them all, but because...what? For the fun of it, maybe.

I'm obsessed with you, wanna be with you.

2009-11-29T15:15:00.008+08:00

안녕, 브러그! =)

정말 오랜만이야...ㅎㅎ

Right. It's so troublesome to have to think about how to form the sentence and then attempt to type it out. I need more practice!

Anyways, like I mentioned, it's been a loooooooooongx3334657 time. Long. Time.

Well I'm back! No emo posts, just an update. Hmm, a lot happened and it's a little hard to write everything down, so I'll just write about happy stuff. Like my current obsessions!

Obsession #1 - You're Beautiful

I love this show! It's so gay (Korean netizens, please don't bomb me), it's hilarious. Like freaking hilarious. It deserves better ratings than Boys Over Flowers, IMO. Maybe because I've seen it's adaptation in another language before, but I found the story of BOF nothing special. I admit I was hooked to it before, but that situation had changed and I'm more head over heels about You're Beautiful than I've ever been about BOF.

Despite getting owned like nobody's business by IRIS, I'm glad YB is getting internet success. Proof that it's highly popular online? UCCs!

Creative netizens at work : A.N. Jell TV?!

The makings SBS posted on it's official website are really fun to watch too. Perhaps many choose to watch IRIS on TV, but some of them will always turn to the web for online streaming. Besides, KBS being such a party-pooper by removing online-streamed IRIS videos totally ruins our moods.

Taekyung agrees.

It's such a pity it's ended already and then I'm posting about it. =( Which might be a good thing, if not my blog will be bombarded with YB stuff. Oh noes. Not!

Obsession #2 - FT Island

Annoying! It always happens - I see them in real life, then I become a fan. Can I just rewind time? I totally wish I went to the showcase just this...June. Aishhh!

It's because of You're Beautiful, too, I guess.

I see them perform live and I'm in awe - great with instruments and a strong lead vocal. I told Pei I'm addicted to FTI lately and she said that it's hard for her to go crazy over them simply because many of their songs are so sad/emo. Can't disagree. It's the reason why they don't have a larger fanbase, partly. They just make you feel down.

I really like their sad/emo songs, so it's all good for me. And besides, I think Hongki's voice is at its best when he sings such songs, because it sounds soulful(?).

마중 (Meeting)

눈물이 더 가까운 사람 (A Person Closer to Tears)

A Song For You

사랑하지마요 (Don't Love)

I wish there was a recorded version of "Don't Love" live, but there's only an extremely noisy and immature fangirls-filled fancam. Shame...!

There! -whew-

Before I go..

Can someone tell me why TOP is a "hand holding kite"?

Ciao! =)

말도 없이

2009-11-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

"지나간 열병처럼 잠시 아프면 되나봐

작은 흉터만 남게되니까"

- 박신혜/9th Street

I'm pissed right now, for something small. For something that happens to me all the time, but for this time, a bigger problem. Even if I said that, it's still considered a minute problem compared to stuff like death and sickness - but I've just about had enoughed!

My headphones spoiled.

-imagines all the =__= expressions I'll get-

It's such a small matter isn't it! But I'm so annoyed.

Number one, because it happened on a horrible day, adding to my annoyance and number two, I get blamed for it - when I didn't mishandle it! Seriously! I admit I sometimes pull and tug at my earphones too much but for this one, which costed 35 bucks, I treated it with care and even put it in a pouch!

And it fucking spoilt!

Screw you!

I know I'm born unlucky, all sorts of crap happens and I feel terrible, but most of the time, I laugh it off because it's really amusing. This is something small but I really can't stand it when other things add on to it, or it adds on to something - like somebody adding fuel to the fire.

When things of mine spoil, this always happens - "You didn't take care of it."

NO. I DID.

You can say all the shit you want about me not taking care of things, but I know best. I already know I'm fucking unlucky so for some time already, I don't care about explaining anymore because it's doesn't work.

The main thing that happened was my headphones spoiling, but what ruins my mood is the aftermath.

이상한 일

2009-10-13T01:34:00.002+08:00

If there's a word to describe today, I think the word is...

weird.

Seriously, man.

(It's been a long time since I did long, full-coverage posts, so yea - I'm gonna type out everything that happened today, at 1.37AM. I'm sleepy, but I'll last.)

1. Went to Pei's house with some episodes along the way

Pei' called to say we couldn't go her house because her sista needed to concentrate on studying for her exams
This freaking loser scolding really vulgar Hokkien curse words, really loudly and the storyline, I guess, is about his -insert vulgar curse word- male enemy who knows about this "Melissa" person (obviously someone he likes, if not his girlfriend) and he wishes to beat the person up for seeing her

2. Watched 梁婆婆 stuff on Pei's computer before Michelle came

OK, seriously. Don't look at me all weird. I didn't bring the VCD! My twin, Jin, did! I was going to die of thoughts like "WTF are we doing?!" but I enjoyed the show, kinda. Really funny, Mich, being Mich, thought we were gay. Duh, we really are, haha!

3. Sudden decision to play Table Tennis

DANG FUN.

We are losers;

we suck at the game;

can't even serve properly;

ball doesn't hit the table...etc. Really crazy. Mich almost died there, haha!

4. Watched Tokyo Dome concert with Mich while Pei & Jin played cards

Bloody hell, those two! Ruin the mood sia! LOL.

Michelle was very impressed with Dong Bang. I'm just dying to be there...! Well, not exactly, but my one and only wish (wait, there's another one now) will always be "I want to see Dong Bang LIVE."

5. Checked up on everyone's timetables

Jin - shittiest timetable EVER

Pei - very little classes and best timetable

6. Read through chat logs with Pangi Chye Ja while looking for a link

I didn't know we were so comedic! We should seriously print our conversations and bind them like a book!

7. Read those weird lists/stories/stuff we wrote in class back in Sec 3/4

FREAKING HILARIOUS! I would love to scan and upload those, but it's really unsafe on the Net so, annyong, my idea!

Gonna be watching Phobia 2 with PCJ tomorrow...!

Honestly, I really, really don't want to watch it.

FREAKING HELL THERE'S A NOISY BUG IN THE HOUSE! AHHHHHHH!

I'm damn scared of this series. It's freaking scary, but I'm really curious though. Oh well, I'll live.

FREAKING BUG!

ハナムケのメロディー

2009-10-05T00:02:00.003+08:00

I can't think of a song that represents a night like this...
슬프지만, 미소를 짓다 - a bittersweet feeling, just how I like it best.

Speaking my mind really helps, it's a good lesson learn and many of the troubles in my heart...They might not had a happy ending, but alas - they've stopped giving me insomnia. Even putting to rest something that I don't have to face since Secondary 2, but still bothers me whenever I think of it.

I'm gonna say this though -
I'm glad to have had you, Krystalle, in my life, however short, or long, it had been.

I'm really sorry that something which happened while we were young had to change us like this, but perhaps it was for the good - fairytales and pretty, romantic stuff like "best friends" don't happen to everybody.

Just like fairytales, our friendship was something we believed in while we were young. We might've given up on it, but I think we would both agree that it was a precious memory. I think I actually still believe in this "best friends" thing, however perhaps we're both people unsuitable for it?

It's a closure, right?

We've never spoke about it in person, we've never met for long, and most importantly we've never told each other about what we've written,

but we've managed to convey what we wish to say to each other.

I have faith you'll read this one day, and the sign that you've done so is that I will know the day you're getting married. Promise? ^^

(I've finally thought of a song good for this post!)

"失くすものがあって　そして何かを手にする
“平気なふりして　手を振ったあの日”
後悔なんてしてないよ "

- 樹海

Ｋｉｓｓしたまま，さよなら

2009-09-10T22:24:00.003+08:00

"長く続くこの道に今はいない君へ
KissしたままGoodbye"

- 東方神起

How do you comfort someone whose loved one is gone?
내 사랑하는 언니의 엄마가...

I hate today. Really.
I thought Jin's little post-it on my hard disk made my day when I woke up and saw my brother (who will be having a vacation before NS starts again).

Then in the evening, I picked up my handphone and saw a message from Yiting Unnie.
It's depressing...I can't believe it actually happened. I feel so guilty about saying that she didn't fight for her chance to go Korea, quarrelling (but fortunately patching things up) with her a week or so ago and I'm so sorry this had to happen to her. I'm sorry I can't visit her today...

And then my Dad had to come pick a fucking fight with me. I don't know why he has to keep making all these noise about me not bathing before 9PM, not making my bed, not fixing MY laptop's media bar...
STOP IT!
It's not even a big deal, your incessant nagging, but today is not the day and my patience was never long in the first place. I swear to myself that I will go and study in Korea once I'm done with whatever you expected me to achieve in Singapore. I will not stay in Singapore and most of all with my brother, you and my mother, no matter how much you stress that we are a family.

I feel like a little kid complaining about these when I know how much hardship my unnie and Pei had gone through.
I hate myself.

사랑이 죽는 병

2009-09-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

"내 사랑이 서서히 죽어가는 병

조금 아프지만 낫고 싶은 마음은 없는걸

남김없이 기억이 지워져버려

서로가 남이었던 시간으로 되돌아가서

이젠 쉬고 싶어"

- Super Junior

I guess you want to rest now, Jay.

In less than a week, fans from all over the world witnessed the downfall of a gradually rising boyband, 2PM. The leader - humble, charismatic and just plain hilarious Park Jaebeom - resigned from his position due to the negativity surrounding his dug-up past. The Koreans' pride were severely hurt and their revenge? Forcing him to cease all activities. As if that's not enough, there's even a petition for him to commit suicide. Childish.

Rejoice, you people - he has had enough of these and is so depressed that he decided to quit 2PM on account of his love for his members, despite his management company, JYP Entertainment's official statement that they will not kick him out of the group.

Aren't you guys happy?

You have ruined his future and even wished for his death over comments made when he recently moved to Korea and is still adapting, when he was still just a teenager that doesn't know anything than to follow his dream.

How many days was it? 3, 4?

I can't believe this whole thing ended so hideously - he deserved some punishment but what the hell? To the extent of quitting his position? Even if no one told me I could have guessed he said (please don't quote me) "Koreans are gay", etc. because of his inability to adapt to the new environment just then.
I understand why those seriously retarded antifans bomb Jaebeom, but those patriots? Can't believe they jumped on to the bandwagon and started hating mindlessly. I know you guys love your country but it is excessive, extremely stupid and petty to hold a grudge against the Jaebeom now for the him back then.

It's a sudden turn of events and every Hottest out there's depressed about it. I can't help but think maybe someone dug up his past on purpose at this time to bring 2PM down. The group's gaining a lot of popularity for not giving a damn to their image and being "beastly". The usual was for SMEnt's artistes to be at the top but change has come. Is this whole thing some plot or just an antifan's clever planning?
Honestly, I hope it's SMeE-'s fault and my dearest DBSK will win their case, but I digress. It's a childish wish.

Now that Jaebeom's even left Korea already, there's nothing much we can do because it was all his decision. We should respect his decision but, of course, still root for him. Don't worry, Jay, what doesn't break you only makes you stronger.

하늘을 걸어서

2009-09-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

"널 하늘에 있는 누군가 탐내서

가까이 두려고 (왜 묻지도 않고)

네 숨을 막고서 (널 갖고 싶어서)

그만 널 내 품에서 뺏어가나 봐"

- Wheesung

이노래가 너무 좋아해요, 가사가 너무 예뻐서.

I did a little research on how to get enrolled in Hongik University, even talked to Jae about it. I admit it's might seem a childish and pointless desire but still...It seems so complicated (there's even a Korean Proficiency test! =O) and for art courses, there's a drawing entrance exam! Aigoo, I feel depressed thinking about it. Even though I mgiht feel otherwise, drawing really is an important part of design. I'll treat my drawing classes with more respect and good attitude from now on!

Being proficient in Korean...

Honestly, I picked up this language just for fun, never imagining myself to become truly fluent. After watching some shows without English subtitles, I realised my listening comprehension sucks. I guess I'm still an 애송이...!

오늘 같은 날들, 슬픔을 느끼다.

When it's the holidays, when I fall asleep at night thinking about what I did, when there's nothing for me to do in the quiet afternoons...

I guess I understand why people try to drown themselves in work to keep them busy, because it feels lonely.

It's an immature feeling that will go away, but I feel no motivation at all this holidays to go get a temporary job. All I can still think about is not being able to go Korea...I love being young, but why is it that the happiest period of our lives comes with so many restrictions?It's so ironic.

I guess someone doesn't want us to enjoy our lives to the fullest.

I should do something with my life, but I can't think of what.

사랑 안녕 사랑

2009-08-24T23:31:00.001+08:00

"구름과 같이 멈출 수 없던 우리 행복했던 날"
- 東方神起
You're irresponsible. It's not a school trip. I won't allow you to go if it's not a school trip. How do I know if your friend's irresponsible?

You have so many excuses.
It all boils down to one word - trust.

You say I'm irresponsible, I don't call back every fucking hour when I'm at my friend's house.
You call me when I stay out too late and when I tell you my printing's not done yet, you doubt me and even asked me to tell you the shop name.

What is wrong with you?
You call me irresponsible? I'm just being a normal teenager. You're the one fucked up and not trusting me - everything just seems irresponsible. I don't see other parents doing this to their child, no matter how strict they are.

It feels liek one day I will run away from home, but that doesn't matter if I can get away from a control freak like you. I don't understand why you don't believe that I'm at my friend's house, printing at the print shop, held up somewhere safe - and that I'm not lying.

You don't believe it. That's your problem.
I really, really, really hate this.

Please grow up. You're already over 50 years old.

I wish we were back to my childhood days...
Or had you always been like this?

내가 그대 없이

2009-08-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

"
Why does helping other people always end up with me sabotaging myself?!

I think I like to help people, but why is it that after I help, I can't finish my own work? And when I can't finish my own work I became very irritable and will become annoyed at everyone. I can't be on MSN now because if I talk anymore somebody will get pissed at me soon if they say anything I usually don't mind.

Poor unnie, she probably has enough of my moodswings...
And Jin and Pei - whoever I talked to. FUCKING IRRITATING!

It's hard to be nice.
I'm not cut out to be nice - but I just can't be downright mean, though.

I hate this...! Stupid submissions! My brain's getting fried and I'm annoying everybody. If only they understand and if they do, if only they can stand it.

I want to be in Korea.
지금 한국에 가고싶어요...!

눈물이 언제까지 멈춰요?

니가 밉다

2009-07-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

"니가 미워 죽겠다 (이런 니가 더)
내가 싫어 죽겠다 (이런 내가 더)"
- 2PM

I hate you so much sometimes I want to strangle you. It sounds like I'm a evil, crazy person but if you were in my shoes you would understand.

I hate sadness more than anger. I'll rather be pissed but I'm so dissappointed.

I will be a better parent - if not, I won't be one.

Stay Together

2009-07-25T00:10:00.004+08:00

"널 잊을거라고 goodbye 약속했지만
아직 널 보면 나 떨려 we got stay together
잠이 오질 않아 너도 나와 같은지"

-2NE1

This song rocks. ♥♥♥

Typed the post on my way home today. My head kinda hurt after that, lol.

Annyong! =)

I’m currently on the bus typing this entry on the bus home after another of my fun (but sometimes sleep-inducing) Korean class.
If you ask why I’m doing this on the bus it’s because I’ve never posted anything on the blog for a very long time!!! Even when something good happened. I’m turning into a A-plus pro at procrastination and it’s time to fix it with blogging! =D

Omo, suddenly there’s so many NP people on the bus – isn’t it already 7.30PM++?? My quiet bus ride home is gone..! –sob sob-

Oh well.
Today’s class was sleep-inducing for the first part but it got interesting as Ms Cho made us learn vocab like “in front”, “behind”, “outside” by making us draw things in a bedroom. I know, I’m gonna scan my “room” in and upload it later! =3

Ms Cho told us she bought gifts from Korea – stickers (of probably our favourite boybands, you know, haha)! She’s so sweet! She has fantabulous memory and is keen on knowing every student –how cool is that! Gosh, I’m in love with Koreans, they are so, so, so dang cute.

Had to miss last week’s Korean class because we got quarantined! It was a H1N1 case and I got kinda freaked out because I got real sick after we got quarantined! Pei, too and seriously, if we are H1N1 cases she must've gotten it from me. I’m so sorry man! -Sorry Sorry hand movement-

Oh my ma my shoulders ache from typing at a weird angle. I better end this before I become permanently stuck in this position forever...

For those that know, I can’t wait for holidays to come…!!!!!
59 days.
Waiting is such torture.

25th August is Jae’s birthday – maybe we should treat her to Thai food? =)

Anyway...
HOLY MOLY SMOOLY WHATEVER-LY!
Yunho is gonna be in a drama!?!?

Hawly sheeeattt. That was so, so random and sudden. No wonder AllKPop labelled it as "Breaking News". Man, Last night while I was still sidetracked (when I should be doing BDC instead), the latest was that those Yunho-in-drama news were just rumours and then now...?!
I love this guy but seriously...can he act? I hope SM gives him proper training. Or Jae can give him some acting lessons. Hmm, YunJae! I like.

여자는 몰라

2009-07-01T19:23:00.003+08:00

"오늘도 니가 떠난 방에 혼자 남아

나는 너밖에 몰라"

- FT Island

I think my luck just zhuan-ed. Serious.
I can't believe it.

We're having a study trip to Korea in September.
Study trip. TO KOREA!
KOREAAAAAAAAAAAA!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhH!

#@%@#%&^ %*WDSAHD GJTUIKDHSDGS SDGADJH ASGWJP WOWOERTO
AHEB HWEUO %$WTIWMEV)PW VMS S E EGOW VOIEVM OSSG !!!!!

With our lovely Korean teacher, Jae (who does not teach us Korea but is actually one of the lecturers in FDS)! My god. I love her. I really do.
I've heard of the trip before, but it was then only limited to the DGDD students. However, she knew there were a lot of us who wanted to go too (well, for other purposes but...!) so she actually made it a study trip for anyone that wants to go!

♥

I feel exactly like how Hyung Joon felt when he realised the gathering Hwangbo invited them to was with the Wonder Girls:

(01:23)

If I may quote a really lame/funny/LOL line from Suju's song, "Miracle" -
Life couldn't get better~~~!

내 심장 터질 것 같아!

10점 만점에 10점

2009-06-27T23:31:00.007+08:00

"뒷모습이 너무 사람을 괴롭게 해

착한 나를 자꾸 나쁜 맘을 먹게 해"

- 2PM

OMG Micky, thanks so much.

"ASSA! No more long, untidy hair"...or so I thought:

HAHA! =P

It's messy all right, but at least it isn't long and really disturbing like the Secret Code tour's. I think it's quite cute and omg, I think I have a maggie hair obsession?! o__O
I think he got it cut not purely because of the Bangkok concert but also, and mostly, because of the upcoming Tokyo dome performance next weekend.
I mean, it's gonna be on DVD, OK!! I wouldn't be seen dead in that knid of hairstyle on DVD! ON DVD, people! Everybody (fans, TV viewers [when TBS show it next year and the years after] and DBSK themselves) will always see his hair in that state.

Thankfully, it's all gone. ASSA!

10 points out of 10! ♥

Because I'm random like that.
And I really want to see them live...!
Why are you in Bangkok? =(

Singapore. Is. A. Part. Of. Asia.
Thank you.

Windflower

2009-06-26T17:47:00.004+08:00

"언젠가 우리 서로의 마음에
상처 아닌 사랑이길"

- Jisun (feat. Alex)

I just have to do something crazy every holiday or something, don't I? First I went to Iluma to see Min Jung unnie, and then yesterday I accompanied Michelle to catch FT Island at the airport?!

누규?~ OK, so it's Jonghoon, the one on Michelle's wallpaper.

Can't say I'm a fan of them yet, though. They were mostly wrapped up like bazhangs, LOL! And they walked so fast! Woah. Well, at least a guy in pink Minhwan waved around and pulled his mask down a little, I think. Nice guy, good impression.

There was a crazy girl who actually climbed over the barricade(?) and was hoping to "fall" onto FT Island opposite of us. I so wished to take a picture of her and post it online, but I shouldn't be extreme. At least she helped other girls pass the presents to them successfully.

Anyway, by some twist of fate, we actually saw Weiping and Danica, whom I knew from the K Pop concert! Holy...! We're bound to meet somehow, judging from what kind of crazy people we were! Haha!

We talked and realised Danica was the girl we saw from outside climbing up the barricade even though she's right in front - really hilarious. Yep, I think you annoyed some of the fans, haha! It was really nice seeing them again - hopefully we'll end up doing crazy star-chasing together someday! =)

아빠 엄마, 나의고집 용서해요. =)

나쁜 마음을 먹게해

2009-06-20T20:37:00.005+08:00

"너무 미안해서 눈길 못주고
가슴아파
첫마디를 뭘로 해
생각안나"

- T-Max

I've been meaning to speak my mind, but I always don't know how to start. Sometimes it's because I'm afraid it'll get misunderstood, but I shouldn't be afraid because I will never be understood.

It'll be messy - all over the place, it'll be long (I think) but bear with it, ne? =)

OMG, I'm not even sure if this will get published succesfully...Oh well:

I'm trying to find that SMS - "Let's be closer to each other". I'm really touched and glad about it, because I know you care.

You'll definitely remember, we don't message one other or even contact one another for a period of time, because it's awkward. Sometimes I give up trying to make this friendship work because I don't feel you trying too. It sucks and I'm a prideful person.

I used to have this best friend back in primary school days until this whole frienship crumbled because of her boyfriend, or so I thought.

I understand now it's never been real best-friendship. I don't know anything about friendship, unfortunately. I have a shallow understanding of it but will I ever understand?

I finally found the message. I'm tearing. Fuck.
I'm not even sure if you still remember it, but it's always been on my mind. Am I too clingy onto this? Sometimes I feel this way. I want to kick this bad habit and be a loner sometimes but I can't and that's the reason for those rare days I cry myself to sleep, thinking, "Why are you closer to someone else but not me?"

Whatever happened in the last two years of our secondary school, I'm sorry for it but I don't think I can do better even if I were to repeat it.
The two of you are my close friends and I hate to hurt both. Sometimes when Mogu urges me to stand up for you, I can't because I don't want to risk losing either. I know I suck as a friend but honestly, I don't know what I can do. "It's not your fault", you always say. What can I say to that?
I don't know and I don't think you do, but sometimes thoughts like, "You're probably blaming me for not sticking up for you" goes through my mind. Even if you do, its OK - but I believe you don't, despite the devil in me telling me something else.

I've always been thinking that my life's going on fine, switching to Poly but whenever I look back, the ghosts of past times haunts me and I feel all alone, all over again - like now.
It really sucks, you know? And I wish I can move to some foreign land and start life all over again. Or simply forget about the friends I have back there. For me, life's OK most of the time, if not boring but if the depression hits it's quite hard to make it go away.

Sometimes I might sound like I'm trying to say "I'm suffering the most" and that's one of the misunderstandings I hope to avoid by not blogging about heartfelt stuff. Just for the record, I know I don't.

Just saying "Let's get closer" doesn't result in it becoming reality. Actions speak louder than words, but unfortunately this wall before us is hard to break down and I'm always swayed by negativity. Will anyone ever understand?

You used to be my "best friend", in a childish way, and I greedily hoped to keep yourself for me - that's why I acted that way in secondary school. I can't turn back time and what's passed is history - it can't be changed. I just hope the memories can stop bothering me.

Now, sometimes when we meet, it's all right, I guess.
Other times you make me feel that you're very lethargic, sad and stressed. When I talk to you on MSN, you sound so serious all the time. It's discouraging and I'm at loss for words. Whatever it's because of, I hope you can be cheerful like last time. Do you still remember your SMSes full of emotion and not monotone, like now?

I sound like a stalker but, well I just read your blog. I'm swayed again.
Am I the only person getting these monotone SMSes?

I'm glad you have people that can lift your spirits and make you happy, I'm sorry I can't be one.

힘네, 우리.

Sweet Sacrifice

2009-06-20T19:29:00.004+08:00

"Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time."

- Evanescence

After 2 consecutive days of walking around Singapore's pet shops, I can finally rest today...! After the disastrous day 1, I thought Jin and I won't ever be able to hit 10 hours of CIP but we did! Whew - I seriously do not want to do this for another consecutive day...

Just had to get this down - Saw Lee Min Jung unnie at Iluma after first day's CIP! <3
Unfortunately this time I didn't have my camera with me, only my phone's, which obviously took some horrible photos. -sigh-

A nice photo to console myself =)

I was really starstruck when I saw her walking in front of me - she's really radiant and her eyes were really pretty, just like what you see on photos/TV. She looks a tad bit shy, I think? Or perhaps she was tired - I wonder what she had been doing during the 4-days stay here in S'pore?

Tried to find her van but we got the wrong one! Argh! Felt so stupid when we found the right one...after she was gone. Shiat. =(

Stand By U

2009-06-15T22:02:00.006+08:00

"忘れないは言って嘘で　本当は忘れたくないだけ"

- 東方神起

Omg how long has it been since my last post? I'm really fantastic at procrastination - it just natural happens no matter how I try to physically stop it. Maybe there's someone else living in my head. I mean, one week into the holidays and no new posts?! Sheesh, I'm sorry, blog!

Anyway, I'll just skip over the old news and blog about the recent stuff...

...Recent stuff like, I just got my Digital SLR camera! <333

It's a great improvement from the school-provided ones, although the lens that came in the kit isn't as good. Oh well, I'm still a noob at this photography thing, but I'll practise more.

The camera's great at most parts (there's even this cool sensor thing that will turn off the live view if you're looking through the viewfinder) but the most annoying thing for me is that you can't tell if the photo will look exactly like what's displayed in the live view, unlike the school-provided cameras. Once you're experienced with photo-taking at various lighting conditions, you can guesstimate what kind of photo you'll get with what kind of settings, but for newbies, er...wut?!

So I brought my camera out on a field trip on Monday, when I went out with PCJ. Like always, we hit Novena's Square2 to get our copy of Kozine, which, the process, was really a) embarrassing and b) hard.

Hang Sang Restaurant seems to be the No.1 spot for fans to get the magazine, because we couldn't see even one copy of the very much sought-after magazine on its usual counter!

If it were last July(?), the counter will have a huge stack of Kozine but the situation now? People kope and I dunno, maybe sell it online shamelessly at horrible jacked up prices like the Boys Over Flowers issue (see here). I know about extreme fans, but if you're not, don't be dumb - just read it online at Kozine's website, doh!

Anyway, we finally got the latest issue with Ji Hyun unnie on the cover at that restaurant where we tried to get the Choi Shi Won issue last time to no avail due to this obsessive waitress. Well, she's gone so we got the mag this time!

But there was only one copy, so we went to Hang Sang again and went through it's magazine rack .and found another! Man, Kozine's getting more and more popular...or is it our bad timing? Anyway, to get Kozine these days, you have to be smart. -bricked-

Next stop was...Ya Zhou Cafe!

Food!

DSLRs...It's really amazing. Even if you were to compose the photo the same way and take it with a digital camera, it won't look as nice. PCJ agrees and I wonder why? Me thinks it's the Depth of Field thingy.

Moving on, went up to the Toys 'R' Us as per normal, but things have changed.

Like, the balls which we play soccer/volleyball with were locked up in sad cages and the globe we used to play really lame guessing games with was changed to another brand which couldn't spin as well, lol. Not fun this time - we'll have to find another place to be lame.

And...just yesterday was my brother's enlistment day.

Went to the camp and had a guided tour. They have really good facilities and one thing I'm really envious of is the wind! My god! The wind just never stops blowing. Pulau Tekong 就是 Pulau Tekong - I want an island like Micky do, too!

All right, updates done.

I've gotta advertise some stuff.

Like, my new OTP.

Dong Bang a Day - 2U Couple!

Micky, your hair's fine here, but gosh what's with the caveman hairstyle again now?! Please don't make me refrain from getting the concert DVD because your hair sucked!

And this BoA song which I've never ever heard of 'til yesterday:

It is so darn good - why haven't I heard of this earlier?!
The style of the song is very different from BoA's usual, reminds me of "9095". As you can tell from the MV, it's very arthouse film suitable. If you dare, switch on the air-con and listen to it in the dark - it's extremely good.

인사

2009-05-31T11:43:00.000+08:00

Best. Song. Ever. x1000000000000000000000000000000

Don't Say Goodbye

2009-05-24T13:22:00.012+08:00

Annyong blog! =D
Holy shit, weeks since a proper post...!

And a proper post should always start with some DongBang-ing:

눈이와 눈이와! So cute! <3

Look at Ho getting harassed by the maknae!

Something slightly(!) related to DBSK - Yunho's ideal girl, Jeon Ji Hyun (unnie) came to Singapore to promote her latest movie, "Blood: The Last Vampire". Duh, of course I went to see her with PCJ! (By skipping both our lessons, may I add =.=)

Lucky peeps chosen to take a photo with her!

Thinking her dress looks plain? It has a sexy bare-back though!

We weren't as starstruck as when we saw Hye Gyo unnie or the S'pore Table Tennis team though - so weird!
Ji Hyun unnie looked really beat and according to PCJ, her legs were uber skinny. ;__; Thanks to the movie she's got extra muscles but less meat - does it make sense?

Unfortunately, we were right in front of the stage and the RazorTV peeps came to interview us! =O Oh the horror! Thank goodness they cut me (since I was babbling), but PCJ told me the "Ya" I said during her interview was very audible! =.=

Fish it. I shall go hide in a corner.

For school, I've just finished making a plushie/soft toy! Holy mama, I feel so proud OK! I didn't do all the sewing by myself but hey, I'm lovin' it!

And then there's the personal brickboy:

Half-hearted work, I know. X

OMFG.

2009-05-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

Is my luck 轉-ing or something?
I can't believe it and I'm bout to burst with excitement -

My Dad actually told me to go shopping. For clothes!
OMFG!

AM I DREAMING?!

Zipia, here I come!!! =3

(I seriously, seriously, seriously shouldn't be here - I should be chionging my plushie but...)

明日は来るから

2009-05-01T00:20:00.002+08:00

"君だけに伝えたいよ
かならず明日は来るから"

- 東方神起

YAY! It's Labour day tomorrow! I'm so freaking happy!
-pops confetti- LOL.

School is fun but the projects are (OK, yes they are fun) very, very time-consuming, especially for a (lazy but still) perfectionist like me. I redid the colour charts (Chromaticness solely) 3 times! But then I got lazy so the rest are done at the first try. =P

Didn't go to school today because I was chionging my Brickboy for the whole night (REALLY! Until almost 6AM!) and (over)slept from 6 to 7.40+-, which is too late for me to take a train and expect to reach on time.

So, being the slacker that I am, I just went, "Argh heck, I'm not even done with my Brickboy, must as well finish it then go school since I'll be marked as absent for this lesson anyway." I was gonna finish everything and then pass it up to the teacher but then Pei Qi called and told me to get an MC if not my Brickboy will get a zero! WTF! ZERO! Zero after I spent my sleeping time to finish it?! Hell no!

Wanted to get back to school for Basic Drawing Class, but being the suay kia that I am, I reached the registration counter just on time to be one of the first few patients for the afternoon session. I reached at 11.30AM and had to wait 'til 1.30PM before I can see the doctor! My class starts at 2PM so what's the point of going back to school anymore? So I got a super long weekend! Wheets! Haha!

I've got the whole day off, you would've expected me to have already finished my Brickboy but lemme prove to you I'm a procrastinator:

I'm not done yet!
OMG...I better start kickying this habit because I'm going to get into deeper shit next time.

I know I should rejoice getting an extra rest day (which I used mostly on sleeping and DongBanging - my two favourite activities), I learnt my lesson "the hard way".

NEVER DO LAST MINUTE WORK FOR A DESIGN COURSE!
SURE. DIE! SURE!

Gauranteed! Either you die of being too tired and then getting into a car accident (CHOY!) or you fail your project. Either way, the result isn't positive at all.

I better use my weekend wisely!
And hope Yunho and his gang won't sidetrack me. <___<
Evil people. Soooo evil.

Pictures of my Brickboy hopefully on Saturday when I'm done with it's hat!

불운한이야기 1

2009-04-26T01:09:00.007+08:00

OMFG.
The freaking suay bug is back in action, with all its possible power to bring me down! And it almost got me! <_<

Was trying to organise my folders when something went terribly wrong. It's hard to explain but I'll try to.

I moved my Videos folder to the D:\ drive (because the lappie, Waterfox Junior, was lagging and I thought it must be due to the low disk space). After that I changed the target destination of the Videos shortcut to the new place. Then I got all confused and accidentally deleted my whole videos collection - for good!! ;______;

@$@#%(&$#^&(^%#%&$ FRUCK!!!!Targeting my preciouuuusss laptop?! You are freaking kidding me!

I really couldn't believe it and told myself "THIS IS A NIGHTMARE! IT'S NOT TRUE!" but of course it's true!
Goddamnit.
I had a sudden and desperate desire to smash the laptop, throw it on the floor and repeatedly whack it on the floor but I resisted. Which is a great thing, partly because of the obvious and two, I can undelete it! YES YOU CAN!

Here's some tech-knowledge for the computer noobs:
You can retrieve files you've deleted, even those cleared from the Recycle Bin!!!! Just don't do anything and get yourself a data recovery program from the Net right away, but save it somewhere else other than on the deleted file(s)' drive.

I'm waiting for Pandora and Recuva to save my very precious collection right now. Will take ages, so Imma go and sleep my late-night burst of unluckiness away...

Oh !@$#!
I better be able to get my videos back if not I'll be very, very vulgar and in an uberly bad mood for the whole month or until I get "The Secret Code". Maybe longer.

Anyway, to add to my misfortune, it seems like my Dad doesn't think I should get a DSLR! OH NOES!
And my sponsor ('rents) for my new backpack is gone too! I either use those we have at home, or pay for the backpack myself! Of course I'm choosing the latter! So now I owe my mum...$180!

I thought me not getting a job was because I was planned to spend my time on my interests, but I'm having second thoughts - maybe I was just unlucky all the while.
Yea, the unluckiness wasn't gone, it's just that I didn't realise it!

God, I'm so fucking annoyed! Vista, you suck!
Confusing, confusing, confusing! >(

TAXI

2009-04-25T13:27:00.009+08:00

"君の声も　その細い肩も
その瞳も　僕のものじゃない
どんなに　傍にいても…
君の未来　壊さない限り
この思いを　叶えることはできないよ
ひとときの夢　痛いほど好きなのに
夜が終われってく…"

- 東方神起

Great lyrics. ♥

WARNING! Long post ahead! =]

Let's start with the statistics:

Total days in school - 10 ( 5 each for orientation and proper schooling)
Average time when i get home - 6PM
Amount spent on school stuff 'til now - $244
Amount going to spend on camera - $400 - 500? (Maybe i should ask Cynthia about which cam to get...)

I feel guilty getting money from my 'rents to pay for all the stuff our school and our Art Fiend gang up on us to purchse. I mean, WTF! C'mon, who doesn't have A4 printing paper?! The A3 one is, well I dunno if it's gonna be used, but I'll shut up purely because I don't have it, but the A4 printing paper?! COME ON! Stop cheating our money! You ****er!

I bet we have more to spend (at least $100 for just our VAS class I think...) and I still haven't get a backpack yet...! =( My right shoulder is complaining. And my left is counting the days till it gets strained too. Anyway, I've got my eyes set on this backpack from Zipia:

$60! ='(

I'm bent on getting it so there's no running. I'm gonna pay some myself and get the rest from my 'rents. I'm sorry, but I'm using this for 3 years so please bear with it!
Was thinking of getting those common Eastpak(?), Dickies or Yakpak but...it's around the same price and what's more, they're so darn common, so I ditched that idea. Whee! =)

Anyway, enough about my backpack crisis.
I'm gonna do a class-by-class review because I have loads to say!

Foundation Design Studio
First lesson, we did a Brickboy (but I always call it paper robot and Pei calls it the roBUTT LOL). Second lesson, we had to make a famous character/person into a Brickboy.

It's been one of the less stressful classes, me thinks. Just do this simple robot and then make a 2:1 version of it with your favourite singer/etc on it and BINGO!!
I can imagine me being pissed at the final product, but happily doing it. Why? Because I'm making Micky! NO NOT MICKY MOUSE! MICKY! YOOCHUN DA! (I'm not doing Yunho because his hair is hard to make realistic with a Brickboy.)
I can't wait to get started on it actually, and it's so OOC because I hate homework.

For FDS, I have a Korean tutor, Jae. Lesson 2 I had a convo with her and it was really fun talking to someone that loves the same thing that I do. She listens to DBSK too and, I thought she would be the type of fans that just listen to DBSK but, she watches those variety shows they're on too! So kewl! <3
She's like, really pro. She can talk to everybody about everything, from Naruto to Korean variety. -applauds her-

After Peng Peng in Sec school, I have a new crush on a teacher - Ms Jae Eun! HAHA!

Graphic Communication
First class was Photography!
HOLY MA! It was really, really a great lesson. Learnt a lot and I was listening attentively like I never before.
I took some really weird photos, like a broom and trash, a broom on a wooden platform, a crane with the sky as backdrop and a bright pink flower with black background (tyco one). I have the idea, but it's not coming out as I want to. I've got lots to improve on. =)

I can't want to get my own DSLR next month!!!! <3
I'm planning to make my blog into half a photography blog. It'll be cool, and I can save on words - a picture speaks a thousand words, deshou?

Visual Arts Studio
Money-sucking. We paid more than $30 on Acrylic paint just in the first week. 囧
and the lecturer is kinda weird leh. I dunno. Up til now we've only been doing colour charts, which is bloody annoying because we only get primary colours (RGB) and black/white, but we have a make a circle of colours and each colour msut be distinguishable from the other.

I've redone the chromaticness one once, and I think Imma do it another time because the paint job sucks.

The teacher wants us to use this image as a guide, but you know what?! It's not gonna work! Because the "red" we got is like pink! No wonder my wheel is like...nicer, though less distinct.
Gonna work on white/blackness later. good luck to me. My poor printer's been busy these few days...and there's brickboy 2:1 to print...!

Oral Communication and ONOW
One teaches presentation skills, the other is just CIP. Self-explanatory.

History and Theory of Ideas
OMG......!
=_______________________=
The Philosophy class. Cheem until...! Sian until...! Woah.
Thought-provoking I guess. We have to do pair-work and do a presentation on our selected cheem topic. I wish the day will never come for us to show our shallow we are.

Basic Drawing Class
Demoralising! Couldn't draw to save my life. Spent a lot of time koping Jin's eraser! HAHA! I'm sorry, but I really can't draw, OK!

Poly rocks! <3
I really love it here. Smaller classes and more interest-related. Everyone's high on crack or something and it's easy to have fun. The lecturers don't treat us like little kids, we can listen to music in class while we work as long as we don't while they talk. We can actually scold "FUCK!" out loud and they won't go "I'm holding you back for detention."
It's freedom!

It's so sad knowing my current class is temporary and we're seperating after this semester. As much as I'm not feeling for some of the CF classes, I wish it'll be longer. =(

I love it here. =]

I'm feeling a little emo after reading some blogs. I get emo so easily - do I have depression or something, huh!

I understand how Pei feels about the SMS-ing everday thing. It's a small thing but I care! I hate it if my SMSes are ignored so don't you do it! Maybe you didn't see it or freaking SingTel ate it. Screw them.

You can't tell if someone's replying, annoyed or if his/her emotions are muted by SMSing. I try to sound high by putting exclamation marks or going LOL/HAHAHA, just so the message doesn't sound cold. If my message sounds cold/pissed, I probably am. Am I making sense?

Took the bus yesterday and didn't do much sight-seeing because I fell asleep...! x___x

Went the the bus-stop at SP's side and thought I would be taking it the wrong way if I took 74 from there, but I went to the other side and realise I can only take 166 from there, which would take a superbly long time! So I had to walk back again. =.=
Biang eh!

I shall take the bus on every Friday! But I bet I'll fall asleep again.

NORAEBANG!!!!!

2009-04-11T15:16:00.007+08:00

Annyong blog!

Guess where I am, because it's a rather random place - the library.
It's Saturday and man, is there plenty of people, almost couldn't find a socket for my lappie's adaptor.

I'm here with my 女兒 at the AMK library and I'm not borrowing anything except leeching power supply like many others. The library's so damn crowded that I'm not even using my laptop on top of a table and in a comfortable chair! Instead I'm sitting like L and people are staring at me like I'm an alien when they walk past...

OK, 女兒 just came back from looking for English books - let's take a photo...!
'Kay we took it but I'm not posting it up. Heh!

Anyway, finally went to the noraebang yesterday! =))))
The time in the noraebang was fun, but what's seriously hilarious was what happened before we managed to get into it.

So we decided to go to this never-before-heard-of noraebang called Cash Studio because it's like the only noraebangs with Japanese karaoke system. I only knew there's 2 branches of CS and since we both wanted to go to a ulu one so we won't get chased out of the room even when our time was up, we went to the one at Apollo Center.

"WTF is Apollo Center?!" I dunno. Really.
Because one of the suayest thing on earth that happened was: it was torn down and was getting rebuilt!

We really couldn't believe our eyes at all. Of all things to happen (closed down, not opened on a public holiday...), the whole building was actually torn down?! Omg, wtheck! We totally felt like someone just slapped us in the face.

Thank goodness I knew there was another one in Orchard, even though I didn't know the name of the building. We took a bus down from Clarke Quay, checked the locality map outside of Shaw House and I knew which building it was once I saw the name, Ming Arcade.

As if we weren't suay enough, when we took the lift down to basement 3, the lift's door opened bu the entrance to the noraebang was blocked! By some rusty, metal and black door? Like some sort of horror movie. Really scary, what's more the whole building was really deserted - we didn't really dare to walk around the upper storeys of the building.

女兒插播：
Since we couldn't get in through the lift way, we decided to try the elevator. But when we got in the freaking building, it was totally freaky!
Trust me.
Not a single shop was open, and lights were off. Except a few(which were flickering by the way). And there was this extremely eerie sound which I can't even describe. It was like the perfect place and situation for crimes or paranormal incidents to happen. We were practically helpless, and given the
not-so-usual environment, we kind of felt like getting the hell out.

Just then we heard footsteps approaching...

Thank god it was a MAN. Not something else.

We were the first customers of the day but when we finally managed to get into the place, the receptionist told us all the rooms with the ClubDAM machines were fully booked! ;________;

But maybe the god of luck pitied us or something, the nice lady told us "We can give you the room with the KOREAN karaoke machine instead though! ^^" (Yes, she really gave us that kind of expression, or am I just too happy to get in?) She mentioned that even though it's a Korean kara-system, there's at least a few hundred(?) Japanese song!

You know all good deals under the sky have Terms and Conditions - just like the pity that we got. We got lucky and had the Korean k-room, but the price was we had to spend almost half an hour (1 and 1/2 in 女兒's opinion) to figure out how to use the damn system. The songbooks was (女兒: damn heavy la, WTH!) really hard to use since the songs were categorised by the first Korean and Japanese syllable. But we overcame that ever since we realised the system had a search engine! Whoots!

Obviously, the first person we searched for was Dong Bang, who had limited songs too, up till the "O Jung Ban Hap" album. No "Mirotic" even though the counter person said it was a new machine. Obviously not new enough!

First song I sang was Micky's "Foxrain"...and I totally butchered it! ;___; Damn sore throat.

Believe it or not but it's like the first time I actually heard BaBii sing.
Seriously, i mean. Not just some random humming which she usually does anyway.
And I was rather taken aback because her voice totally changed and I (Me: I blame the sore throat!!!!!!!!) was so doubtful about this person in front of me singing was actually Bobby the Great.
Too bad, cause I looked up from the huge stack of songbooks and there was no
one else but BaBii holding the mikeeeeeee.
Oh, did we mention there was 2 machines in the room? We could switch to either one whenever we liked. The first song I tried to sing was "Make A Secret" by BoA but it was pretty much a failure cause I figured that one was too much for a starter. (ME: Now that I think about it maybe "Foxrain" was too high-pitched to start with, with a sore throat to boot)
To BaBii: Hey, stop being a copycat!
Me: Bleh! Faster type more!!
JL to Babii: How much are you paying me for one word??
Me: Erm, one hour of friendship?! HAHA! VERY EXPENSIVE ONE OKAY!
JL: Can you make that 3 hours?
Cause this way we would have friendship that I can't even see the ending of it.
Me: OK, as long as it's not $3.
JL: Great. Make it 3 days then. -beams-
WL: Like that 干脆 forever! Settled!
JL: DEAL.
We then sang countless songs of Dong Bang, BoA, and Bobby also sang Utada's, Koda Kumi's and so on. For me I sang "Reason" which we found it painstakingly. I practically went crazy when clever BaBii found that song for me! When the song finally came after like 873256348574694songs and I was singing happily until the pre-chorus ONLY, "DEAR" BaBii unknowingly sat on the remote button which says nothing else but "CANCEL".
Stop gloating over my misfortune. (WL: -continues laughing at the fact that her 女兒 cancelled one of her own songs with her butt too-)
JL: Aye! You could've kept that to yourself! =^^"'=

Hahaha!

Anyway, I think we weren't high mostof the time, because whenever we get high enough, someone would come in and tell us "2 more songs!". MEH! So ruthless! Haha!

We tried singing both Japanese and Korean songs of Dong Bang but my 女兒 that 老鼠屎 kept getting the lyrics wrong, HAHAHA! The Korean songs...well, ok, we were both the mouse shit.

女兒:
I didn't shit everything up can! I did several songs pretty well! (Those non-DB ones) Cause how many times do I have to tell you it's been light years since I listened to DB song which is in "O"Jung.Ban.Hap and earlier albums!(Which are practically the songs the karaoke machine has)
I felt my best songs sung were 오늘 그대본다면(If You Were Here), Reason, Winter Love(which Bobby sincerely applaused during the 間奏, and I was so damn happy cause I definitely didn't expect any). OMG, it's seriously such a great sense of satisfaction when someone really thinks your singing is great (^^) and applause is really an encouragement (:

My 女兒 - While singing a BoA song, I think...?

Hahaha! My 女兒 leh! :D

I had a lot of fun that's for sure. "Rising Sun" is our get-high song. We really screamed like what Yunho did. Man, we should have recorded it! =(

The post is really long, but it does no justice to how much fun we had (minus the initial disappointment and frustration, i.e.)

I want to go again! =))))

JL: ME TOO!

니가 좋은 이유

2009-04-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

"다정한 미소, 섹시한 눈빛,
엉뚱한 얘기 날씨 바뀌듯 때론 짐작도 할 수 없어 yeah-"

- Super Junior

Going to noraebang tomorrow with my 女兒! =)=)=)
I've been waiting for this day for so damn long! ^^ Finally, we're going. Finally, but...

Why, why am I having a sore throat now?!
왜요! 왜!

And to add to the misfortune, DEAR2 has an ulcer plus she's feeling unwell since afternoon. What's wrong with the air in Funan Mall? It's getting us all sick! Sheesh.

School's starting soon in just 4 days! =(
A few months ago I was still getting all esctatic about the long vacation and now it's already ending. If I close my eyes and open them again, will I be graduating from Poly already? Whether it's a good thing I didn't find a (stable) part-time job or not, time will tell I guess.

I'm a little scared, but I hope I'll manage.
This time I'm all alone and ~~it'll be~~ I'll make it a good thing.

I should change the blogskin soon - it's so white. =/
Maybe I should do an emoshit black one. Yes, great idea. I hate the light. Bring me to the dark side.

Anyway.
It'll be OK! And "Get well soon!" Don't be so sad anymore - there must be a way! 힘네!

Cheer up! =)

나쁜 마음을 먹게해 / Fight the bad feeling.

Customer Service (Skit)

2009-04-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

"Map the soul dot com so crazy! I want my t-shirt!"

- Cantonese man in the skit

Gauranteed to make your day.

Epik High with the Epik skit! I've repeated these many times.
I love this Cantonese guy character - he's so damn random and his Cantonese accent is so exaggerated!
I wonder who came up with the idea and who's the scriptwriter...I'm bettting it all on Tablo! He's one crazy guy with wacky ideas.

I feel like getting this book-album.
The book sounds interesting.

Since I'm on it already, must as well post some songs of theirs I love:

Paris (feat. Jisun)

It's obvious why I like this song. Besides that, I think the lyrics are very similiar to "One" (Epik High's! Not DBSK's!), which is another song I like to put on repeat (both bands', actually).

1 Minute 1 Second (feat. Taroo)

Love the whole replaying feel. I'm amazed at the CGs in most of the MVs - they are so stunning. *___*

Fly (feat....누구?)

I love this song but...what's with the MV? Sorry if it seems immature, but I actually find it funny. What's with the anchormen rapping? What's more to such hopeful(?) lyrics! Ironic - is that their idea for this MV?

가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐

2009-04-01T19:34:00.004+08:00

"아픈 상처만 될 사랑일텐데
왜 난 지우지도 못하는지"

- A & T

Yo my blog, I'm back again!

"Boys Over Flowers" ended yesterday! Ohma. I just marathoned the last two episodes in the afternoon and I think they are really worthy to be the closing. -applause for the scriptwriter-

There's always some overused and cheesy coincidences which really makes me roll my eyes, but I'll forget it because of the other great scenes.

I guess it can't be helped I do feel something for the JoonDi couple since the last two eps are so JoonDi-centric. Still, I really wished that Jan Di would choose Jihoo, but bleh. No matter how much the broadcast station wanted to "present a different ending", HooDi is way too much I guess. Which SUCKS! Argh! I still don't get how JoonDi is possible - maybe Jan Di is a sadist?

Whatever. At least my beloved SoEulmates got their happy ending!!!! ♥

The OST isn't bad too. There's two that I really like but they're not the main theme. SS501's "Because I'm Stupid" is good, though.

"What Should I do?" - Jisun

I <3 Jisun, Queen of drama OST. It's actually a JoonDi theme song (well, the whole freaking OST is), but in my heart it's SoEul theme song. Haha!
(Man, I'm obsessed. <___<)

"가슴이 어떻게 됐나봐" A & T

It just got stuck in my head today. It's good. I'll love to sing this at the noraebang, but it seems a bit low at the start.

I'm kinda addicted to DJ MAX Portable now.

I'm playing the Clazziquai Edition (the reason I was interested in the game) and I've read comments on gameplay videos on Youtube saying this edition's for noobs, but W.T.F! You kidding me?! The keys drop like...Iono, freaking crazy/lunatic/insane, only-by-button-mashing-possible speed and you call it for noobs?!

Woah, I guess I'm a super noob. x__x

I'm on a video roll!

URGH! I LOVE SOEULmates! They truly are the OTP. The OTP of all OTP. The OTP of all OTP of all OTP.
Ahem. Boom is freaking hilarious with his "Nugyu?!" Nice ad - can't wait for the next part.

Lionheart

2009-03-29T23:55:00.005+08:00

"失ったものは　みんなみんな埋めてあげる
この僕に愛を　教えてくれたぬくもり
変わらない朝は　小さなその胸
Ａｎｇｅｌ　Ｈｅａｒｔ"

- ＳＭＡＰ／東方神起

So caught up with the whole "The Secret Code" release that I forgot to talk about "Lionheart".

Sorry to say, but our boys sang better.

I love this performance so much I even subbed the whole show from Chinese!
[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3]

Anyway.
Hear it on a rainy day - it's really warm. In Junsu's words, "胸がいっぱい". Couldn't stop putting it on repeat after I got the audio file! HAHA!
I'm sure they got themselves a lot more Japanese fans with this song. It's a rather famous song worldwide, I think. I remember loving this song when I heard it as the ending theme for a J-drama which I can't remember is what! I have a feeling it's the addictive food-glomping show Kusanagi Tsuyoshi was in.

OMG I just researched and YES I AM RIGHT! The show is called "Food Fight"! It's the one Kusanagi Tsuyoshi was in! Man, I should rewatch that show someday.

OK, 1:19AM. Time to sleep....! (After I transfer songs to my phone that is!)

CHECKMATE

2009-03-27T22:41:00.005+08:00

"Oh! 이제 Never stop 다가와 My Sexy Lady

Oh! 이제 Never stop ooh 맘에 들지 Come on Baby

Oh! 이제 Never stop 지금 이순간 You're my Baby

Oh! 이제 Never stop You know to party Tonight"

- Yunho from 東方神起

I'll be direct for once -

I have this burning desire to go to a noraebang ♪♫.

Is anybody free? Or do I have to be like 小豬 and visit K-Box on my own? (I'm not against the idea at all, since I can sing how I want to without a care, but there's the ghost thing....um yea.)

How I wish I could go to a noraebang and just sing like a freaking lunatic, no matter how ear-drums-popping and off-key I may be. Singing flawlessly is good, but over that I'll like to have the feeling of having a blast at the noraebang, doing retarded things.

노래방짱이야!

I think I'm kinda on crack right now?

I just sort-of made a guy friend of mine into a DBSK fan!

Thank goodness he's open-minded and didn't go, "Sheesh, boybands? Grow up!" Actually, he was the one who actually brought up the topic about DBSK. How rare is that!

I should banish the stereotyping of "guys don't like boybands at all" to the end of the universe. That is total bullshit.

In other news...

My dad has given me the perfect oppurtunity to earn some money to further my Dong Bang collection! Well, we have a huge box of original (and probably untouched/never opened) DVDs at home from his old workplace and he told me to sell 'em all online.

Best thing of all? I get all the money I'm paid.

OMG. Seriously.

I bet even if I sold them all to CashConverters at $1 I'll still earn at least $100.

I know it's no easy task to sell them all but (this is from a dictionary because my Chinese-English translation is fail) a penny saved is a penny earned.

DONG BANG STUFF, HERE I COME! <3

2009-03-27T00:08:00.005+08:00

ANNYONG BLOG!

ユンホ－くん、

同窓会は　いいですね？

私と彼二人だけけど、私も楽しめるった。

다시한번 가고싶어!

Just before I sleep, I must tell you how much Jeajoong's "9095" rocks. It's is insane, insane, insane - I love it.

If ever there's a "Which Japanese song of THSK do you want MV-ed the most?" poll, I swear I'll vote for 9095 like there's no tomorrow. It's the weirdest song ever at first-hear, but it's so damn mysterious it's nice. You have to know what it means to "feel" the song.

I find Changmin's ghostly whispers in the chorus very spooky but a flawless fit with the song. I mean, who can sing this song, really? It's almost un-singable, except for the non-Changmin parts.

The lyrics are very well-written, too. At first I thought it was written by Jae, unfortunately it's by this really pro person called H.U.B. (He/She wrote lyrics for almost all songs in "The Secret Code".)

I was so proud of Jae's Japanese at first - the lyrics were so deep.

There's some songs that can sound even better if you know the meaning, and I think "9095" is definitely one. There's things like revolving door, tarantula and a floating/suspended eye and my favourite line (it's weird, I don't understand why too) "Wait on the rocking chair made of elmwood and don't open your eyes 'til I count to seven"...

If it doesn't sound spooky and enigmatic enough, find out what it means and it's even better.

Even if Jae isn't the lyricist, this song is still a CLASSIC - not only with a capital C, but in caps.

Perfect lyrics + perfect melody = "song that outlives sermons in the memory". You've done it, Jaejoong. You've done what you inked on your body. (OMG I sound like an escaped loony.)

I'm really curious - how will the professionals classify this song? It definitely isn't pop, dance and all that jazz (no pun intended).

EDIT: Man, all these words don't prove how much I love it. Let me express it, Pangi-style.

9095 FREAKING ROCKS!!!!

鼎力支持 My OTP －SoEulmates!

2009-03-18T22:10:00.017+08:00

OTP (ō-tē-pē)
n. One True Pair(ing). Used to refer to a couple in any fictional drama/story/etc that the user supports: So Yi Jung and Chu Ga Eul are the OTP in "Boys Over Flowers"!

Am I bored or what? Haha! I'm on a "Boys Over Flowers" high and I'm free (like always...), so here I am to give my twoo cents about and profess my love for the loveliest on-screen couple!
(Man, too bad they're both supporting actors.)

SoEulmates ♥

about;
SoEulmates, the One True Pair made up of So Yi Jung (Kim Bum) and Chu Ga Eul (Kim So Eun), my favourite characters from "Boys Over Flowers". So Yi Jung is part of F4 and is a potter, while Chu Ga Eul is just an ordinary high school student(?) that works part-time at a porridge shop. Through her best friend, Geum Jan Di's acquintance with F4, she got to know So Yi Jung and through some uncanny twist of fate, Ga Eul falls in love with him. Will Yi Jung, too?

Reset

2009-03-14T00:52:00.003+08:00

"Press the reset"

- Super Junior

Why are so many songs in SuJu's new album full of repetitive lyrics? Repeated consecutively from 2 to 4 times, it's as if the lyricists are real bad at vocab.
But it's just the new fad, deshou?

Well at least I least a new word(s?) from all the repeating (which unfortunately were mostly in English!) - "눈이 부셔". It's already etched in my mind by the annoying "Gee(z shut up already)", but I didn't bother to know what it means till I heard the same thing in "Sorry, Sorry".

Speaking of which, it's addictive but...

Good thing I wasn't eating when I saw Heechul coming out!

That's not my point. Moving on...!

Got my laptop already!
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The screen is smaller and weirder than expected but it still looks quite sleek and cute. There's this well-thought-out media playback bar next to the keyboard which is really useful for multitasking freaks like me.

The laptop runs on Vista OS which I didn't like at first since it was really different from XP. I absolutely hated the huge spacing between each desktop icon - it's fugly and a real waste of space - and for some reason, I can never place my recycle bin at the bottom-right-most corner. Never! Unless I had something on the second last row! WHY?!

I would have continued disliking Vista, but after I got the theme changed, I guess I'm just too excited to care more. One thing I like best is freedom to customize.

I should talk more about my enrolment, but I'm really tired.
Just one thing though: Heat + fatigue makes me very, very, very annoyed.

I guess I really suck at crowded places like the IT Show. Went there after my enrolment and, even though it was the first day (AND during office hours), there was still a large crowd. Can't imagine how packed it'll be on Sunday, which just had to be the last day too.

Oh well, at least I got a portable HDD!!
NO MORE DELETING OF DONG BANG VIDEOS! <3

안녕 Computer! =3

2009-03-11T22:54:00.003+08:00

Annyong, my crappy desktop that doesn't even have 100GB of space.
Annyong, my desktop computer that is always having a lagfest.
Annyong, my computer that's been with me since I became a Dong Bang fan!

Tomorrow you'll be free from all the videos and files that's making you so full.

안녕.

Beautiful Thing

2009-03-04T23:26:00.005+08:00

"삶은 모든걸 알아가기에는

너무 짧은 여행인걸"

- 준수

Another day at home!

So interesting. <__<

Since I watched "Suspect X" with Chye Ja on Wednesday, I've been marathon-ing "Galileo" and I finally finished watching the whole series today! ^^ (Maybe, just maybe, my procrastinating skills had finally deteriorated!)

We might have all loved "Kindaichi" when we first saw it (whether it was because of Doumoto Tsuyoshi or not) but the normal kind of whodunnit dramas are getting old.

I suck at Physics and Chemistry (as can be told from my O Levels grades) but if you ask me why I love "Galileo", it's because of the Science. Most of the time I have no freaking idea what Yukawa-sensei is saying but I'm fascinated by the results of his experiments.

Oh and one thing, it seems like the A Maths we learn in secondary school isn't that useless afterall (if we're all gonna be Physicists).

Two good-looking people in a show - ★★★★★!

I thought the theme song is nice, so I went to do some "research" and guess what I found?

Well, for one I already guessed that the singer is Shibasaki Kou, the female lead herself. But what's "truly amusing" is that Fukuyama Masaharu composed and wrote "KISSして" himself!

Nice - I like!
Weird guy dancing sluttily - don't like.

Wish the renzoku was longer. 10 episodes is way too short! Even half a season of anime has got 13 (or was it 16? I'm getting out of touch) episodes!
Speaking of anime...I can't believe I still haven't finish watching "Clannad"! ARGH! That was like, 1 year ago?! WTH! <__< I guess my procrastinating skills will never leave me.

Feel like sleeping already! Must be the dramas. OK, time to go and repent about the ~~incredible fortune~~ I splurged yesterday. Oh dear.
I was just supposed to get a pair of jeans after my mandatory pre-Poly medical checkup but it got out of hand.

Note-to-self: DON'T BRING MORE MONEY THAN WHAT'S NEEDED!!

Devil Inside

2009-02-28T00:13:00.002+08:00

"They don't know I burn"

- Utada Hikaru

This may sound really childish, but enough is enough. I've put off blogging about this kind of crap that I've been through for many times because I'd felt it was pointless and complaining about it is just plain immature.

But you know what? Like I always say, "不要把氣留在心里，會內傷". I hope I won't keep venting this kind of pointlessly-caused anger because I don't want to become a complain queen.

What the heck is wrong with singing while I'm using the computer?

Just typing out that line of complain makes me feel like a kid but I insist on venting.

You can rudely "help" me to shut down my computer to stop me from singing anymore but let me tell you this - I am very, very pissed off. In my head I'm swearing in every language I know but I won't turn them into words whether on paper or spoken out.

I can easily avenge myself by stooping to your level and doing something equally immature, like pouring a glass of water onto your precious laptop.

But do you know why I don't?

Because I am the saint, and you are the devil.

Happy Birthday, Jung Ah Unnie! <333

2009-02-24T00:09:00.008+08:00

오늘은 정아언니의 생일이다!
생일축하해!
That's the limit of my Korean so, yea.

Unnie, please get well soon! REAL soon! I can't wait for your album already. I'm sorry I didn't buy your first album, but not to worry - I'll get it together with your second album! Please don't treat your cute little dog as your boyfriend - treat it as the "baby" whom you and your future husband will raise together! So get out now and ~~matchmake with Yunho~~ know more men!

행운을 빕니다 & Please be happy!

P.S. Come to Singapore for another concert, yes? YES!
P.S.S. Don't be almost late for your flight again - your safety will not be guaranteed!

-----------------

Lately I've been doing that more and more often - wishing people, who don't know me, happy birthdays. And it's easier to write a heartfelt birthday note to a woman than a man. OK, I promise to write a really heartfelt birthday note to Yunho next time, professing my undying love for you!

Anyway, it's kinda random but...
I wish all the songs I love has an MV. (Shot by yours truly, duh!)
In my next life I want to be DBSK and if that fails, I want to be a MV director/planner/whoever it is that decides the concept of an MV. The first song I want to shoot is "사랑 안녕 사랑 ", no doubt. I have the storyboard in my brain since who knows when. As for "여우비" - I really have no idea how the story should be like. I mean, Micky explained that the song's about waiting for his love until the rain which has fallen to the ground and become the mud, dries. What am I to do?! Keep shooting the disgusting mud?! I'm taking it too literally, haha! Anyway, I'll think about it before I sleep tonight.

Self-notes:
- Get "O" Concert Part 1 from DBSJ Productions again
- Get "History in Japan Vol. III" Extra Movie 1&2 from GOE;SS again
- Un-hide hidden partition in my future laptop

もし私が戦っているものは自分だ、どうすればいいの？

사랑 안녕 사랑

2009-02-21T14:42:00.005+08:00

One day I'll be there. I will.

Jaejoong's awesome solo!

~~Can't find the original song anywhere since~~ It's first appearance was in 1989!
(Here's the Orginal Band, "Dandellion", singing it live)
I dunno what he's singing, but it feels like a love call to all his fans. He loves singing old songs, doesn't he? "Crying" during 2nd Asia Tour, and now "그것만이 내 세상". Both are amazing, but the latter feels really heartfelt. Actually, when is he not?

And Micky's touching rendition of "Love Bye Love". I ♥ this song.~~I keep saying I love a song and it's starting to sound fake. <__< But it's not! It's just the DongBang Effect.~~

Since the original in Version C of "MIROTIC", I'm already in love with this song, now I'm more in love with the song because of an even ballad-er, Micky solo version. The picture in my head when I hear him sing goes something like: Playing the piano and singing in a field of grass, with a light breeze blowing and a sunshower. (Some kind of reunion for all his songs, from "Foxrain" to "Evergreen"?)It's so serene.

~~I keep saying I love a song and it's starting to sound fake. <__< But it's not! It's just the DongBang Effect.~~
I swear I heard fans apologising halfway through the song. Why? Maybe apologising in place for the person that hurt Micky?

Since the original in Version C of "MIROTIC", I'm already in love with this song, now I'm more in love with the song because of an even ballad-er, Micky solo version. The picture in my head when I hear him sing goes something like: Playing the piano and singing in a field of grass, with a light breeze blowing and a sunshower. (Some kind of reunion for all his songs, from "Foxrain" to "Evergreen"?)It's a beautiful image.

Micky Park Yoochun - You are truly talented.

하루만

2009-02-20T19:28:00.005+08:00

Before anything - Singapore Poly finally sent the registration package to my house.
I've not seen the contents yet actually (my dad did the seeing), but it seems like I'll have to go for a medical checkup pre-enrolment?! 왜??? o__O There's plenty (I mean it, PLENTY) of stuff to fill, too. Man, just gimme the laptop!

It's another day at home for me, but it's an entire different thing in Korea! Argh, wish I were there, once again. It's becoming a habit, this! It's a waste of time and kinda retarded, but I was thinking how and what could happen to make me be there. Private jet, or a sudden phone call telling me I won a trip to Korea for DBSK's concert, etc. In my dreams...!

I really pray, hope, wish, long for, dream about, ache, covet, yearn for, desire, hanker (wtf, this is a synonym of wish??), pine for DBSK to go to Malaysia, "with every fibre of my being" (pardon the extreme cheesiness - it makes me nauseous too). I admit, Singapore totally CMI since Singapore Indoor Stadium can't even fit 10,000 fans, but I'm sure KL's can, right?! DBSK's exclusion of Malaysia in its asia tour better not be because of the recent crackdown on skimpily dressed singers. Can you imagine what will happen if the Gayo Daejun shoulder-baring thing happened in Malaysia?! Well, actually nothing (except bleeding noses and fainting fangirls) might even happen since they're guys.

And withyoonho has some new, pretty goods just for the concert!

The "I♥YH" tee from last time was simple but nice, too. Wonder if JKPoppy's gonna sell these? The hoodie would be a nice addition to my wardrobe. =D

The concert's probably half-done already by now? Argh, once again - WISH. I. WERE. THERE. Instead of at home. Even if I'm rich with free time, I'm not doing anything constructive at all! If I'm at the cncert, at least I'm improving the Korean economy! Tsk tsk. Now I'm just using electricity on blogging about wishing to be at the concert. How constructive.

Whatever. I shall ~~pretend I'm at the concert~~be there in spirit and watch the "O" Asia Tour, for the...3rd time. OMG, f you, I hate the number 3! 싫어!!!!

"Just for one day".

나 항상 그대를

2009-02-19T22:10:00.005+08:00

"오 불같은 나의사랑
피할수 없어"

- 준수!
OMG You rock, dolphin!

Wow, how long since I blogged already?! Yunho's birthday post is accumulating desk and this post shall finally prevent it from choking to death by dust, eww. OMG, talking really weirdly now...!!!

Ahem.
Well, some time...last week? Ngee Ann Poly sent me a letter. It was in an envelope. Printed on a piece of paper with watermark (Dunno why all these rich people like to do this kind of thing). Telling me my appeal to APR failed.

...
......

I should have/be feeling super pissed off and crying like a malfunctioned water fountain, but I didn't. Maybe I didn't want the course as much as I thought, or it's plainly because I did all I could and, since there won't be any regrets, accepted it. I think it's prolly the latter.
Well, whichever, I shall do my best in Creative Media Design, and get into NUS! Sometimes maybe it isn't because I'm unlucky, just that I didn't put my best foot forward. But then, I really stress the word "sometimes", because PLENTY TIMES, I'm just suay. Teehee!

Anyways.
Still unemployed and waiting for poly to start! Actually, I managed to get a job at Gift-A-Name, call me spoiled but really, that kind of retail job isn't my type. I'm not the type to say boldly, "Welcome" and start promoting stuff to your customers. Materialistically, the pay sucks and I have to stand all day.

So that's the last straw. It's not like I didn't try and don't tell me it's not enough.
I've decided to just keep applying for jobs online and hope that someone will contact me, instead of looking for jobs on the newspaper, going to fruitless interviews which end up widening that bottomless hole in my pocket instead of filling it. It's proven - all the times I went job hunting with Pervee, I always spend a lot.

Point is, I'm not gonna be so free and bored forever. Sometimes boredom is a luxury, I realised ~~after working for a day~~. I'm gonna go poly, go uni, go work, go work, go work, take care of family, work, family, work , family... - it's not gonna end, so I'll enjoy the free time I have right now as a 16 year old ~~fan~~girl.
I shall just be a hermit and hide in my little paradise called home, fangirling about DBSK and wishing I was there in Korea for the Mirotic concert tomorrow night instead of here hiding in my little paradise called home, fangirling about DBSK and wishing I was there in Korea for the Mirotic concert tomorrow night.
I might be so freaking broke, but I'm actually quite rich, time-wise.

This is kinda random, but yesterday while I was reading a fanfiction, I realised how easily distracted I am, or should I say, how pro my double-tasking skills are. Even though my eyes were "reading" the fanfic, my mind was thinking about something else and only when I think to myself, "How the heck did this happen in the the fanfic?", I realise I hadn't really been paying attention. Mysterious...Maybe I'm an alien or a psychic! MUAHA!

OMFG, I think too much free time fried my brain.
Before I forget to make my blog livelier and because I am an evil, rabid fangirll:

Even CM gets it. Deserves it for rubbing cake into your hyung's hair!

After my verbal diarrhea, it's time to go! Peace out! =]

Happy Birthday Yunho! =))))

2009-02-06T20:33:00.008+08:00

Before being a pious (DBSK are Gods of the East right!) fangirl, life-dates!

I think this week was rather "busy" for a still-not-schooling person like me. Went to submit my appeal letter on Monday, went out with DEAR2 on that day as well as Wednesday and then going out for an interview on Thursday (didn't succeed as always -rolls eyes-). Decided to just call the number Alicia gave me and end my poverty, boredom (I don't think the job will help since Alicia told me it's really boring) and depression ~~once and for all!~~ for a week.

It's disheartening to keep failing to find a job - and it's not my fault I'm not experienced! <___< Can't blame these employers either - it's common sense to hire one with experience than allow a newcomer to possibly screw up big time. =/ Not getting a job and failing to get into APR by JAE...WTF! When's my luck going to chang

e?! Not trying to sound melodramatic but I feel like my life is turning into a sardonic comedy.

Argh, thinking of it makes me depressed for no reasons. Self-pity isn't going to hep - I think inactivity and not smelling some air other than my home's makes my brain crazy. Moving on!

The number of times I've said/typed this is enough to drive people crazy! But I still have to say it, especially on my blog!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNHO!!!

See you soon! This year, please????

Feels so lacking. Oh well, be safe in Bangkok!

Brick Wall

2009-02-01T22:44:00.003+08:00

Retro (kinda)! Probably "Survivor" in the future? Or the other A-side?

I'm so busy these few days being pissed, getting high, getting pissed again and then getting self-high all over again that I have no time to blog. Or should I say I couldn't use the computer because my Dad was hogging it? Well, I look at Yunho and I feel better already. Even YR老婆 told me that too?! LOL.

yanrong says:
*ohhh
*look at yunho and cheer up!

Anyway. I'm OK! More when I'm not so busy.

Eternal

2009-01-26T20:14:00.006+08:00

"いつまでも守りたいよ　僕の腕の中で

白い吐息　重ね合わせながら

溢れだすこの想いを　いま君に注いで

柔らかな時間(とき)を　心震わせて感じた"

－东方神起

Although it's extremely obvious what day it is today...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Here's my greeting in a festive shade! Haha!

And not so obviously,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG!

In your favourite shade, happy? Birthday right on the first day of the Lunar Year, I hope it means prosperity and great success! Today's Peiqi's birthday also, so:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEIQI!!
In your favourite colour (should be ba? Since you keep saying it!) too!

After not touching my computer for almost one whole day, I'm finally back home! Whoots! First mission is to get my hands on "Hey! Hey! Hey!", second mission is to settle Jung Ah's front page!

Checked my mailbox and my mail to Kelvin's not replied yet - I take it as good news! Haha! I mean, there's a saying that goes, "no news is equivalent to good news". Direct chinese translation.

In celebration of Jae's B-day and to end this post:

I should have more to crap, but unfortunately, Chinese New Year, for me, isn't so exciting. One good thing, though, is that my luck is going to get better!

I believe! 信じてるよ！믿어요！我相信！

EDIT:Japanese just love it when people act cute, huh! After "PINKY" now this!

Yunjae manseh!

CALL ME!!!!!

2009-01-23T13:00:00.010+08:00

CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME~~ ~~CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME~~ ~~CALL ME CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME ~~CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME~~ CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME CALL ME

Ahem.
(This is in no way intended to be related to Taegoon's "Call Me".)

Another day at home, doing things to amuse myself.

Playing the piano with both hands is hard, but I'll succeed in playing the whole of "Love in the Ice" by the end of the year! Yea, go me! I must set a deadline for every goal if not it'll never be reached considering what a procrastinator/short-attention-span kinda person I am.

On days like this when I'm bored and have no DongBang-ing to do (or in the past, no anime to watch!), I would just randomly surf the net and sometimes, I just read up on things that I absolutely have no intention to, e.g time travelling/time science. Really. I'm not joking.

Anyway, today's addiction! (Spurred by Or Cair who suddenly talked to me about LG Ice Cream, which I saw the Korean advertisement for and really just died of the cheesy song)

I am expensive, foreign, have signal problems - but I am pretty!

Japanese phones are my dream come true - really. For one, I really love clamshell phones (aka flip phones)

I had this wish of having a Japanese phone ever since I saw the series that BoA endorsed. Now it shall be one of the goals I must attain when I get a stable job! GO ME!

And before I go...

Can I say, "smexy"?!?!

Bolero

2009-01-21T19:51:00.010+08:00

"月光の下…
がむしゃらに希望のリズムを刻む　夢が募る"

－東方神起

IT'S "BOLERO"'S RELEASE DATE TODAY!!!!!!!

And they got Oricon No. 1 again!

-Pops Confetti-

OK, I shouldn't get so excited when it's only a Daily Oricon No. 1 - I shall get very excited when they hit top spot at the end of the week! HOORAY! OMG, that day might just be the start of the Chinese year! Another sign of this year's success?

Finally we all get to hear "Bolero" and "忘れないで" in it's full, crystal clear glory. I like "Kiss the Baby Sky" when it's not the chorus part, but I think I'll grow to love it someday soon. Micky sound as if he's drunk during his narration, though. Haha!

And the new song, "Nobody" Knows"'s preview is out...! Man, I love jazzy numbers - can't wait for the MV already! It reminds me of BoA's "Make A Secret"'s dance and outfit, but I hope there won't be fedoras and canes - too expected.

(Not really) Enough DongBang-ing for the day, moving on!

Went out with Pervee today to walk walk at Orchard and Plaza Singapura. I didn't want to go out specially just to get my Zipia bag only, so I asked Pervee to spend the day with me! Ate some really nice food (I bet I'll get replies like "I KNEW IT!!!!" when Pei Qi and PCJ sees this!) today! No need to elaborate about Pepper Lunch's salmon cream pasta, just that I did try their Kuromitsu ice cream, though, and it's nice!

What's worth mentioning: There's a new (to me la...) shaved ice place at Far East Plaza!

"Breakfast in Bed" Shaved Ice!

There's chocolate syrup, rainbow rice, vanilla ice and really crispy cornflakes that refuses to turn soggy even after the shaved ice melts. Super. NICE!

What's more it's cheap and you get a rather pretty place to eat at, too. Even the menu is pretty! The place's at the lowest level and right behind Su Korean Restaurant - the name's "sweet SLICE of life", go eat NOW!!!!

Zipia bag later...I'm tired and just want to watch DBSK videos. Annyeong!

Beautiful Today

2009-01-20T21:21:00.008+08:00

"내 가슴이 떨려와.. 내 두눈이 젖어와

내겐 너무나도 beautiful today

숨을 쉴 수가 없어.. 눈물 감출 수 없어

네가 선물해 준 beautiful beautiful today"

－Park Jung Ah!

Ya, PCJ! I got new "holiday assignment" for you - translate "Beautiful Today" for me!!!!!!! =D

I think I'm going crazy - I used to hate using emoticons like =D and =) but now I'm spamming it!

Anyway, Went to...

Chicago Booth School of Business!

(~~hopefully my future workplace!!! -prays-~~)

Why the hell am I at this school that is a) expensive and b) for extremely smart people?

To visit my dear Pangi Chye Ja, of course! (Well, actually to get my posting verification slip but still...!)

Man, I was so damn shocked at how pretty the campus looks. Totally not expected! You probably thought I visited some temple to 拜拜 when first seeing the photo, but no temple is fully air-conditioned right?

I repeat: Everywhere is air-conditioned! (Except for the yard, i.e.!)

If I ever get married to a guy that can donate 300million to their alumni school, I swear I want to build this kind of house. Oh my God, so darn pretty. It's really quiet inside and (pardon the lameness) makes you want to meditate. LOL, I know, but it's that serene.

I'm sure I'll love working at this kinda place because:

a) there's chocolate at the reception desk!!! (PCJ koped one for me, LOL)

b) there's a rather spacious buffet lounge which is next to a...

c) tea room with...drinks. Not sure about what's there but I bet it'll be Changmin's most desired workplace, too, after seeing it

d) you get paid very generously

e) the location is scenic, near to shopping malls, near to food, near to transportation, near to heaven

f) it is air-conditioned

g) the people are nice (according to PCJ's report, haha!)

h) I HAVE NO JOB! DUH! $@^@$^@@*^*%!#%@!

Ahem.

Seriously, this place rocks. If only our schools are half as good - I'm not even talking about an all air-conditioned school, OK!

Speaking of schools.

On the way back home after reunion dinner on Sunday, my uncle's car went by Anderson Secondary School. It's super impressive for a government school, I think they've even got a sports hall/building! Which, of course, our school doesn't have after making us fund-raise for one. <____<

Will anybody please give us a proper explanation about where the crap the hard-earned money went to? Somebody better build the damn thing soon or give us an explanation before this whole thing turn into another NKF!! There are rumours that the money went to bringing the whole school to a musical - better not be true because, for one, I didn't even attend!

Getting wordy - time for a picture to end it all! =]

This is a warning - explain before Yunho beats the crap out of you.

Lalala…Love Song (Scat Song)

2009-01-18T22:14:00.006+08:00

ANNYEONGHASEYOOMGWTFTHISISCRAZYBAMBAYA!

"Annyeong" and "'Nyeong" are getting old as post-openings - time for some change! Haha!

Just back from a very early reunion dinner with my relatives from my Dad's side. Ate at a really ulu Ah Yat Seafood restaurant. I couldn't believe it when the appetizer that came was salmon sashimi!!!!! AHHHHHH, heaven! My aunt asked me to try eating it with wasabi-ed light soya sauce, I did and I really think wasabi is not my thing! Not that it's very spicy, just...싫어! No dish very memorable from this meal, I would have complained that the crab was totally miskilled for the wrong dish (White Pepper Crab) but then, the crab is too small to matter. The previous time's food at some restaurant in Geylang was the best! The lobster porridge is <3333!

OK, my god, stop thinking - I'm hungry...again.

Got my Zipia stuff yesterday! Everything fits and even the slip that came with one of my purchases isn't too short - whoots! Their sizing provided is smaller than the actual, I think. I ♥ ZIPIA! I want to get a certain top from Zipia and a watch too. Money, please drop from the sky!!! -gets bricked and -_____-ed-

Once I get my purple bag next week, there is going to be a major lagfest at my blog with all the pictures of it. Haha!

YR 老婆's not gonna work anymore at Holiday Inn! -sigh- I don't want to work alone at this 虧本 job, so I'll carry on looking for better jobs while holding on to this as a (super!) casual job.

LET ME GET A DESK JOB! Pretty please? I'm damn good at computer, scanning, etc. LOL, WTH.

I realise my blog's full of word (as pointed out by Li Jia). I should restart the tradition/habit/whatever that I had when I first became a DBSK fan! OH YES. I like!

아기처럼!

I think my blog will look livelier this way. HAHA!

忘れないで

2009-01-16T23:26:00.004+08:00

"風になって　そっと包みたい

君がいる　世界に　すぐ飛んでいきたい

逢いたくても　逢いたくても

待ってるから

ただ　忘れないで"

－東方神起

Hello!

Before I start crapping, just wanna advertise "忘れないで"! The whole song's lyrics are so strong but at the same time, it's gentle, just like him? The way the lyrics "忘れないで" is sung, after a short pause, is really like a parting reminder. Love this song! It might sound insincere and unreal since I just said that about CSJH's "少しでいいから" ( not to mention "Foxrain", which even has a blogskin in it's name!) a few posts ago but I do love this song too!

この歌は聴いてください！

Moving on!

Back from training at TCC!

There was only less than 10 trainees in total! Good though, since the training ended really early at 9PM (normally it's around 11PM! WTF!) and I was darn hungry.

Like I told PCJ, the training's educating. YR 老婆 told me about how hard it is to use the service gear (which is just a spoon and fork put together to "kiap" food) - wahma, it's no joke. Hopefully I won't embarrass myself in front of a table of 10! -_____-"

Anyway, something the trainer said is really right - Singaporeans are a bunch of constantly late people. Most of the time I'm punctual but I'm Singaporean, so. I was told the training starts at 4.30PM and had to rush to get there on time. But in the end, the darn training started around 5.40PM! What's more when I reached there, only 2 girls arrived already?! WK! Glad the only Singaporean in the session wasn't (really) late to prove the point. Hahaha!

If I have the chance, I'll like to work at St Regis. Two of the trainees were sent there and the trainer said that hotel is the best in Singapore, so it's strict and the uniform's special (vest, pants, apron, tie...etc)! What's more, topshots go that place. I wanna go there when someone like Song Hye Kyo or even DBSK's there! Haha!

Gonna be picking up my Zipia stuff tomorrow! Whoots! Can't get my coveted purple shoulder bag tomorrow though - haven't arrive yet. =/

Time to go before my Internet connection dies! Shall watch the pre-loaded "World's Within" now! Annyeong!

EDIT:

OMG I almost forgot - this is a very funny and conindental incident which I totally must mention.

Remember my "walking barefoot on streets of Orchard" episode? Well, today after training while walking to a bus stop, I SAW A WOMAN DOING EXACTLY THE SAME THING! Oh high heels, you evil pair of shoes! Tsk tsk!

永遠

2009-01-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

"君に愛されたから　私は私になれた

時を運ぶ風よ　どうか　あの日の永遠を"

- BoA

"Love at first" listen. Sometimes I wonder why breakup songs can sound so happy and hopeful?

It's been a long time since I love a BoA song so much. "永遠" has the innocence that's trademark of Japanese-BoA. I'm so glad she and SM didn't abandon the Japanese market for the American.

Torturing me and depriving me of sleep the last few days, I've finally put the demon to rest! I'm done with my JAE selection and I am really bent on getting in Advertising and PR. Second choice is TP's Visual Communcations...The rest are history and I wish I won't have to even reach second choice - I want APR and I will have it. I can say it with so much passion but it boils down to luck now, I guess.

Anyway. I love Poly.

It's not just getting a laptop (Oh, the thought kills me with excitement), it's getting your dreams realised and becoming independent.

MSN-ed with Krys and a hardly-talked-to friend, Jian Zhi! I'm super happy for JZ, and I think it's because he used to be a funny and not-serious type of perosn in pirmary school but now he's got a very clear picture of his future.

Krys, despite her single digit score for both L1R5 and L1R2B2, also is very sure of what she wants and I'm so glad for her! My best friend in primary school, we might not be like we used to be, but I'm just happy for her.

As for me, I'm sure of what I want to do, but not sure of the course to take. Regardless, I hope I won't err for this and regret anything.

Tomorrow's training day for my job!

Argh, I need to get a real pair of court shoes, not just Mondo plain heels. God, wore those out with DEAR2 yesterday and almost died! Something really funny is that I had to walk barefooted on the streets of Orchard Road for a distance because it hurt so much! A woman walking by even went, "WTH?!" Well, "WTH" back at 'cha - I know it's not a nice sight but my feet hurt! Here's another "Crazy Things I Did" addition to the list!

I'm missing the days of daily Dong Bang. =[

Rest VS work? Rest, duh!

지금처럼 (Piano Ver.)

2009-01-13T18:49:00.004+08:00

"그대 발 닿는 곳에
어디라도 내가 항상 서있을 꺼에요
많은 날들 남아
이별은 아직 이른걸"

- 东方神起

Loads to update!!!! =)))))

"I know that we are meant to be", Advertising and PR course! Like what Pervee said, whatever course/school we get is 命中注定的!

Got our results yesterday. I definitely felt more nervous when getting my PSLE results than my "O" Levels - WTH? Felt very disorientated yesterday night, thinking about what course I should go. But after sleeping, I'm sure I'll get into Advertising and PR. At first my first choice was Mass Communication but after straightening my thoughts, AnPR is the one I'm truly interested in. So, it's settled! I'll just put some other interested courses into the next 11 choices.

Watched "Australia" with PCJ and DEAR2 yesterday. Firstly (not about the movie), the cinema is Arctic-cold! And right at the back of the cinema, there's actually what I shall call the "suite seats"! It's like a couple seat with a table in front.
Anyway, the movie wasn't bad, I feel. The critics are, well, critics. I admit it's really long and the script is more suited for a mini TV series than the silver screen, though. Nara's grandfather, King George weirded me out most of the time he appeared.

Went with YR 老婆 and Sally to TCCHR and got myself a job as a waitress! Thank goodness the person who took care of my application was smart and knew I was referred, so I landed up in Holiday Inn with 老婆&Sally. The same person told us Holiday Inn is a good place to work - I'm relieved and actually looking forward to working with them even though 老婆 told me about the annoying female manager. She wonders what would happen if I gave them my 招牌 pissed face. HAHAHA! Going for training this Friday - hopefully I can work with 老婆&Sally on Saturday!
YR 老婆 and Sally! Hope we have a great time working together!

I'm closer towards my goal of shopping more, going to DBSK's dance class and...just getting richer! WHOOOOOOOOTS!

ORION

2009-01-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

"君と出会えたキセキが

今僕に

生きている意味を"

- 中岛美嘉

'Nyeong...! I said I should finish watching "Ryuusei no Kizuna" and "Beethoven Virus" by tomorrow before I get my results - not happening! I went to Bugis with DEAR2 earlier in the day 'cause she wanted to get some clothing from Dorothy Perkins! Met a very nice salesperson while we looking at cosmetics. =) Can we nominate her for GEMs? LOL.

Anyway, I didn't finish watching "Beethoven Virus" (and doubt I can by tomorrow noon!) but I did finish watching "Ryuusei no Kizuna"!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH! Really, it's worth it getting "cheated". The last two episodes made my eyes stick to the computer and that's a feat considering how bored I can get in just a 30 minutes anime episode. The ending is quite predictable for someone that has watched enough J-drama about crimes.

Still I think it's a great show. Moreover, it's the first show I finished watching since graduating (and learning some things about watching shows and reading). If I was still the old me, I would have thought the ending sucked big time and the motive for the crime was downright retarded, but now I know better.

Although I think the some of the earlier episodes are just fillers and totally do not advance the plot, they're still rather hilarious. Love the way they made every fraud case into a "movie(?)". It's quite creative and fresh, I think. Mika Nakashima's random appearances are welcomed and funny, too!

It's very random, but I suddenly have the urge to go watch "Kkotboda Namja" (Korean version of Boys Over Flowers/Meteor Garden/...U Know?!)! Man, I wonder when will I finish watching "Beethoven Virus"! So, I shall!
Annyeong!

少しでいいから

2009-01-10T21:10:00.006+08:00

"もし　願いが　一つ　叶うのならば
全部　このまま　記憶から　消えせれば楽なのに
携帯　抱きしえて　毎晩　ずっと一人
君を待つ　眠れぬ夜から連れ出して"

- 天上智喜 The Grace

I love this song.
大好き.
너무좋아.
超喜欢的.

I'm in one of my crazy moments right now, I think.
But seriously? Stop supporting a group of 9 girls which has less than half (probably not even a quarter) that can sing to save their lives. Here is a a group that has members that can hold their own.

Stil jobless! Well, can't expect much on a Saturday - I hope Monday would bring plenty of good news! I can't wait for Monday to come and end useless, pointless vexing once and for all. There are better things to do than wasting so much time thinking about where to go when there's no proper...results to help you decide. "O" Levels seems so far away, I can hardly remember how I did. Except for Physics and History that is - bad memories are especially hard to forget. <___<

Anyway, my only wish is for DBSK to come to Singapore me to get into Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Advertising&PR or Mass Communication. Wow, is all I can say, when I saw so may people checking out the Mass Comm course. Personally, I don't know why so many people are interested (even though I am, LOL - makes no sense at all). Well, may the best win! =) -kena whacked-

Secondary school might feel like a personal hell and purgatory while you're in it, but you'll definitely miss parts of it loads. My primary teacher once said that "Friends you get to know in secondary school are those that will stick with you through your life". I don't believe it, but the people I know gives me the feeling it will be true. 君たちと一緒に作るの記憶はありがとうございます！(Thanks for all the memories we made together!)

Cliches aside! I shall laze around in the last few days of true(?) freedom! For one, I have no school, no job (sadly) and second, DBSK's on their 10-day vacation and there's just very little things to catch up on.

I should've grabbed this chance and go finish what I started by finish waching firstly, "Beethoven Virus" and secondly, "Gossip Girl". But being the fickle-minded, short-attention-span kind of person that I am, I went on to watch another drama series (UH OH! NO!), "流星の絆(Ryuusei no Kizuna; Shooting Star's Bond)".

The female's lead Erika Toda of "Death Note Live Action" and "Liar Game" fame. The guy on the right, Nishkido Ryo's the abusive boyfriend in "Last Friends" (great show too...!). I have no idea who'sthe guy in the middle (from Arashi, like Ryo, I think) but sometimes he looks like Kenichi Matsuyama (L from "Death Note").

This J-drama's about the orphans of a murdered couple trying to find the perpetrator and kill him. OK, sounds very emo, right?! I thought so too and got tricked into watching - but it isn't that emo at all! But getting tricked this time isn't bad since it's quite a funny show. I've just finished watching episode 4 (out of 10 episodes - short much?) and at first, the show is a mess and I totally do no get what the heck these three people are doing. Anyway, it clears up and it's rather WTF watching the three ganging up and cheating people's money.

I'll probably be able to finish the show tomorrow. Thank goodness it's short or I'll get sidetracked again! After I finish, maybe I should finish watching "Beethoven Virus" before getting my results on Monday!

EDIT: WTHeck! Georgia doesn't support Japanese text?! Now my blog title looks freaking weird. <____<

Sentimental City

2009-01-09T21:18:00.011+08:00

ANNYEONG, BLOG!!!!

Do I sound high? Well, I am! Haha!

...

Ahem.

Went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's open house today with Pervee! The school is very ulu-ly located and looks old from the outside. The buildings further in the campus looks newer though, and there's this pretty food court building which we ate our lunch at.

Seeing the food prices at the poly...-sighs- I really, really want to smack those people that caused our canteen food to be so inhumanely expensive. The only saving grace for these people is that the burnt-down hawker center was set up temporarily right next to our school. I mean, these polytechnic students are paying less for more food while us, poor secondary school students (once upon a time for me but I bet the situation isn't getting better for those that are in our school now) are paying more than $2 for a plate of pathetic economic rice which definitely isn't economic at all.

Moving on!

Pervee and I went to check out the place after filling our stomachs! Since we both were interesting in Mass Communication, we went to the School of Film and Media Studies. I dunno why, but many thought we are students of the poly - this group of visitors even came and asked for directions! We acted like we are students of the school, though - we went on an self-guided (Read: unguided, probably unauthorised) tour of the FMS School! I like the place - there's a video-editting room, a radio room(?) and plenty weird rooms for all sorts of activities, but of course we didn't go into them - we'll totally get kicked out for sure. The people in charge of the real tour gave us a short introduction about the advertisements made by the mass comm students, though!

Went to Jurong Point to shop after the open house! So, so full of shops! I bought a pair of Converse shoes there!

It's a double-tongued Converse and on the outer tongue, the reverse side is checkered! The canvas colour isn't white but actually...yellowish-beige? It's really pretty but the picture does no justice to it. I went back home, told my Dad the price ($66...!) and I got a dressing down. <___< Oh well, at least it wasn't in vain and I love it!

I wish I have a job - then I won't have to claim back the money for buying this pair of Converse! Aish! The Skate-With-Us guy called again (since I sent in another application) but the interview location is like at the other end of Singapore - Tampines! My Ma - I really wish I could go work there but, hello? What, do I learn skating and skate there to work?!

All I hope now is either Haagen Daaz's company or my laopo's workplace contacts me! PLEASE CONTACT ME! I deserve this job okay! And I mean it when I say that! (LOL, BHB.)

Something random - The new Windows Live Messenger is f-u-g-l-y. Very fugly.

EDIT:
We all know DBSK's Japanese album's coming out in March, but WTH! It has so much content! I like!

UNTITLED [2CD+DVD / Jacket A]
Dong Bang Shin Ki (Tohoshinki)
New album release from Dong Bang Shin Ki (Tohoshinki) includes single track "Doshite Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattan Daro?," theme song to the TV drama "Taioushinjiki," "Sennen Koiuta," main theme to the film "Subaru,""Bolero," intro theme to the anime series "ONE PIECE," "We Are!," and more for 14 tunes total (subject to change). Jacket A edition includes bonus CD and DVD with seven music videos and digest footage of their "3rd Live Tour 2008 - T -" performance.
*Unless otherwise indicated, DVDs are region-2 encoded (Japan, Europe, and Middle East), and carry no subtitles.

(Info from cdjapan!)

OMFG!!!!!! #%#@%^@#^@$%# Dong Bang's new Japanese album's gonna include 7 Freaking MVs!!!!

I'm wondering what 2 of the MVs will be since there're 5 singles since their 3rd album. Even counting "Purple Line", there's still 2 unaccounted-for MV. If I can be the producer/DBSK(OK, kill me)/director/etc., I'll choose "Wasurenaide" and make "Annyeong Sarang Annyeong" into a Japanese song and shoot MVs for them.

As for the 3rd Live Tour digest? Well, we can definitely stay tune for the crazy commentaries just like the digest for "Five in the Black" in "T"! "RISING SUUUUUUN!" Dolphin-style.

Korean Variety - HORROR SPECIAL! <3

2009-01-08T19:55:00.022+08:00

I mentioned about this a long time ago(!) and finally was reminded to do this post by an episode of "Kko Kko Tour Single♥Single". Call me sick, but I love seeing people scream like mad - totally hilarious. So here it is!

Jihwaza Horror Special

How can it not be hilarious? Especially with the Hwangbo (blonde hair!?) and Eun Ji Won couple, everything goes wrong and becomes really funny. Even those couples with entertainers I totally don't know are great to watch. Chucky Shin, played by (who else...?) Shin Jung Hwan, deserves honarary mention as a great comical character. With the very elaborate set and plain dumb storyline, it's one of the best horror specials.

Are You Ready? Episode 11 ~ Haunted House Special

"Are You Ready?" is the early version of "1Night2Days", with the theme for each week changing everytime. The entertainers in this episode were made to enter a dilapidated unused school filled with scary things by the production team. Funniest out of everyone was Noh Hong Chul's. Despite his weird antics normally, he was shouting and begging the "ghosts" to leave him alone when he was made to enter alone.

SS501's KM Idol World Horror Special
(Watch EP4 and EP5)

There's two kinds of people in this show - the screaming-like-mad ones, and the "Meh!" ones. Normally, I like it when people scream like mad, but for this one, the funnier ones are those that weren't freaked out at all. Young Saeng and Hyun Joong were walking through the forest like a walk in the park and the scariest thing for Hyun Joong is not the ghosts, but the key hidden in an octopus (Gross, I know)! I feel bad for Hyung Joon though - he really is afraid.

Kko Kko Tour Single♥Single Ep. 9
(Watch here!)

A horror special disguised as a date - creative! If you've watched the show before, you should know in every episode, the guys and the girls gets to choose whom they want to go on a date with by alighting with him/her at a stop. Well, this section's an interesting change - the guys choose who they wanna protect when the girls enter a haunted village one by one. Really funny when Min Woo came running back with Amy and his pants almost falling. Totally WTF! A shame this segment was ultra short!

1분 1초

2009-01-06T23:39:00.005+08:00

"I can't let go
어딜 봐도 네 모습이 보이고 (무너지는 내 맘)
숨길 수가 없어 baby 기다리는 1분 1초도
I can't let go
어딜 가도 네 목소리 들리고 (부서지는 심장)
숨쉴 수가 없어 baby 기다리는 1분 1초도
(한 순간도 단 1분 1초도)"

- Epik High

OMG. I have finally finished the new blogskin which I had been rambling about since...a month ago?

Accomplised - That's how i feel. I'll feel even more accomplished if the coding was done entire by me, but i needed help because some things just can't be forced! ARGH! Emo little blogskin, but still, I can't resist quoting Micky's song once the main image's done. When I finished I just knew it had to be called "Sun Shower"! Cliche, I know.
It's supposed to have shadow-y borders but some universal image-saving restriction prevents the border from being translucent. At first I thought, "Screw it, my blogskin is going to turn out like crap now" but after finishing...Can I say, "LOVE"?

It took me so long to make this skin because my inspiration totally died on me. Now it's back, though! Before I finished this, I completed my soompi signature (forced to, since my previous one violated the signature rules, LOL!). Now I just feel like Photoshopping all sorts of crap out - wallpaper, blogskins, icons, etc.

Anyway, after sending plenty of job applications online, I got two replies lately. I totally regret telling the Skate-With-Us guy that I had found a job! I thought the other one would be good, so I declined but turns out that one was at Jurong...Holy crap. I totally missed a chance at being a pro at skating - damn it. OK - set, I'll call them back later. HAHAHA!

Off to Photoshop more things! (Just made a Jung Ah icon late last night - shuang!!)

WGM at MBC Entertainment Awards 2008!

2009-01-02T19:43:00.009+08:00

On the same day that SBS' Gayo Daejun was aired, on the 29th, it was MBC's Entertainment Awards too (No wonder SS501 missed SBS' Gayo Daejun, I think?). My favourite couple won the "Best Onscreen Couple" award, while the sweetest couple ever, AnSol came in second. Third place? Jun Jin and Noh Hong Chul. WTHeck?! I love these two comedians but what on earth is this?!
I see all WGM couples except for the A! couple. Definitely because Seo In Young's at SBS. I'm sad Alex and ShinAe didn't get third. Scary, feminine eyes there, Hyun Joong!

Why do they look so distant? Except for the times they smile at each other, it's like they really are friends that just meet for work.

Anyway, "We Got Married" owned 2008's Entertainment awards. They won plenty of awards and even a special award, "Brand of the Year". Here's all awards won by the WGM peeps:

Outstanding Female Entertainer - Seo In Young and Solbi(YESSSS!!!!!)
Outstanding Male Entertainer - Jung Hyung Don (Probably won with "Infinity Challenge" though)
Brand of the Year (Special Award) - "We Got Married" team
Best Couple - Hwangbo x Kim Hyun Joong (AnSol couple second place)
Best 7: #5 - Seo In Young x Crown J
Best 7: #4 - Hwangbo x Kim Hyun Joong
(Info from: MarriedSubs and iMBC.com!)

Worth a mention is Junjin, who won the special award, "Best Star"! I'm disappointed that Kim Won Hee (Come To Play) didn't win a thing, though! (Nominations)

More WGM love on the Red Carpet/Phototaking!

Seo In Young&Crown J Phototaking & Interview (w/o Subs) - Turns out they did come!

Andy&Solbi Phototaking & Interview (w/o Subs) - Holding hands like it's nothing! So natural even after not meeting for months? Get married already!

Andy&Solbi Arrival & Interview (w/ subs) - "Then I'll be the one to give her an award." Perfect!

Hyun Joong Arrival & Interview (w/ subs) - Only him alone because he was late. When asked why he was late? "I couldn't park my car." Still calling Hwangbo "Buin".

Lastly, other WGM couples (like the new additions) perform during the MBC Awards!

Love Ssangchu couple's performance! Why didn't Andy and Solbi perform "Love Song"? =(

Happy New Year! I wish the couples would get married for real this year!

AMIGO

2008-12-31T21:10:00.006+08:00

"돌아봐 멈춰봐
내게 기횔 줘야 돼
속빈 男, 허세 男
비교 말아, 나는 완소 男"
- SHINee

Never thought the day I pimp SHINee's song will come but IT HAS! WTH!

OMG EPIK HIGH'S ON MBC'S GAYO DAEJUN NOW!!!!!

My holy crap the song they sang are all my favourites - "One" and "Fly"! WHOO YEEEEH!!!

Speaking of which, can't wait to watch their performance on SBS's Gayo Daejun part two. Thank goodness there's no trot on MBC...yet - hopefully there'll never be!

Sorry for getting high - I'm in the New Year mood, man! Was gonna do the End-of-Year celebration post, but then I should do it tomorrow since I went biking with PCJ and DEAR2 today!

NOTE: Random Gayo Daejun updates throughout the post.

-digression start-
2PM's singing...Well, what else? I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M LIP-SYNCING TO IT! #@#%@#$^@$ This New Year high....OH SHINee's singing "Amigo" soon!
-digression end-

Before skating, went to KFC for lunch first. We are seriously a bunch of maniacs - talking in front of the KFC counters for 5 minutes straight? Nice! But well, DBSK deserves our undivided attention. While we were eating, we kept talking about the recently passed SBS Gayo Daejun. We probably laughed too much or something, 'cause this annoyed (for no reason! REALLY!) and annoying KFC auntie came and told us something along the lines of "If you want to talk, talk. Don't later spill your drinks!" WHAT?!

-digression start-
OMFG! OMFG! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! TROT?!?!?!?!?!? I'm going to cry...No, I better mute TVAnts
-digression end-

After our longest stay in KFC ever, we finally got to Bishan Park and rented skates and for me, a bike. I thought my cycling skills died after that one time I cycled during our class chalet 2 weeks ago, 'cause the bike was uncontrollable - it turns very, very easily. Turns out the bike's front wheel wasn't straight. Derek joined us a little while later and what the heck! Second time skating and so good already?! Bull - must have practiced at home!

-digression start-
HOLY CRAP! Junjin danced with Dam Bi during her "Crazy" performance!! Now Junjin's doing a solo dance segment! Man, I wish Yunho was here! WTH!? Junjin didn't sing "Wa"! Damnit, not 10PM yet! OH WTHECK! 5 MORE MINS AND IT'S 10 ALREADY!
-digression end-

DEAR2 didn't quite manage to skate at the park, but after it started to rain and we went to a void deck, she managed to skate pretty well! Before we went there though, I got scolded by the bike rental auntie 'cause I accidentally let her bike fall. She went shouting something like "My bike no need pay money one ar?!" LOL.

Void decks aren't the best place to bike (anyway you're not supposed to! So don't do it! LOL like who's gonna believe me?!), but it's still fun. PCJ and

-digression start-

Wow! What the?! Now there's a "We Got Married"-style interview with Kim Jong Kook and Baeek Ji Young(should be)?! I bet they're gonna do a collaboration singing each others' song like last time on Music Core. OK, I better end the post quick - freaking TVAnts lagging again. OMG?! No BJYxKJK collab, but a KJK, BJY and DAESUNG collab?!
-digression end-

PCJ and Derek tried to ride the bike with the skates on and it works!! -claps claps- After that PCJ kept holding on to my bike while I cycled so as to get "free rides" - lazy ass! There was once DEAR2, PCJ and I tried to fake-inline skating and without control, DEAR2 kept moving forward and almost ended up in a drain! LOL man hilarious now that I think of it, but still dangerous nonetheless.

After skating/biking, DEAR2 and I went to shop at AMK Hub! She got herself a pretty "I ♥ PARIS" schedule book (which I wish I had bought instead of the tiny, but pretty one), a handphone strap, and we both got a card holder, all at Artbox. Got myself a new handphone pouch too - spacious!

OK okay, HAVE TO RUN! FREAKING TVANTS CHOPPING UP! DAMN IT I MISSED BAEK JI YOUNG'S PERFORMANCE! @#%@#^)*#)%&!&$%@!

2008 SBS Gayo Daejun "Festival S"

2008-12-30T18:10:00.035+08:00

What can I say? "S" for "superb".

Wait 'til I get to Dong Bang's performance - major madness.

1ST STAGE: Super Rookie
(2AM, 2PM, SHINee, Davichi, Sunye [Wondergirls], Taeyeon [Girls Generation])

Weird samurai dance/???? should be scraped. 2AM sang "This Song" - electronica style. They even made this ballad-themed group dance! Poor them. Guess they wanted the opening performance to be more "high" and the original just didn't fit. Lousy way to squeeze all the newbies into one stage. <__<

2PM obvously performed "10 out of 10" and since SHINee is crowned the best newcomer of the year, they get more airtime and sang a medley of 3 songs. I like the first two (I think I've caught the "A.MI.GO!" disease). There was a particular move during "Amigo" that reminds me of Hwang Bo's "Get Hot". See for yourselves! (around 2:29)

After that, Davichi, together with Taeyeon and Sunye, sang Destiny's Child's "Stand Up For Love". For one, I dunno why Sunye and Taeyeon are still counted as rookie, and second, SBS should have made 2AM sing the original "This Song" here instead of coming up with some crappo electronic version! These girls' singing are good and their pronunciation isn't bad at all. Wish I saw more of Sunye!

Before the next stage, Chun Hee and Daesung MC-ed for a while and I can't help but realise how short Daesung is standing next to Chun Hee. I'm not gonna talk about the trot stage.

2ND STAGE: Sexy

(Jewelry, KARA, Brown Eyed Girls)

Finally - Jewelry!!! Kinda disappointed. They sound so tired! Seo In Young keep doing these unnecessary adlibs which ended disastriously. To add to the disaster, In Young wore some ugly pants - I know you're better than that! KARA: Not sexy with the bunny suits and "Pretty Girl". Reminds me of Girls Generation...not good. Brown Eyed Girls' performance was inaudible. All the girls came together at the end for a sexy dance showdown. On a side note, Jung Ah unnie, please please eat more! You look unhealthily skinny!

In the following MC segment, Park Ye Jin said something about Jung Ah which I have no freaking idea what. Then, Daesung and Chun Hee went to the performers' seats and interviewed a lost-looking Rain, WHO SEATS NEXT TO MICKY! But damnit, that guy ran off somewhere and all I see is his name on the chair. Coincidentally, Rain's hairstyle reminds me of Micky's recent instant noodles hairstyle in Japan. Next interview targets? Big Bang's TOP & G-Dragon and Kim Jong Kook. My god - what the heck's with your hair, G?!

3RD STAGE

(FT Island, Son Dam Bi, After School)

I wonder if FT Island write their own songs like L'Arc~En~Ciel? Well, nice first song - the rest were OK. Before Dam Bi's "Crazy" performance, there was a clip of her getting chased down and caught by the (WTH?) NYPD. What are they trying to imply? She's going crazy in jail?! LOL. I like her, though I think she should be an actress instead of a singer.

A new girl group, After School performs a while their song "Playgirlz", then it's back to "Michyeosso~".

MUSIC DRAMA

(Taeyeon, Yuri [GG] + Seungri, Daesung [BB])

I thought the drama would suck. Turns out it's kinda funny though! Many hit songs were played throughout the show - "Nobody", "U Go Girl", many others and of course, Dong Bang's "Mirotic"! Played at a really weird timing but when the song was played, *flaunting* the audience's screams were uber loud *flaunting*, they even cheered "Neon naruel wonhae" towards the end!

The plot's a love-rectangle in a cakery (new word! OMG!). Love the part where this weird beanie-wearing guy came in and started doing Dam Bi's "Crazy" chair dance - hilarious and, really crazy. When two 2PM's members cameo-ed, well, you can guess what song was played. Ultimate twist in the story's ending - the guys fall for each other! #@%@#$%@^%%&! WHAT THE!!!!! Hilarious all the same even though I totally do not understand what they are saying. Nice job!

Next up - what I've been waiting for!

4TH STAGE: Star Wars

(DBSK!!!!!, Super Junior-Happy, Big Bang, SHINee, 2PM, Wonderboys)

4.1 Piano battle -

OH FREAKING HELL!

Ahem. First to battle - Taeyang VS Junsu-sshi! My god, Junsu's smirk before Taeyang sang - charisma. OK, minus the Engrish, If you're up against Junsu, it's hard to win. Still, Taeyang did sing well. As for Junsu, his Engrish is perfect, but to make up for it, his singing is holy. His piano skills are surprising - I thought if anyone, Micky would have been the one up there ~~showing off his greatest song ever "Foxrain"~~, plus his English is better.

4.2 Dance battle -

OH FREAKING FREAKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Likes Eunhyuk's performance second-best. Yunho's - well, he wins by default! Saw moves from "The Way U Are", "Mirotic", "Are you a good girl?" and a DBSK-style bow. Although the solo's themeless, his moves are very "clean". Black is his colour, his outfit rocks, his fedora rocks, his dance is "Magic" and like Jung Ah, he needs to eat! EAT! YOU TWO! GO GET SOME FOOD TOGETHER!

4.3 Wonderboys -

This shouldn't be in Star Wars. I already hate "Kissing you", but here they go making it worse. Thank god DBSK's over the rookie stages and do not have to do this. Another thing, isn't Shin Dong's hair plain weird, like an ajumma?! The Wonderboys also sang "Nobody", which the Wonder Girls laughed at amusedly. In my case, I would have stared in horror and shook my head dissapprovingly.

And that was the (horrible) end to the first part of the Gayo Daejun. Man, they should have put the dance battle the last performance. Oh well, at least the second part is gonna rock!

OMGYUNHOYUNHOYUNHO!!!!!

2008-12-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

TELL ME I WASN'T DREAMING AND YOU GUYS REALLY DID RIP YOUR CLOTHES AND SHOW YOUR SEXY BACKS!!!!!!!!

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BEST EVER DBSK PERFORMANCE!!!!!

(I'll be coherent tomorrow! Off to dream about the performance first.)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

TODAY IS THE MOST DISAPPOINTING AND HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

Singapore is not in China, OK?!

2008-12-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yahoo! Answers: where is Singapore? Is it in China?

When I saw this question at the frontpage of Yahoo! Answers Singapore, I had two reaction: one) I rolled my eyes and called the person "dumbass" in my head, two) I laughed like mad.

Actually, I guess you can't blame the person for being ignorant, since Singapore is really tiny. But since I'm a Singaporean, I really can't help but have the initial reaction of thinking this person is seriously nuts to ask this kind of question. Singapore? CHINA?! Far, far from it. We are a few countries and a Strait of Johor apart.

Anyway, after getting over the dumb question, I scrolled down to read the answers, some of which is really funny.

"are you american?only an american could ask such question...."

"Excuse me, is your real name is George W Bush?!"

"China is a parts of Singapore. sorry, is China Town . people speak first class of English and Chinese ( Mandarin ) . Singapore hold many World FIRST ! The world highly Flyer's is in Singapore ! Our PM is the mose high paid in the world , even President of USA cant compare .Singapore provide World Class of public Transport systems ( according to our Transport Ministers ) ! ...and many other ..Oh , Singapore is fully Independent country . one of the UN member since 1965 ."

"No, Singapore is in the North Pole. We speak polar bear language."

"i tot they are in india ???????????????????????????"
(Fittingly answered by a user called "idiot". Maybe he's trying to be funny. Well, you did it, congrats!)

"SIngapore is not part of earth. Is part of mars. We are all allien."

Of course many answered properly and gave the blur-kia a short Geography lesson, I assume most shouldn't be Singaporean.

I don't know why I did it, but I searched the entire question in Google and found a few more hilarious and ridiculous things:
Package stating Singapore is a state of China
SPH is a China company?!

For the last time, Singapore is not in China.

Happy TVXQ! 5TH Debut Anniversary!

2008-12-26T19:15:00.005+08:00

OMFG DONG BANG WON "MVP OF THE YEAR" IN MUSIC BANK!
$%@#TFOIWGJ@!$U!@$C!@(@#*%@*#^($^(!!!

On this memorable day they did themselves proud again.

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY, DBSK!

To some, you're just a group of talented singers with good looks, but to others, you are their life.

To me, you are 5 very talented, cute and charming guys who speak a language that is totally alien to me, yet I want to know more about you and wish that I could dream about. I feel hurt when others say badmouth you and truly wish they will try to know you better instead. Most importantly, you make my life more enjoyable in many ways. This crazy feeling!

必ず、いつかは会いましょう。

必然です。

There's still Music Core's Special Stage tomorrow. I'm so not leaving my computer even if an earthquake occurs. And then there's the SBS Battle of Popular Songs. But damn it! It's from 8.55 Korean Time until midnight! I hope Dong Bang's performance is way before 11.30PM, before my Internet connection dies. Argh whatever! Even if it's after 11.30, I'll make sure I watch it til the end as if my life depends on it!

(A lot of) Shit Happens

2008-12-23T17:17:00.008+08:00

Annyeong, blog!

It's time for another one of those "Dental Appointment Stories"! This time round, the stories aren't so happy. It's a freaking nightmare-ish day for both PCJ and I. Really, I wish I could punch something!

To make things simpler, I'll curse and swear about the suay things we experienced first.

The start of the day was OK for me - the agony belongs to my PCJ. For one, she forgot to wear the elastics for her braces (hard to explain) and had to rush home to put them on. It would've been forgotten and buried deep in our memory, but guess what? We reached the clinic and the receptionist told her "Eh? You don't have an appointment today. Didn't you receive mail telling you that your appointment's postponed?" 뭐야!

Rush home and put on elastics? Check.

Caused me to be late for appointment for no reason? Check.

Starved us? Check.

Pissed? Definitely.

The receptionist said PCJ should have received mail about her changed appointment date as her doctor was on medical leave. Receive mail?! What era are we in? If you can SMS your patients to remind them of their appointments, you could've just SMS her! Sheesh. Well at least PCJ managed to skip one of her appointments, since the next appointment date of hers will be on the day as the next one of mine. Lucky her, I had to endure one more appointment. <____<

Anyway. Before experiencing the most hair-tearing and blood-pressure-raising, dear PCJ had to get mugs for her parents so we went to Cards n Such at Raffles Place but that place had limited stock so we went to Plaza Singapura's outlet, which annoyingly had limited stock too!

In the end she bought the pair of mugs which was available at Raffles Place too. What's more insulting is that, the last time she wanted to get a mug for her Mum on Mother's Day, the store didn't have it either! Now, too! WHY!?

Finally we settled everything and went to Novena to get the most anticipated thing: The Kozine magazine! We expected that the counter won't have any copies, so we went up to the Han Sang restaurant, which didn't have any either! After walking around the mall for a really long time, searching, we finally saw it hidden at a counter of a restaurant!

Happily spazzing about our find, we asked one of the waiters if we could have 2 copies, but then suddenly, this woman from the neighbouring restaurant came and stop the waitress from giving to us.

WHY?!?!??!

So near, yet so far. The nearness is like, a glass window's thickness away. I really don't understand why that woman came and interfere. Did she want to be selfish and keep all the n-number copies of Kozine to herself? Or is she the manager? Even if she's the manager and wanted to keep the mags for her customers, the problem is, does anybody even know that you have the freaking magazines at all?! It's so hidden it's like somebody gave you flyers and you just dump them somewhere unnnoticeable. Argh! We'll be back next month! If it's still there, we WILL get it!

That's around the time my bad luck surfaced.

Went to Cotton On (saw Hong Kiat working there, BTW!) to get a pair of really cheap 3/4 jeans, but it was out-of-stock already! So I thought, 'kay, if that's gone, I'd better go and get that Espirt shirt, but the Novena outlet was out of it too. I didn't believe I'll be so freaking suay, so I went to Bishan's and it didn't have the shirt either! ARGH!

Really horrible day! Quoting myself (after 2 strangers almost knocked into me), "WHAT IS WRONG WITH EVERYBODY TODAY?!"

Exploration of the Human Body I

2008-12-21T16:30:00.006+08:00

There's nothing better to do (for me), when you're bored, stuck at home, thinking about DBSK and shopping and that really pretty bag, than watch videos. Of people making a fool out of themselves so that you can laugh. It might be cruel but I think they might enjoy the experience themselves. I would.

I actually watched "Explorations of the Human Body" after a few variety shows' Horror Specials, but I'll blog about them later.

So, EHB. I only watched two episodes beforehand, which are, of course, the only two which featured DBSK. Right now I'm at episode 4. Up til now, they had conducted tests related to tastebuds, eyes, stomach (Sounds weird?) and strength. Tests includes eating the top 3 spiciest chilli, spotting differences in two images, swallowing food in a upside down position(WTHeck?! I know), tricks to winning arm-wrestling and others.

Why I blog about this show is mainly because I'm so amazed at the arm-wrestling tricks. They sounded so downright retarded my reaction was simply, "Yea right, no freakin' way, OK?"

OK. There's two ways, one is to hold your nose, doing that elephant nose thingy, and spin around 10 times.

And it actually works! I'm actually very skeptical about this at the start but then, if Eunhyuk lost to Yesung most of the time, I don't think he could've won so many times in a row. Think about their explanation, it makes sense actually.

One thing about this is that it only works if the strength difference isn't too big, as proven by Kang In and Shin Dong Yup. Of course you can't expect something so drastic to happen.

Another one is the test on the SuJu peeps eyes. It's very, very ridiculous, IMO.

Simply put, the SuJu members goes for a "health checkup" and they are made to fill in "forms" alone in a room with a doctor. What's tested is whether the SuJu members will realise that their doctors had been changed. The first few will have their doctors switched once, while the people after that gets their doctors switched thrice.

It is very WTF. How can they not realise their doctor was switched?! OK, switched once? Fine, possible. But thrice?! And these doctors' simliarity is just that they have the same white garb! One even has curly mid-length hair!

Out of 11, only two members realised! No way! They must have went drinking or something late the night before. This level of cockeyeness is higher than mine. I applaud these guys.

Blindness aside, this part was hilarious. Watching those fake doctors crawling around on the floor, members not realising something fishy's going on and Shi Won's shocked expression when he realised his doctor was changed. Ahh, crazy.

Some other fun facts from episode 4 (which I finally watched finish while switching between that and blogging): weightlifters smell liquid ammonia before competing so as to concentrate and taping your toes together can make your long jump distance further.
The liquid ammonia thing is definitely for sure - I should know better, having smelt in during Chemistry class. It's really a rude awakening, but too much gives you migraines, me thinks.

More later! I have so much to say. There's still the post-chalet and the horror specials post. Blogging is fun...!

EDIT: MD, my blogskin is now eff-ed up in Google Chrome too. Hurray. <____<

Goodbye to my bed!

2008-12-15T13:50:00.003+08:00

For a day! =]

Our class chalet's from today to Wednesday, but I'm only gonna stay overnight once, then leave the next day. Can't wait to party!

Very annoying though, my Dad's being really prudish and demands that I call him every hour. Whatever. I'll try.

Anyway, if I don't post anymore after this, it means I probably met with a mishap at the chalet! HAHAHA! But come on, I won't die - I haven't even see DBSK LIVE yet!

So, ciao, my lovely blog and computer! See ya in...a day?!

EDIT: OMFG! Why is my blogskin ruined in IE?! Holy crap - I'll settle you when I'm back!

DOUBLE HAPPINESS!

2008-12-10T22:04:00.007+08:00

Let the conversation do the blogging:

[START: 8:56:52 PM]
.ME: PLEASE LET JEWELRY WIN THE DAESANG!
.ME: OH MY GOD
PCJ: OMG JEWELRY WIN
PCJ: PLS PLSPLS
.ME: DONG BANG WON DAESANG?! The site's front page put leh!
PCJ: WOULD GIVE ATH!
.ME: http://isplus.joins.com/goldendisk/
.ME: http://isplus.joins.com/goldendisk/
.ME: OMG!
.ME: DID JEWLERY WI?!?!?!
PCJ: EH NOT REALLY, BUT STILL
.ME: NO YOU MUST!
.ME: LOL
.ME: WE GIVE ER
PCJ: OKAY I WILL
.ME: I DUNNo
.ME: OUR ETERNAL SUPPORT!
PCJ: FOR MY DEAREST JUNG AH
PCJ: FOR HER GRP
PCJ: TO WIN
PCJ: ATH ATH ATH
.ME: LOL!
.ME: OMGONsh
.ME: drTHEY WON
.ME: ROHTROHEWO
.ME: THEY WON
.ME: JEWELRY WON!
.ME: THEY QWON
.ME: 1
.ME: sfblsdfHN
.ME: fdsphnsdf
.ME: kphsf
.ME: kp
.ME: l[]gsml;mlf
.ME: ,YAY!
.ME: ARE YOU THETE?!
.ME: HELLO! BASK IN THE DOUBLIE HAPPINESS!
.ME: NO WAIT NO?!
.ME: YEPP ONE?
PCJ: WAIT
PCJ: OMG OMG
PCJ: IM TRYING TO BREATHE NOW
PCJ: TELL ME
PCJ: MA RE BA
PCJ: DID THEY WIN A NOT
PCJ: DID THEY
PCJ: DID THEY
PCJ: DIDI THEY
.ME: WAIT WIAT WAIT
.ME: OMFG!
.ME: THEY MUST WIN
PCJ: HAVENT YET AR?
.ME: http://isplus.joins.com/goldendisk/winner/winner_2008.html
PCJ: WIN LE MAH OR NOT?
.ME: they won the YEPP's DAESANG BUT I DUNNO IF IT IS THE DAESANG!
PCJ: YEPPS?
.ME: WAIT WE'RE GOING TO KNOW VERY SOON
.ME: OMG THEY WON
.ME: YES THEY WON!
.ME: THEY WON!!!!
.ME: OMG ODGWORSGS
.ME: THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!!!! THEY WON!!
PCJ: OMG
PCJ: OMG OMG U SHOULD SEE ME NOW
.ME: omg i love what this person said "BB didnt attend bcos they didnt win anything right? "
PCJ: OMG OMG OMGOM
.ME: OYKAKSDh
PCJ: OMG IM JUMPING FOR JOY
.ME: YAY!!!!
PCJ: REALLY JUMPING
PCJ: OMG OMG OMG
PCJ: DBSK WON?
.ME: OMG I SHOULD GO SCREENCAP THAT VICTORY AND PUT MY DP
PCJ: JEWELRY WON?
PCJ: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
PCJ: OMFG SCREEN CAP LE SEND ME
PCJ: I ALSO WANT PUT
.ME: LOL
.ME: YES BOTH OUR IDOLS WON!
.ME: YUNHO JUNG AH FIGHTING!!!!
.ME: WHOOOOOOOOOTS
.ME: JEWELRY AND DONG BANG TO THE END OF TIME!
.ME: QUICK GRAB YOUR CHAMPAGNE GLASS
PCJ: grab frantically
PCJ: gran millions
PCJ: OH YESSSSSSSSS
PCJ: YUNHO SA RANG AHE
PCJ: JUNG AH SA RANG AHE
PCJ: OMG THEY MUST BE HAPPY LIKE SIAO
.ME: SARANGHAE X HUNDRED!
.ME: EYP$#WY@$W&^Y@
PCJ: MY MUM KEEP SAYING I CRAZY
.ME: omg so small kao see what!
PCJ: I KEPT CREAMING N JUMPING
PCJ: HAHAHA
.ME: ARGH WHATEVER I SCREENCAPPED IT!
12/10/2008 9:06:53 PM ;; wanlin ] DBSK & JEWELRY BOTH WON DAESANG AT GDA! OMG YAY! sends C:\Documents and Settings\wan lin\My Documents\My Pictures\DBSK&JEWELRY WINS DAESANG!.png
.ME: YAY!!!
.ME: JEWLERY!
.ME: WONDER GIRLS? next time ba! tata!
.ME: i jsut made that winners page my homepage
.ME: everytime see everytime shuang!
PCJ: omg i so happy now
PCJ: i so must save this convo man!
[END: 9:12:08 PM]

Thank goodness PCJ suddenly asked me if Golden Disk Awards was over, if not, this maniacal, 20minutes+ and still counting rampage will not have happened.

DBSK + Jewelry = Double Happiness! The Gods and the shining Jewels! Now, this is love.

Anyway, DBSK performed one of my favourite tracks on the album, "Are You A Good Girl?" Unexpected, very. But I love it. The checkered fabric on their clothing makes me laugh though.

Cool opening. "Dong Bang Shin Gi" =D

And GDA was the first performance of the "clean" "MIROTIC", "clean" with the apostrophes, because, WTF is so dirty about "MIROTIC"?! What's dirty are the minds of the people that came up with the dirty thoughts about "MIROTIC".

'Nuff said. Bask in the glory!

EDIT: Wow, I just saw that I posted a "Are You A Good Girl" Fanmade MV a few days ago and now they're performing it? Those fans have supernatural powers or something?!

Salut D'Amour

2008-12-08T18:20:00.005+08:00

Annyong!

It's so cold right now, I have to wear a sweater at home. I can't believe Singapore can become so cold. Singapore leh! The one year, one season Singapore!

Been marathon-ing "Beethoven Virus" since yesterday! I realise the starting episodes are always draggy, boring in a way that doesn't encourage you to watch more, that's why it's always full of humour, to at least keep some determined viewers watching - or is it the other way round?

Anyway, the main point of this post is to share my joy with the Internet!

Halfway through "Beethoven", I thought many of the scenes' backdrop looks uncannyly like the one used in Yunho, Junsu and Micky's episode of "Introducing Star's Friend" (which I realised, did mentioned "Beethoven Virus").

Can't screencap a part with more Yunho and background than this.

I like this scene - it's funny and romantic. =P
(Screencap credit: Luv@Soompi!)

So I really wanted to know where and what was it, but I had absolutely no idea how to find out since I don't even know the name.

Then while I was reading this week's "U Weekly", they mentioned the place! Lucky!

Petite France is the name and it's a French-styled village, with a Little Prince theme, I think. Maybe it'll change, but it should be permanent? The place's near/at Nami Island.

This is so a top must-go place for me. It's so pretty! <33

Dangerous Mind

2008-12-06T11:00:00.007+08:00

"내가 그를 죽여 사랑 없는 더럽힘도, 날 비웃고 있는 운명까지 다"

－東方神起

This line is strong. Me likes.

Junsu sings a Malay song

What. The. Heck?!

FITB Rising Sun Perf. Commentary

Junsu: -dolphin scream- RISING SUN!!!!

Annyong!

My PCJ's back from Malaysia!
WELCOME BACK!!
HAHA, please treat this as the comeback party. Maybe you should hold a Comeback Stage like those Korean stars, haha!

I'm so annoyed. I can't finish my blogskin. I have no idea what to do with the blank canvas. OK, not really blank, I just need to have the header done. I had a cool idea, but I can't finish the thing! I'm stuck halfway and I REALLY WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN! The youtube videos' look really gets on my nerves.

ARGH! Why don't I have JoongBo's 100th Anniversary high-quality scans?!

Tomorrow, there's "We Got Married!" on MBC right?
If there is, it's the 2nd last episode for JoongBo! OH NOES! ;____;

2 out of 4 of my favourite couples are gone, now another one's going too?!

In loving memory of my favourite couples... (This sounds weird.)

AnBi Couple - The cute couple that everyone loves. (Credit: Coolsmurf!)

AlShin Couple - The romantic couple that gets the least airtime - WTHECK! It's not like they're not popular! (Credit: Coolsmurf!)

The Ant & The Witch couple - A! (They're not leaving - never ever, I hope! - but this photo is too good) (Credit: Coolsmurf!)

My favourite Ssangchu couple: 4th dimentionism + crazy laugh = <3! allseoul'dout!)

Ahh...that makes me feel better - just a tiny bit. Blog-therapy, maybe better than retail therapy? At least it's free!

악녀 (Are You A Good Girl?) Fanmade MV

2008-12-04T16:16:00.004+08:00

Jjang!

Isn't Cassiopeia just full of talented people?
I love the opening, especially where the "CLAP!" scenes were used. Love how the dance steps synchronise with the song's beats, as if it's really for "악녀".

There's also a Crazy Love Fanmade MV, same series as the AYAGG one. Hopefully there'll be a fanmade "Love Bye Love" MV! I absolutely love that song.

Shouldn't DBSK just shoot a ballad's MV?! It's been so long since we saw one, not counting the Japanese releases. I'm sure the Korean fans would love to see one too.

Let it be "Love Bye Love", if anything!

주문 (MIROTIC)

2008-12-04T13:41:00.003+08:00

"한 번의 키스와 함께-날이 선듯한-강한 이끌림
두 번의 키스, 뜨겁게 터져버릴 것 같은 네 심장을"

－東方神起

(Kudos to FGM & kirra12TVXQ & wow.@yuaerubi & tvxqslave@soompi!)

DBSK's Mirotic recently got banned by the Korean government for being inappropriate for those under the age of 19. Maybe the relevant authorities saw this clip and thought "OMG WTF, even the teachers have gone mad - time to stop it!"
Well, too late! =P

OMG, horrible, terrible crap. What's that fugly YouTube search bar doing in my video-embed?!

ARGH! I really need to change my blogskin soon - the tiny YT video window is annoying! #%GDFGWA#$@!

'Kay, whatever. Gotta catch up with the pile of DBSK videos first! Didn't know they were so active in Japan! <_____<

데자뷰 (Deja Vu)

2008-12-03T22:00:00.010+08:00

Annyong!

Another day at home watching videos like some stalker/hermit. Still in SS501-mode - DBSK, please make some appearance soon!

Argh, the video doesn't show up: SS501 - Idol World EP 4 Part 3

Can't help but laugh at other people's misfortune. Mianhae!

Hyung Joon is seriously a scaredy cat big time, but Hyun Joong's like, immune to ghosts. He's not 4th-dimensional for no reasons!

Read today's Straits Times' "Digital Life" section. There was this article suggesting the best online storage site and the author's highest ranking site was Windows Live!'s SkyDrive. Definitely not, for me.

MediaFire's the best, IMO. If you want some decent reasons/proofs, let's compare the maximum size for a file. SkyDrive's has a limit of 50MB, while MediaFire has double of that -10 0MB. One more thing, MediaFire has no storage space limit, unlike SkyDrive, which, according to Wikipedia, has a limit of 25GB.

If I were to upload all my DBSK videos to SkyDrive, I will not only end up with a heckload of HJ-Split-ed part files and I'll have to worry about what to do after I finish using the last 5GB of space. MediaFire still requires me to HJSplit my files, but at least I won't as many part files.

But that's only if you're someone like me, who has loads of humongous files and have no external hard disks to dump things temporarily. If you're just looking for a place to share some small files with friends, anything is fine.

Haha, maybe I should be a part time consultant/journalist. Anybody hiring?!?!

Falling Slowly

2008-12-02T22:01:00.006+08:00

"You have suffered enough

And warred with yourself

It's time that you won"

- Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

It's been...145 days since I put up my current DBSK skin!

Woah, I didn't think it'll be that long - no, I guess if I said 4 months and blah blah days, it won't feel so long...No wait - actually, it does. No wonder JoongBo couple's 100 day wedding photoshoot came so fast. 100 days can be so short.

I really want to change my blogskin soon. I really love my skin, but it's been way too long - time for a change! I've already got the base (post/sidebar area) done, problem is the header. I'm hoping I can do a skin which can still look fresh with just a change of the header image. Hm, I think nobody gets what I'm saying, nevermind. Point is, it's either gonna be a DBSK one (again, I know! Haha!) or a "We Got Married!" one! I'm crazy, yea.

Speaking of "WGM!" I'm done with all the episodes, except the first 6, already.

WHY did Andy and Solbi have to go?!

LOL, I really can't describe my reluctance to see them go. They look so sweet on-show, I wish it was for real that they're married. I still watched the show since there's still Alex/Shin Ae, Crown J/In Young and (personal favourite and reason why I look forward to new episodes now) JoongBo couple.

But ever since AlShin left the drive to watch really decreased a lot. Though JoongBo's still around, I think my watching mood's affected by the fact that they're not staying for long - in fact only 2 episodes left! OMG, no more Hyun Joong's 4th-dimensionism and Hwang Bo's hysterical laughter?! ;_________;

The new couples are...boring. I think I might like Son Dam Bi and Marco, if Marco isn't so...$^%@#%. I dunno if saying that he's a playboy is true, but he seems so immature that when I'm watching them, I feel so annoyed seeing Dam Bi pissed at him throughout. Hwan Hee and Hwayobi have their share of funny moments, but they don't interest me.

Since DBSK's got nothing on (no[?] shows, not much activity), I decided to go be a part-time SS501 fan. I don't really like their songs (except for the newer ones, like "Deja Vu") but their shows are fun to watch! Although I feel they're not as close as DBSK, but they still do equally retarded things. Me like.

Deja Vu MV:

Dibidibidipdip!

God I sound crazy. Love the ending - so cool! (That makes me want to add "Korean Restaurant" for some reason.)

Ciao, more SS501 videos. (OH WAIT! I've still got Yunho's "Quiz to Change the World"! Whoots!)

TRI-ANGLE

2008-11-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

"매일 보는 사건 끊임없이 죽음들을 만들어 내는 곳 이 땅엔 자비란 게 사라진 걸까?"

- 东方神起

AIGOO! My "country"'s bombed by those self-righteous terrorists! ;___;

Went looking for a job today with Pervee today.

...

You can guess how pissed I am. I'm so tired! I went out yesterday too, to see if Cotton On's hiring but their notice's taken off. Argh! Waste my energy going out. Waste my money. Waste my precious time that should've been used to watch "WGM!"!! Ssangchu and AnBi and A couple! ARGH!

Now I even think Alex and Shin Ae's good too.
Among all the couples, although I believe AnBi can become real very easily, but AlShin will be even more possible, my feelings after watching the Come To Play "WGM!" specials.

I just applied for some jobs at JobsCentral. PLEASE WORK!!!!

Oh and PLEASE call my house number! My handphone's SIM card's confiscated. Yea, PCJ, my phone bill bao-ed again. Whether for real or because I didn't fulfill my vegeterian-for-a-week promise...I dunno!

Talk Play Love

2008-11-26T23:11:00.009+08:00

I'm on a "We Got Married!" roll!!!!!

I really love it when Hyun Joong went "Wait here." and then suddenly his band-mates came out and thanked Hwang Bo for the meal. It's hilarious but at the same time, so sweet!
The funnier part comes after this, when the couple goes out for some shopping (or you can it playing?) and does some retarded things (like PCJ and I did when we were in Toys 'R' Us taking photos with girly crowns and dolls. OMFG!?! LOL). Seriously, Hyun Joong has some really loose screws in his head. Really. Loose.

Maybe someday I should do a "Memorable Ssangchu couple Quotes" for fun. I think any bad day will turn good if I read it. Yea I should. I still laugh when I think of the "At least it's oxygen not nitrogen right?!" line. God, WTHeck!

Can't really decide who's my favourite couple but it's gotta be either the HwangJoong or AnBi couple! I really pray and hope and etc that AnBi's for real! They are so darn sweet and I refuse to believe it's only for show. AnBi couple fighting!

OK, off for more WGM! Can't wait for Hyun Joong's crack and Hwang Bo's maniacal laughing.

Remember

2008-11-25T20:02:00.002+08:00

"어떤 느낌일까요 그대의 흔적 지운 채 살아가는 것
가슴을 아리는 고통 혹은, 무심히 아문 채 희미해진 여린 흉터.."

- 东方神起

'Nyong!

Weird day. I woke up real early today (8AM++??!) and used the computer all the while, like always. Batshit crazy (Nice, I like the new descriptor).

Shocking news early morning, I read that Changmin got cursed at and attacked (didn't succeed, luckily) by two who claimed they are Jae's fans. Fans my ass - don't ruin real fans' reputation. I dunno, but the actions they do, antifans more like.
I think my opinion of Changmin changed tremendously after the MKMF crying thing, so I'm actually kinda pissed. But I pity those two fans. They are so going to get it/a "warm welcome" when they get back to China. Hopefully nothing toooo bad happens, haha! I'ld love to hear Dong Bang's name on Singapore news one fine day but I hope they won't be on headlines linked to something bad like their fans being rowdy.

I wonder what will happen if the victim was Yunho? Needless to say my post will probably be full of caps and angry cursing! But I think Yunho might avenge himself first. Fighting!

Ahem.

Anyway. Been watching "We Got Married" since...late afternoon? Freaking funny. Personal favourite is AnBi couple but I think I look forward to Ssangchu couple more. Hyun Joong seriously has a loose screw in his brain and Hwangbo is funny just because of the way she laughs.

Off for more WGM! Ciao, mata shita!

Don't Know Why

2008-11-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

"바보같단 나만 언제나
너하나만 알아 난 항상
이미 헤어졌는데 이젠 모두 끝인데
난 몰라 몰라 몰라 널 잊을 이유를"

- Jewelry

Before I start, just a slight distraction: Oh my god? Why is ANTM Season 10 airing so...dead in the night at 12AM? OH! SPEAKING OF 12AM! DONG BANG'S ON MUSIC JAPAN. Oh shit, it's already 1AM. Daaarn, and I missed Blue Dragon Film Awards! Darn x2.

'Kay. Back to...whatever I wanted to blog about.

I know I keep getting sidetracked but before I forget (totally) about it, I'd better mention Baldy, the bird which helped to relieve PCJ's and my boredom while waiting for something to happen on the day of the K Pop Night. I'm sorry I've no food to offer to you, but hey! You made two new (and human, at that) friends.

OK, that sounds totally loony. Nevermind.

So, moving on. I'm gonna backlog about my dental visit on Monday with PCJ. Really late I know!

All right another one of those sidetracks again: OK, WTF?! Why did my Internet connection die all of a sudden?!

OKAY, I'm pissed. Regardless I shall continue. (EVEN MY KEYBOARD IS CRAZY!)

Had to change/put more molar bands. Really, really a pain. I hate it when a dental trip involves putting molar bands! Annoying molar bands - wasting my doctor's strength and making me flinch all the time, but success rate of putting a band is probably less than 10%. So, whoever is the person that invented er...tubes(??) in replacement of molar bands, thanks a lot. But I must say your invention is really expensive - my total bill for that day raked up to $60. What. The.

After that, I thought we should take a bus down town so we waited for a long time for one. We even played Kudos, betting that the bus would come in the next minute. I dunno if one minute was not up or what, but after we left for another bus stop, the bus came. WHY?! 1) Why didn't we listen to the Kudos cards? 2) Why are we so suay? (This one I can answer - I'm suay.)

By the time we reached Suntec City, we were just darn hungry. Ate Saba Fish at the basement's Asian Cafe. I don't think it was just because I was freaking hungry, but the fish was really nice.

Then it was time for some exercise after lunch! Went to Toys 'R' Us, main purpose of our trip! Took some really, really dumb pictures! HAHA! I shall always laugh at it everytime I see it. Oh, did I mention PCJ has some really neat soccer moves? She almost kicked the ball over to the counter! Thank god it didn't or else...I don't think anyone will see us there ever again.

Before we went to Marina Barrage, we went to Sqaure 2 to get our copy of Kozine! (Sorry, Hangsang(??) Restaurant, if we're not supposed to take it!)

Marina Barrage.
It's huge. I really love the second and pledge-taking section the of the Gallery. No actually, I quite like everything in the gallery. It looks really high-tech, something you would see in a movie than in real life. Reminds me very much of "The Island". The slide-able TV screens are really cool and I'm afraid the Pangis did ~~a few~~ many embarrassing but really funny acts. I mean, what's with acting like you're under the sea, Chye Ja?!
Oh, and even if you don't want to pledge, you should seriously take a picture with the help of the pledge-taking section's cameras. That place looks like...a galaxy or something!
The Roof wasn't bad too. Although the scenery would've been better if it wasn't so foggy and the grass all sorted out. In any case, the roof is a great spot to watch fireworks.

I'm sleepy already so I'm gonna end this post (before my Dad wakes up suddenly and catch me using the computer so late!!!). Thanks to PCJ's Dad for the ride home! Darn funny, can! And I hope one day I can use "JYH 43 VR" or something as my carplate, not my...lorry-plate.

LOL. OK, I'm not thinking straight. Better go. Bye!

Post-Prom

2008-11-16T21:40:00.005+08:00

Just two posts ago I was still talking about the coming prom and two posts later it's already over - for almost 2 days?! It would have felt earlier if I posted about it yesterday (but since yesterday was the freaking MKMF...).

PCJ and I went to catch "The Coffin" before prom (OK, I know, right before the prom?!) while waiting for DEAR2 and Big Bird to get ready. Oh, before I forget, did I mention both our phones rang during the show?! I happily, but quietly laughed at PCJ when her SMS tone rang, but suayness is my bro or something, my phone had to ring too. Good thing it wasn't darn loud and during a quiet, but scary moment - I might get killed by the frightened movie-goers man.

'Kay, the movie. It's only midly scary, I guess? Since I didn't even look at the carpet at all, and I didn't have to shield my eyes from the horror like I did during "4Bia" (Now that is seriously a horror film). It's kinda confusing mid-movie, since we didn't know the connection between the male and female leads' stories. The end was meaningful and well-wrapped up. Some may not like it as a horror film since it's scaring tactics are cliche and predictable but I think this is a good film nonetheless.

Moving on.

We had time after the movie to sit and chat the time away, afterwhich we left around at 5.45pm to meet the rest at school. It's really a mystery how the security guards can see that it was raining and not open the side gate. One finally did and we managed to get into the school, clean and dry!

At reception, we were given a peach shortbread (I dunno, it looks like a cookie to me though, and it tastes really good!) then we proceeded to sit where ever we wanted. DEAR2, PCJ, YR老婆, Sally and I sat at one of the last-row tables and was gonna ask Big Bird and her beau to sit with us when our plans got foiled. Nevermind...

The food was...disappointing. OK, the soup was the best out of the 3 courses. Main course was chicken...dunno-what (probably chicken stone/rock or something since it's so darn hard) with cream sauce. The dessert was...erm, cookie and cream...mousse? One thing's for sure though - the cream is so there. I only ate the top layer where all the cookie is and some of the horrible "mousse", if you like.

The twist of the day was when I, the suay-kia actually got a prize from the lucky draw! Although it's not much, I got a $10 voucher for ESPRIT! Whooots! $10 down, $79.90 to go. Shit.
Okay, after that PCJ and I heard that the first prize was a trip to Bintan, 2 days and...3 nights?

Argh, whatever because it wasn't for real - the first prize was a camera...I think, since it was just the emcee's guess. (Have to agree though, the box is too big for tickets.) Lifted our spirits up for nothing! Aigoo!

The prom was kinda fun. The food can go to hell and everything would've been perfect! Anyway, glad I didn't miss prom. But if you did miss, console yourself with "The food sucked - BAD!"

On a side note,
CLUBBOX IS DRIVING ME INSANE!
Stop mysteriously dissappearing! I had to restart all my downloads twice already. This time, of all times, you just HAD to go missing when my K Pop Night concert was already more than half-done.
Great job, clubbox. <_____<

Never a day without some TVXQ!

"시간이 슬픔과 입 맞췄을 때 울리던 전화
펑펑 울고 있던 목소리에 네게 아무것도 해줄수 없었어
울지마 모든걸 이해해 그 동안 미안해 란 말만 덧붙히고
그리움이 사랑을 앞서 던지던 너의 헤어지잔 말

*
추억의 빛깔이 바래졌을때 모두 흐려졌을때 그때 사랑의 맘을 닫아 볼게
Bye Bye Bye Bye My Love ⅹ2 들리니 You Hear Me Now Yeah~

꿈속엔 눈물이 춤을 추고 눈을 뜬 아침엔 너란 향길 씻어
새 옷 입고 준비를 해 홀로 선 첫날을 축하하듯

붐비는 기억 속 들리는 음악에 떨리던 이 가슴 멎은 오늘을 실감해
난 늘 너에게 좋은 사람이였을까? 구름과 같이 멈출 수 없던 우리 행복했던 날

*Repeat

Yo! Everytime 잠깐의 시간이 내 맘을 아프게 했나봐
울고 있을 시간에 너의 마음을 다치게 했나봐
함께 쓰던 너의 집 비밀번호
너의 손이 닿기 전에 잊혀져 가고 있잖아
니가 준 사랑에 다시 한번 상처 입은
쓰라린 고통의 무채색의 옷을 입은 방랑자
아무리 감싸주지 못한 눈물 속에 패배자
우리 다시 이런 사랑 하지 말자

아름다운 날인데 눈엔 자꾸 눈물이 날까

*Repeat ⅹ2"
- 사랑 안녕 사랑, TVXQ!

I love this song. Micky is good. "새 옷 입고 준비를 해 홀로 선 첫날을 축하하듯" is my favourite line. I dumped it into Google translate and it's something along the lines of "Wearing new clothes, in celebration of the first day being alone". Sweeeeet.

"Don't Say Goodbye" is a pretty song too. It's very ballad-ish, "Shin Hye Sung" brand. I don't think I've heard any ballad sung by them which sounds like this.

'Kay, ciao now!

Step by Step

2008-11-15T23:06:00.006+08:00

“上手くいく時だけじゃないでも君のすぐ側に
温かな手のひらがある
忘れずにいて欲しい”

- 東方神起

Watched Music Core and finally got to see "Wrong Number" LIVE. Really horribly good! And Changmin just can't stop smirking. What is with him?! LOL.

After that, wanted to catch "Introducing Stars Friends" but I totally missed the time and so decided to watch MK Music Festival instead. Before that:

Dear GomTV,

I'm just super glad that you guys gave us, all international fans, a way to be so close to DBSK by watching them LIVE on MKMF, but holy crap! It was so laggy. I even closed Firefox and other applications in hopes that the footage won't be so laggy and chopped. Maybe it wasn't your fault at all, but I just wanted to complain (Please don't poke me, PCJ). So,

Thanks,
WL.

I wasn't expecting DBSK to win all the awards, of course, but the one thing I can't stand is losing to Big Bang. ARGH! My heart really sank when they announced that Big Bang was the Artist of the Year.

Anyway, I'm super glad and touched that they won one of the major awards, Album of the Year!

Yunho was very excited and relieved(?) when he was giving his speech, while Changmin was weeping. That was so surprising! At first I thought he was just smiling to himself, lost in his own merry world. The others (Especially Micky) wasn't crying at all, but Changmin, the one that never cried at the end of the Five In The Black concert, never cried at any award presentations, cried today. Makes me wanna give them all a hug and say, ~~screw BB!!!~~ I mean, "I'm so happy for you guys!"

Them not winning Artist of the Year and Best Song of the Year has its reasons. For Artist of the Year, they comeback-ed only near the end of the year while Big Bang had been releasing mini-albums all through the year.
Not winning Best Song might be because Mirotic has an English version released earlier and probably made many think it's plagiarized.

I'm wondering where they are now and how are they feeling. Hopefully Changmin feels so much better. Though this kind of award recognition is very important, it doesn't matter if it sounds delusional, but you guys are the best in our heart, mind and soul! (OMG cheesiness.)

DBSK FIGHTING!!!!!

Shall go and watch some happy videos (although I can't wipe the image of Changmin crying out of my head).
Oh yea, PLEASE SUB INTRODUCING STARS FRIENDS NOW!!
I wanna see Yunho's high school friend and Junsu's brother!

K, ciao.

Pre-Prom

2008-11-13T19:36:00.003+08:00

Hi hi, blog!

It's prom tomorrow....?!
I seriously don't care much about it a while ago, but the excitement and stuff is rushing in now!

All of a sudden, in the blink of an eye, it's prom! And then all of us won't be seeing our class together again until the day we get our O Levels results...
Then after getting our results, we might or might not see our classmates ever again.

Kinda disconcerting...?
Yea.

Anyway, bored since yesterday and went reading fanfictions over at Soompi. "High School" is just freaking long (Eight seasons - but ending soon!) and I'm still ~~watching~~ reading season one. It's like, "~~Suite Life~~Hostel of ~~Zac and Cody~~Maddy and London" and "HSM"...? I like it 'cause it's funny. And it makes me envious of American school life.

Quote to end it off:

"High School – You hate it while you're at it, but in the end...you wish that you caught every moment on camera."
- From the fanfiction!

Especially the "screaming virtually" and skipping TWC's lessons moments (Dude, that BEEYATCH...!?!). Many more others, probably, but well, I wish I caught them on camera.

(P.S: This post is so weird?!)

Wrong Number

2008-11-12T18:45:00.014+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG!

-calms down-

OK, so, today is the last O Levels paper, the telemarketer job seems promising and I found the 4 new songs on Dong Bang's latest MIROTIC Version.
But the bestest thing of all...!

I saw "Wrong Number"'s MV! (Thanks to saltnpepper@soompi)

~~I have no freaking idea why I can't embed it here. But that's not the point.~~

YES I CAN.

(유키카제@DNBN.org)

The MV is....!
It's kinda like "The Way U Are", colour-wise (very deep sea blue). Everybody looks wonderful dancing/lip-syncing in suits and I can't help but go "OMGGGG!" at Yunho! He looks really good in a suit. The MV is kinda fanservice for Yunho fans, since his role is an annoyed boyfriend who is bathing.
Story's kinda like, DBSK in trouble with OL-stalker-fan - only creepier, richer and more high-tech (she even has CCTVs installed in their homes! What crazy nutcase).

Breakdown:
a) MV looks really good, but it's kinda weird watching them dance to "Wrong Number".
b) The starting dance steps looks kinda contemporary to me, very emotional?
c) Junsu has new parts to sing ("Yeaaaaa, oh oh, Just don't call me...") during the bridge part
d) I LOVE the rap part - both JJ and Yunho's (Yunho's moves includes sitting on his backup dancers - cool)
e) Funny - someone (JJ, I think) dumps his phone into a glass of red wine to mute/spoil it. WTH?! LOL.
f) Still endorsing ANYCALL!

OK, got the video saved! Whoots!

I can't wait to see the LIVE perfomance. The dance moves looks very sleek and cool, but some look that way due to video-editting? I hope it looks as "clean" as it is in the MV. Speaking of the LIVE performance, the performance edition of "Wrong Number" has stronger synthesized BGM, probably to synchronise with dance steps?

Now, the 4 new songs.
I've only heard "사랑 안녕 사랑 (Love Bye Love)" and "사랑아 울지마 (Don't Cry My Lover)". I like "Love Bye Love" but I forgot how "Don't Cry My Lover" sounds like. Needs more listens!

Off to rewatch "Wrong Number" for nth time.

주문 (MIROTIC) Parodies

2008-11-09T01:04:00.003+08:00

Looking around on DBSK's Soompi thread when I saw some video of SNSD dancing to MIROTIC in the middle of their song. After some video jumping via the Related Videos tab i found these:

OK. This is plain crackfest! Darn hilarious. The trashbag as substitute for Yunho's...ropes(?) and paper as substitutes for water (Changmin's tank trap) is just LOL.

This isn't as funny as the previous one, but the dancing is better. This one's my favourite out of the two.

Sucky day, stupid job briefing! We were told we're just supposed to be cashiers and arranging books! Liars!

Super tired, so ciao!

Nobody

2008-11-07T17:46:00.002+08:00

It's been:
2 days after Singapore K-Pop Night;
1 day after the last intensive(??) paper!

It's kinda sudden, especially after 2 days, but after watching fancams of the K-Night, I just want to scream

"OMFG DID WE REALLY GET INTO THE CONCERT AND SAW SO MANY GASOOS LIVE?!

Rudeness aside, I'm just super excited and -insert best word describing my elation here- after the concert and the fancams. I'm not anybody's super fan, but I really enjoyed myself.

PCJ and I were there super early (but some 2PM fans were even earlier!), hoping to gain an advantage if there's really gonna be tickets given out on the day itself. Total disappointment because there wasn't, at least not from the Embassy. So we spent our time walking around all the visible and dark corners of the stadium hoping to sneak our way into the concert. Some of the singers were already rehearsing (12PM++?).

We got to a premium entrance where we could look into the stadium where we could only see the seats. But that combined with Chae Yeon rehearsing just made us REALLY desperate to see the concert! REALLY! After that we managed to "join forces" with 2 girls from St. Nick's, WP and D. D had a ticket to the concert (A seat) and was there with WP to get her a ticket. Sat in the queue into the stadium, hoping to sneak our way into the concert.

Totally disappointed when it was 6pm and we still had no tickets! D said she'll borrow ticket stubs from the peeps around her seat to sneak the 3 of us in but thankfully WP got news that someone had tickets to give away! We still didn't have 4 tickets, but we only had to sneak one person in! A sincere hug and thousands of "THANK YOU!!!"s to the Koreans (I assume!) who gave us tickets!

It's a miracle, November 4th. I mean, we were given tickets, not sold. Many people who had extras were selling tickets at prices like $150. OK, I admit it's A seat but god knows maybe you get the North area A. Oh and the most miraculous thing was, WP who sat at the seat of the borrowed ticket stub's owner, wasn't shoo-ed away at all and sat throughout the whole concert! Maybe the ah-pek didn't really want to attend?

So, correction: Thousands of "THANK YOU!!!"s to the Koreans and the ah-pek who gave us tickets!

I think I like Wonder Girls' performance the most, since I only know their song and while I may know the others', I'm not really a fan (like, say, 2PM?). But Jun Jin is just...! Dance king of the night la. His "Wa" really started the concert with a bang. Now I've even got it on my computer.

Anyway, please come again! And bring Dong Bang with you guys!
I hope everything's not marred but the ruined press conference. I have no idea why every single time Korean stars visits our little dot this year, the negative news are always about the horrible press conferences, Hye Gyo's trip included.

Pictures when I get them! (Faster send me, PCJ!!!)